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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Lagging.. Feeling Total Down

I know I have been lagging in updating my blog and also in tons of things I am suppose to do .. I think I might have reach my maximum as I snap at ppl today and yesterday. I know my temper got the better of me .. but I simply cannot help it coz ppl are doing things to piss me big time off.. I am normally not like that.. but then I cannot seem to help it .. when after 3 days off I come back to office to find things going hay wired and even when I am on OFF.. ppl have to call me .. when have I call ppl on a OFF day to distrub them ... unless it coz I want a personal chat or that I want to distrub them ... other then that.. I all like about guest things that cannot be wait ....

I am sometimes thinking to myself... issit that things cannot function when I am not around ... makes me seems like I am indispensable... but the truth as what Lee HsienYang no one is indispensable.. everyone can be replace in terms of work.. but maybe not in terms of other aspact.

I think I am to the moment of snapping and yesterday and today was the day I snap about work... After a talk with Saeedah... I know I am being too harsh to Mas... but then its really annoying that she makes all the mistake and then come over to the Residence and laugh and joke like nothing the mistake... Frankly speaking as what I told Saeedah just now ....that 2 of us are not paid to do up other ppl's mistake and job.. and its not tiring.. I am totally sick and tired of it ... and when we undo a mistake for some one.. who is there to thank us and when the person makes the mistake .. u tell the ppl and she is like super bo chap (do not care). I know Mas has her good points and also bad points.. like every other human being.. but that does not mean that because we are short of manpower we have to endure all these mistake and let them carry on with it....

Sometimes I think Saeedah side with them too much ... I mean she wants to go on OFF I also want and she does not want this does not want them to work on certains days..... then she scare that they make mistake... so how ... work la... then say what all the days of hugh occ ... be it check in or check out .. she says she has been working all of it and I have not been .... I mean look at it this way... I am also ... working and clocking in longer hours then anyone... ask me to come back on a OFF day.. I sure come back one... but then too much for me to handle.. Want me to do DHL... so no choice la .. I do lor...

Anyway today I told everyone on how I feel about the whole thing... with my best friend 2nd income on the MLM.. I told her about how I feel about her going to find out aunt and bringing a total stranger to her home... She was like telling me .. My aunt could have told her not.. I was like how to say no when u are her niece.... she kept quiet.. so I told her... in future please do not do that.. as I really do not like it when she does that... coz its like making use of ppl .. so she have already promise me .. so ok I am fine with that...

And on a Happy Note... I have a new tu di again ... but okie la.... this one ... she is really cute.. I mean she is like my sister... 5 years younger then me .. so I am okie lor with her... guess I tend to treat ppl younger then me nicer.. coz they are like my sister... and I love my sister.. though we sometimes do not see eye to eye... hehe.... so when they are generally younger then me and especially 5 years.. so its like its my younger sister... hehehe...

With work load just getting heavier and also more stressful... I think that is the reason why I finally snap yesterday... do not mean to do it ... but just that like I say... I AM SICK AND TIRED OF CLEARING PPL'S MESS.... I am sorry if I am rude or fierce yesterday.... but then... things just happened.. I am not saying anyone is to be blame.. but then ... its all just happened...

Miss.Panda growing up. 6:42 PM.

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