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Sunday, July 09, 2006

For Someone

Looking back at somethings that I have done in life... I kind of regret it ... like not cherising the ppl around me .. not loving someone whole heartly and also being mean and rude and also pissing ppl off big time .. but then my heart really do not mean to be like that... just that defence will gear up around me when things do not go my way.. or that i get angry and piss of by ppl...

I think I am the kind of gal who loves to be care about and also who loves ppl to chit chat with when I am down and out ... I cannot keep to myself not can I suffer in silent... I am those who likes to scold... shout .. quarrel and have someone to quarrel back .. instead of keeping silent... but then I am also those that during quarrel... no point in talking sense to me ...

Coz I do not allow that... but after the whole thing I will cool down and then everything make sense to me...maybe that is why my best friend say that I am stubborn and head strong.. ppl who know me knows that I am like that... and what we noramlly say... even though I am fierce and strong on the outside... actually hor... I am soft hearted and easily melted inside.... That is why I am easy to hong one lor...

I am those who eat the carrot and not the stick method...

Someone was telling me the other day that telling a white lie is better then hurting the person .. even thought you know that telling the truth is so much better ... but then given my strong Char... I guess most ppl know what I will choose... I choose to lie...

Didicated to someone.... and u know who u are

Sorry that I have to lie to you as there is no other options there is for me .. I wanted you to move on in life and also to leave all burden that once hold me and u down but I guess the lie came in with or without me .. coz I think you move on before I told the lie ... but the lie make it more comfortable to move on... ... I also want you to be happy. Seeing you happy with that special someones really makes me happy.. and I am gald to you for that... I hope you have stop drinking and all...

I know u are happy for me ... When I told you that... but when u keep on asking about it... I totally got no answers for certain question ... so the best is to avoid....

Even though you are younger then me ... but I know u care for me ... thanks for all the time and moments that you have gave me... Frankly speaking... thanks for caring for me when I was down and out.

Thanks for making me laugh with your lame jokes... but its really funny... I cry the hardest that one time and I was suprise that I am not ashamed to cry infront of you thought we were only friends....

Thanks for the care and love you once gave to me ... and I hope everything is blissful and wonderful for you... I am sure u have found your true love and to see the smile on your face is a wonderful memory that I will keep for years to come...

All the best to the future and Take Care....

Miss.Panda growing up. 11:48 AM.

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Name: PandaPig aka Chocbaby
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Romantic Novel.

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Sentimental Music, both in Engish or Chinese.

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