Sweet Sweet... Can You Taste It ?

Sunbird Chalet

2007-08-18T22:20:00.000+08:00

I am now staying at my auntie's house as I need to take care of my mum... typing away on my sister's laptop.. its so funny about staying here and sleeping in the same bed room as my mum... lol... and on a single bed.. haha . so scare I will fall off the bed.. but then hor.. its on the floor la... hahaha

Been visiting mum every night at my auntie's place aka my sunbird chalet since she discharge from Hospital and have been having good food here... as in good dinner every night.... yum yum.. if these goes on.. think me is going to get real fat.... lol....

Started classes this week and got back my result for my last 3 exams.. I think I fare not too badly in my exams.. and overrall... so waiting for the total final result for both project and exams before I will know what my score will be like...

This weekend classes are on Finance.. and till today after 1 1/2 days of classes... I am still totally clueless about the whole thing... even my classmates are.. so I will have to put in more effort this time round in order to do well for both my exams and assignment...

This morning .. my uncle send me to school .. so nice of him .. then I think he and my big koo jie went to amoy market to have his fav lor mee...

Went to class today... sittting in the class and looking out of the window.. thev view is so nice.. seeing the ships there out in the open sea.... haha enjoying man ... then tuen back to concentrate in class again .. the next time I knew... nothing can be seen ... such a big fog and heavy rain... can only see a blurry view of the red ship base... haha ....

Came back to my auntie place after class... and my cousin Kenneth have his brithday.... me and my sister was quite suprise to find that all his friend not bad looking and the girlfriends are all also not bad looking.. miss his cake cutting cermony.. coz my mum was at the other house thorwing up...

My mum have throw up for 2 nights in a row.. due to indigestion in the tummy and tons of wind after the major operations.. so was on msn with my cousin and she mention to ask my mum to walk around more often....and after the review of the doctor on Friday... he say that she have to go for 2 session of radio... to make sure that all the cancer cell is killed... we are all worried for her and I am sure she for her self too .. just that she is not saying it out...

Just checking with my Val jie and she told me no side effects... no hair loose.. nothing.. Thank god for that....

These few weeks have been busy weeks.. after my mum operations.. then was her recovery and then Ken's birthday this week... next week is my sister's 21st .. after that is my younger cousin Werren's birthday.. seee how broke I will be .... hahaha

I am so sleepy now.. going to sleep soon...coz tomorrow got classes... and mum is sleeping beside me... hehe ....

Exams ...

2007-08-11T11:24:00.000+08:00

Exam is in 2 hrs plus plus time .. and seriously speaking I feel that I have not been as prepared as the last time... I mean seriously speaking... if I can get a pass or even a credit for this subject.. I will be super Happy... a Dist will be Super Great... so keeping my Fingers cross... but I will still do my best and finish all 4 questions...if I get higher then expected.. mummy will be happy for me...

Have my first exam result a day before mummy was admitted into Hospital and I got a Dist.. she was happy for me... and that life her mood up before the operation.

I am now in office.. as usual with tons of things to do and follow up, but not with the mood to do it. Maybe later I will spend a the last 1 hrs before work finish to do the filling of the payment cards. My senior cum bubby for work have gone on another week of MC, due to the fact that she is giving birth soon.. I am scare man... coz it seems she have tons of work to still teach and handover to me that have yet to be done.... so seriously speaking .. I am kind of lost at the moment and hungry lol....

Went to the hospital at 7 am this morning to see mum... and my big kau mo and big kau fu is there liao .... big kau mu even cooked congee for mummy to even ... when I went and see her.. she have finish like 5 spoon full of it and she looks happy with it... then i told her is medication time.. her face total change... haha ... she HATE taking PILLS... the last 1 days have been bad.. trying to coax her to take her pills... she have been delaying and delaying the time to take her pills.. at the moment the record time is 40 mins for 6 pills...

Mummy even want to attempt to hide her pills in her pocket... she see too many shows liao ... haha ...

Woke up this morning to find that the slow pot cooker is total burnt ... coz my darling sister have put it on auto to brew red date and black beans soup for mummy.... and she never put enough water to last it... I think if its goes on and brew with no water... sooner or later it will catch fire... arrrrr scary man....

Today since mum had her congee specially cooked for her.. she did not want to have the hospital food.. so me eat lor and in the attempt to not have her pills or delaying time to her pills again... she indicated to me that.. I finish the hospital breakfast food before she will have her pills....

Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha.. wrong move... there was only a slice of bread.... a bowl of oat... an egg .. a cup of Milo and a bottle of Yakult.... hahaha how long can that take me ...

Mummy so nice.. she even spread the butter for me on the bread and break the eggs for me into the bowl.. did not eat the egg yolk.. coz hard liao ... do not like cooked egg yolk... eeeks...... feel so love... and that bowl of oat is tasteless.. so we have to put our own sugar in ....

Mummy took her pills with the Milo and Pink Dolphin drink... now she high class mai drink water coz tasteless.. want Pink Dolphin... hahaha ....

She told us that she throw up last night when the nurse feed her eat her pills... coz they put her in laying mode to eat...

Time to go back to work... lalala ... haha... when mum is better then I will do all the old blogs... hehe

Office

2007-08-10T17:42:00.000+08:00

Now back at office after a 3 1/2 day break... I am feeling so tired.. as I did not sleep much yesterday... so much things to do in office.. yet I feel so sian in doing it.. total no mood at all to do it ...

Managed to clear a bit here and there... telly a bit here and there.. and will try to use the whole of next week to sort certain things out.. if not where got time to finish all... and get things straight...

Have to work tomorrow and also exams tomorrow.. give up on my friend's wedding to go and visit mum in hospital.... I know I am going to miss the bunch of people... but hor... no choice... mum is more important...

I have order Ayam Penyat for them for dinner... and told them to separate the chilli.. if not they are so going to kill me ... hahaha....

Was going through my blog just now and realise that I have yet to talk about Su Ann's wedding and also upload the photos that I have promise.. maybe after all have done at work and also mum is getting better plus my exams and project all done.. then I will do the rest....

Time to pack up and go hospital... I miss my mummy so much.. maybe tomorrow morning.. I will go by the hospital and feed mum before coming to work.... see how it goes....

I will also blog later on a insensitive and act like he is a mighty and high high at the top doctor soon... he pisses me big time off....

My Recent Weeks

2007-08-09T23:12:00.000+08:00

Its been almost a month since I have last blog.... count my laziness to it and you will know why... but seriously speaking .. its also due to the fact now that I work at a new place.. there are things to learn and also the computer that I had for the last 2 weeks plus was a old old one.. when you have too many programmes running... it will 'hang'

The programmes are like excel files mind you.. and you cannot go on MSN... so that leaves me out of the world... arrrrrr

All that aside.. had a news about 2 weeks ago that make me upset and totally lost.... My darling mummy have cancer...

Its a cancer in the womb.. not sure what it is call... so she have to remove the total womb and its a major operation....

Started work at the new place not long and I went to ask my Boss for No Pay leave.. coz I want to be there for mum when she goes in and come out from the operation.. I went to him and was tearing while telling him... seriously speaking.. I will resign if he does not let me go on leave... but thankfully he did.....

Been at the hospital for the last 3 days... not enough sleep and feeling so tired now... but all this is nothing compare to the pain my mum is feeling... she was so weak and drowsy the whole of yesterday that she did not eat at all.. and on top of the the pain she have to go through.. it pains my heart so much ...

When the nurse wheel her up from the operation theater and I saw her face... tears start to appear on my eyes... I cannot take it.. I know I am emotional and all...but it really hurts to see my mum is that state of health... as I am writing this.. tears are starting to appear in my eyes too...

Her doctor .. Professor Ho came to see her last night and say the all went well for the operations.. but still have to wait for the test result... so now keeping my fingers cross....that the test result will show that the cancer cells did not spread and mum is well on the road to recovery....

During these few days.. I really feel so love and touch by all my relatives.. they have stay and support my family all through these period and also taking turns with us to take care of mum... and calling from Malaysia to check on mummy's condition... her colleagues have send in hampers and we are joking that the number of flowers and hampers my mum received ... can open florist liao....

Thanks to all my friends too who have send words of encouragement and also been praying for my mum...

There was a major scene at the hospital yesterday.. but will talk more about it in the next blog...

Now I need to go back to my books... as exams are on Saturday and I have yet to complete much of it....

I am sooooooooo tired and I feel sick....

Driving Test

2007-06-25T14:46:00.000+08:00

YUP... I have fail my driving test.. thus its totally upsets me even to blog about it.. but I have decided to blog on it...

He mark me failure to accelerate ... I mean in front got car... how to drive faster... then round the bend.. how to drive faster... *faint* but never mind.. its ok la.. try again lor....

But cos he fail me .. it also means my FTT have expiry.. so I went and take my FTT again last Friday.. so scare I will fail.. thank god I did not fail.. so I pass and so that only leaves me to book the Practical .. which me is going to book....

I am over the stage of being upsets about all things... so I am more or less back to myself...

Go Joanne Go

SO ANGRY

2007-06-13T13:17:00.000+08:00

I am so super piss at him ... ask him to help me ask his colleague about a song I like and have been searching for so long... he say mai.. coz he mai let people know he read their blog...

WHAT RUBBISH !!!! ... if your friend write a blog and post on her friendster... It means that you are allow to read it...

Then now msn me.. say I cannot be upset at him coz of a song.. coz I never let him see my blog... therefore no reason for me to get angry at him ....

RUBBISH.. !!!!

Simi logic is this...

I did not open my blog to all.. and on top of that I did not post it on Friendster for all to see.. only close friends and cousin... arrrrrrrrrr

Stab ME ... Stab ME.....

Time is running out

2007-06-11T10:33:00.000+08:00

14th June.. my driving exam.. I have to pass... 16th June .... my Marketing Exam from my MBA... I am scare for my first and have not really started for my second... that is how dead this is going to be .... arrrrrr ...

I have taken pics from Sat's breakfast..but its at home... have to load up tonight and then post it online... lol....

Perhaps tomorrow or Wednesday I can bring my books here to study... lol...

Sat Evening

2007-06-10T01:20:00.000+08:00

All alone with no where to go on a Sat evening... nothing much to do in the afternoon coz as usual... cannot study in the afternoon .. so took out my book and wanted to finish reading it...

The afternoon was hot as usual.. and thus making my headache came back... did not want to go for the painkiller.. coz scare to be addicated to it but then finally cannot take it no more and went to take it....

Went for a Japanese buffet dinner with the gang yesterday... was late coz of my driving lession and when I reach there... there were almost finish but waited for me to come and eat too as they wanted to listen to more gossip... haha ... bad bad them.... the meal was not bad... about S$ 38.70 per person... but this kind of place only can bring people who enjoys Japanese buffet and sasimi... so maybe can ask Dan and Val to go next time.. sure make the $$ worth.. and also Su Ann... haha ..

Uncle Frankie says I have improve a bit on my parking and all... guess I am not so nervous and if I am in a good mood.. I do better... so i better be in my BEST mood on Thursday... having my test then .... then before I went .. my throat starts to act up... having ther itchy feeling... and so got mum to get me cooling tea.. and been drinking all the cooling stuff... and Now I am starting to get cough... just finish my honey...

Came today.. work up early.. and help mum with her Insurance sorting.... throw a lot of old papers aways... finally done some up keeping of the records... and all Afternoon i was alone at home.. as mum have gone facical with my sister... and it was like 4 hours later did they come home...

So basically I slacked the whole of the day doing nothing except for reading a book.... watching a movie on TV... hanging and folding some laundry.... that just about it ....

Mum was saying to go Raffles the Plaza for dinner and so we went after picking up my tickets for my KL trip.... and the JAM was killing in town ... and no carpark too.. so we change area for dinner and end up in One Fullerton... at Palm Beach Resturant... the food was not as good as we thought.. but the Lime Juice was good... I like it ....

Me was suppose to start studying.. but I guess my dress hunt took over all my time.. so end up hunting for a talior to make my dress for Su Ann's wedding.. as I am not able to find the perfect dress... hope some one replys my message or e-mail tomorrow.. So I cana get it done and over with... arrrrrrr

Going to my fav place for dim sum tomorrow and I promise pic this time.. the place where I had the last time.. with the glass house in the middle of the swimming pool....
wooohoooo... cannot wait.... Yum Yum....

Now I better be off to bed... going to take some cough mixture to try and contain the sickness....

Official Last Day.... JobLess

2007-06-05T16:34:00.000+08:00

I am official Jobless coming this end of the the month... 29th June 2007. I got the news that I am going to be jobless about 2 weeks ago and then finding it hard to accept the whole truth... but then have learn that its going to happen no matter what I do... so Been furiously looking for a job for the last 2 days... coz was really crazy in office with all the students running around and asking me questions on how to go to Sydney... what to do ... what are the steps.... not that I mind helping them.. but the fact is u get scolding from them for no odd reasons.. and have the time you have to tell them that you totally have no idea about it...

PPl from UNSW Sydney is coming down in sections to sort of help us ... but it really gives us the feeling that they are here bit by bit to replace us.

Frankly speaking.. I having been thinking for a long time to take a break... and taking this chance I want to take a break and go for a short trip... be it anyway... maybe even to Sydney to see how the students... or to Taiwan also can.... everyone knows I am so into going to Taiwan... or maybe to China at the end of the year... I want to go places that are cold.... or perhaps at least cooling and not so hot... Coz I totally cannot stand the heat.. and I hate Hot weathers... so choosing to go overseas... I would want to go to cooling place and have fun..... even to Australia... will be great.. but air fares are expensive... see how things go... even with my payout.. I want to be able to survive and live on it for as long as I can.....

Good thing is that tomorrow I am having a Job Interview and my sister say she will drive me there... but I just apply to STB and I hope I get a job there....

As what nic have advise me... take the chance to think about what I really want and not to waste both my Degree and my MBA... which is true... I have to earn back to justified my degree... and my MBA... so I really want a job to get my far and also to have a job to go into IR... I want that coz that is my goal.

Tiring

2007-05-17T11:35:00.000+08:00

I am feeling so tired every morning when I wake up...no idea why issit like that... I mean I have been sleeping early b4 12midnight every night... but then I still feel totally tired in the morning and could not get up at all... even with so many alarm and snooze...

I still feel sleepy and want to go back to sleep... wonder issit all the dreams I have that keep my brain working .. thus making my feel tired in the morning .... that ends up me taking cab to work almost everyday... and I do not want to do that... its wasting my $$ and on top of that it cost a lot ... a trip to work cost like S$ 14 - 16 and that if you count... I can actually have like a good lunch at Hans or even a good Japanese meal.

I am thinking is stress getting to me ... as I get easily irritated by little things... and short temper and also emotional .... was thinking if I can cope... but to me I have been telling myself I can cope... maybe is just getting into the roution of the whole thing and then I can get used to it... I can now better do my project or homework... or research in office... I have my own table and Pc and own area... with things I like to see and all...

As talking about getting piss... I think some Singaporeans are totally rude and no manners... I am saying this coz just the other day... the rain was super heavy... and I tot of talking bus 55 to bishan Mrt instead of the usual AMK Mrt as the other way have more cover paths to work..so manged to get to bishan Mat safe and sound ... so there was a lot of ppl there liao... and so I did not managed to get into the 1st train that came.. So waited for the second train...and this aunite... came from behide me ... cross the YELLOW line.. and go in front of me to get into the train... thus causing me ONCE AGAIN to miss the train ... which In turns ... make me MISS MY BUS...

Super dislike such ppl... NO MANNERS and also SOOOO RUDE.... hope she will miss all her buses and trains now... and 1 day let ppl scold her....

On a Happier Note... On Exam Leave tomorrow and the other day got a new bag... and also nice chocolate cake from Awfully chocolate... yum yum... and the shop does not sell cakes by the pieces... they sell it as a whole cake...

Will have to go ICA tomorrow to get my IC done.. and also change the name in my passport.. then going home to study or maybe meeting my classmates for a study session....

Personal DNA

2007-05-10T11:38:00.000+08:00

Different look....

That is me .... hahaha .... do u all think its true.....

You are a Director

As a DIRECTOR, you combine an unusual openness and passion for beauty and style with confidence and a down-to-earth sensibility that allow you to realize your vision.

You are practical and pay attention to the details that others tend to miss.

By focusing on what is real and concrete, you achieve more than those who always have their heads in the clouds.

When it comes to what really matters in your life, you are confident in your ability to succeed.

Having beautiful things in your life gives you pleasure and satisfaction - you have a keen eye for style.

Even when problems present themselves, deep down you know you will overcome these challenges.

When routines get too familiar, you become bored and start looking for ways to spice things up.

You are open to new types of experiences – you are not afraid to take a risk on something new.

You have a highly developed sense of taste – you know what looks good on you, in your home, and in the world at large.

You are balanced in your approach to problem-solving, not letting your emotions hold you up.

You prefer to have time to plan for things, feeling better with a schedule than with keeping plans up in the air until the last minute.

If you want to be different:

Occasionally let yourself dream a little more, even if it doesn't seem practical or efficient.

how you relate to others

You are Benevolent

You are a great person to interact with—understanding, giving, and trusting—in a word, BENEVOLENT

You don't mind being in social situations, as you feel comfortable enough with people to be yourself.

Your caring nature goes beyond a basic concern: you take the time to understand the nuances of people's situations before passing any sort of judgment.

You're a good listener, and even better at offering advice.

You're concerned with others at both an individual and societal level—you sympathize with the plights of troubled groups, and you can care about people you've never met.

Considering many different perspectives is something at which you excel, and you appreciate that quality in others.

Other people's feelings are important to you, and you're good at mediating disputes.

Because of your understanding and patience, you tend to bring out the best in people.

You are balanced in your approach to problem-solving, not letting your emotions hold you up.

You prefer to have time to plan for things, feeling better with a schedule than with keeping plans up in the air until the last minute.

If you want to be different:

You spend a lot of time taking care of others, but don't forget to take care of yourself!

Sometimes you can get overcommitted, and when you sacrifice spending time with those close to you, it can make them feel unimportant.

Rumblings

2007-05-09T15:55:00.000+08:00

Things at work have been all the same... my partner in crime is going to move to 5th floor... so me is going to be alone... hiazzz poor me.....

' Lonely ... I'm so Lonely..' that was the song she play to me the other day.... hahah ....

Had a major quarrel with him the other day... so angry at him ... I simply hate ppl forcing me to do things ... I am actually so mad.. that I cry... I mean its like total pointlesss... maybe coz I am all bloated inside and I am feeling stresss and all up... work load and also study load is getting to me....

PLUS... my health... neck and back problems.... I am so sick of it... I DO NOT WANT TO BE LIKE THIS.....

Told my sister something yesterday and she end up crying... kind of shock me ... coz normally she can take it quite ok... she end up going downstairs to jog... for quite a while.... and more shocking things... so guess for me ... I have to take things slowly....

Exmas are around the corner and I am have not start studying for it... I must start tonight and not hook on my DS Lite... not good...

July going to KL and Genting.... yeah ... holiday with the people I Love hanging around....

Sat was at Sentosa to support a student event.... sit on the sky pass ride and it was scary..... I was so scare... and the view there on the top ...was not bad......

Love this Song

2007-05-03T09:04:00.000+08:00

Was listening to this song on my ipod over the weekend and got hook on to it... I think it so nice... the tune and the lyrics.....

心跳快得很可怕
呼吸大到有气压
手心冒汗可以浇花(可以浇花)
生活变四格漫画
喜怒哀乐被放大
身不由己没有办法(没有办法)

怎么可以这样
怎么可以这样疯狂
怎么可以这样
怎么可以这样爱超出了想像

就算世界与我为敌
我超喜欢你
超喜欢你不能分离
我只相信这个真理
百无禁忌万夫莫敌
我超喜欢你
我慢慢不能清醒
终于不想清醒
根本不用清醒这个恶作剧

想要对你说的话
身体由已替我表达
一旦爱了不能作假(不能作假)
一度觉得很头大
怀疑细胞有偏差
可是爱了没有办法(没有办法)

就是可以这样
就是可以这样疯狂
就是可以这样
就是可以这样爱超出了想像

就算世界与我为敌
我超喜欢你
超喜欢你不能分离
我只相信这个真理
百无禁忌万夫莫敌
我超喜欢你
我慢慢不能清醒
终于不想清醒
根本不用清醒这个恶作剧

想我超喜欢你
是我放在心里好久的秘密
我不敢告诉你
甚至没有勇气说服我自己
我问一问上帝
要怎么突破我们之间的距离
站在原地是友谊
往前一步又怕吓到你
我号称黄金右脚横冲直撞
天下无敌自由来去
怎么踏进这个禁区
马上败在你手里

就算世界与我为敌
我超喜欢你
超喜欢你不能分离
我只相信这个真理
百无禁忌万夫莫敌
我超喜欢你
我慢慢不能清醒
终于不想清醒
根本不用清醒这个恶作剧

就算世界与我为敌
我超喜欢你
超喜欢你不能分离
我只相信这个真理
百无禁忌万夫莫敌
我超喜欢你
我慢慢不能清醒
终于不想清醒
根本不用清醒这个恶作剧

Villa Seafood Galleria

2007-05-02T13:32:00.000+08:00

1st of May a Labour Day to us Singapore... woohoo... public holiday... so after the tiring night at school.... wanted to sleep in late on Tuesday morning ... but then have to go see my uncle who just have a operation for "Big Neck Bun" lol not sure what issit call in English .... so as translate from canto is like that....

So After visiting my Uncle and see his cut on the neck... it kind of freak me out..... I mean I am scare for 1 thing to see such a thing... and It looks Painful to me.... arrr Pain pain ... and as most of my friends know me.... I have super low threshold for pain.....

Was suppose to meet him for movie... but no tickets and heard from friends the show Spiderman is not as good as we tot it was going to be..... so end up not meeting... and went for brunch with my parents... auntie and uncle... we went to this new place for dim sum... and OH GOD... the place is super nice and beautiful and romantic.....

It have this swimming pool and in the middle there is a glass room where once can sit and have meal .... like u can have 10 ppl inside and have your private area for dining and it is totally beautiful and enchanting..... but the minimum spending is S$1000.. so unless you are feeling super rich to treat 10 people for S$1000... yeah you can book that place.... they have about 3 private rooms and the supervisor was so nice and give us a tour around the restaurant.... and even told us Cartier have have booked a room with them and coming for some function today....

Prices of their dim sum not that expensive... for such a nice place... it quite reasonably price 5 pf us including this really nice congee... not the normal one where u cannot see the rice.. but more of the one with rice and tons of soup.... and it even have fish fillet..... and the whole things taste really sweet and refreshing with ginger slice.... awwwwww made in heaven... all the dim sum was tasty and fresh... the total bill with dessert came up to S$ 161.60... yum yum.... and we were all so full....

All so nice and damnn me .. forget to bring my camera.... see if my parents go there again on this saturday... I will take pics and post....

The ambiance plus the food... make it worth paying for.... but the down side is that you will need a car to go there if not its rather inconvenient .....

The place is own by Singapore Explorer... in the coming month or 2 there will be having a bar above the resturant.... and I am going there..... the breeze is good and surrounding is good... so going to ask Val and them to go ... lalal....

Villa Seafood Galleria
30 Labrador Villa Road
Labrador Nature Reserve
Tel : 6377 0351
Opening Hours : 11.30 am - 3.00 pm (Lunch)
6pm - 10.30 pm ( Dinner)

Weekend

2007-04-30T08:19:00.000+08:00

This weekend is one the most packed weekend... I can image .... I am like dead tired for the information and I am thinking if I can still manage... but if you are to ask my xiao mei .. Cheryl... she will sure say.. Da Jie can one la.... hahah

Have classes on Friday.... and was a bit excited as mention in the last post.... but when I reach there and saw the text books and files... I was like .... hmmmm ok.... it will take 2 months to finish reading the whole thing.... I mean yes.. the files is super thick with what have you and also a text book that consist of over 700 pages... that is like the thickness of the Harry Potter book...

So here I have a file so thick , you can properly kill a person with and a text book so thick can can use it as a weight for arm exercise.... so all these I have to read and know before 19th May 2007... my exams dates... and that means time to start now .....

So all through classes on the weekend ... it tiring ..... Sat morning work up early... and went to market with mum and sister for breakfast then went to school..... after classes Sharon came and pick me up and we drove to Marie's place for BBQ session... haha the charcoal they got would not light... no matter how much starter we used and after like 2 hours... we only managed to have a little small fire... which we can only cooked 4 chicken and a few hotdogs... haha.... so I made Steven and Angie go get new charcoals... haha... but the packet of charcoal came back look the same as the last....

In the end, we end up using our neighbour's pit... coz they were done and so nice to let us use it ... so by the time we finish with the BBQing of the food.... we only had 15 mins left to eat... so all I manage to consume was like 3 - 4 chicken wings... and a few prawns and I managed to TAPAU all the dessert back... haha that is the BEST.... so first time after BBQ, we all left early for home.... we drove Suwati and Angeline to Bukit Timah and the best was no one knew how to go.. so we guess a bit of the road... remember a bit that Steven told us and we managed to find our way there... hahah ....

Then me and Sharon headed home... managed to reach home before 12.. and was asleep by 1pm ... that includes .. showering... washing and drying of my hair....

Sunday morning... woke up by mum... say to go breakfast and they will drive me to school.... yahoo... no need to take MRT early in the morning.. so we ended up at Cafe Cartel for breakfast... was a good portion .. worth of $$ as we each have a set meal and drinks and for 4 person... the total meal came to less then S$ 30 bucks... so worth it mean... we have... sausages...bacon or ham... eggs... pancakes... French toast and pancakes... so like what I say... good right.... and the portion is not small.... and even have muffins....

I was so full that even during lunch ... all i had was fruits.. coz cannot go in any more and then .... after school... I went home to sleep.. and sleep till this morning ... I even skip dinner... too tired... now me going to start on my project....

Classes this evening.......

Moron Taxi Driver

2007-04-27T12:51:00.000+08:00

ME is so PISS at the stupid taxi driver this morning .... after he pick me up... he ask me where u want to go... So i told him.... he was like .....

TD : Bukit Timah there ha ?

Me: No.... near Tanglin ... near Red Hill...

TD : hhmmmmm

Me: You go buy merrymount... Farrar Road... commonwealth and then Margret Drive...

He went on his way..... then as we approach the turning ...

TD : so how u want to go buy street 41 or the left side...

Me : left side jam or not ....

Before I can even finish what i say... he already turn left.... so in the first place ask me for what....

The turn left... there was a jam... so he again give me the hiazzz sounds... make it sound like its my fault.....

As for my ... I just took out my DS Lite and play lor ... since in cab and on the way to work....

When we turn to shunfu road there... also got jam... my place its like that one.. every where also jam one ... so he was like ...

TD : Goverment should put ERP here... so not so many car....

Me : *just playing my game*

TD : must put the ERP ... then no more jam la... so easier to travel..

Me : put also ppl will find way to avoid it ... issit that the same....

TD : * carry on his grumper.. while I ignore*

I mean in my heart.... its really stupid... I seriously think if the government is going to have more ERP.... ppl will not take taxi liao... I mean with the increase of the prices to taxi and plus all the peak hour charges... I think it better off owning a car.... if u always take taxi.... I think in long run ... u save more and also NO NEED... and I mean NO NEED to put with moron Taxi Driver...

Then I give up... so I switch off my DS Lite... no more mood to play liao la... and pretend to sleep... but he keep on talking and do the next thing that I HATE.. the most.... that is jerking the taxi..... MORON..... jerk till my neck aches... and my head aches.... came into Office not only late... but also having a super bad pain in both the neck and head and on top of that... feel like throwing up....

This is sick..... arrrr. I super Hate it ..... going to school tonight.... and so excitited about it .... cannot sleep... haha....work place is getting more and more irrating ppl is pissing me off....

School and Work

2007-04-26T09:35:00.000+08:00

I am back to where I was about 2 years ago.... work and school.... yes I am going back to do my Master.. with my proud sponsor from my Daddy... actually I loan from him first.. and will have to repay him once I have finish my school.... its not cheap going for my master.... it cost about close to 25k after GST... to find a school to suit what I want.... I thought that will never happened... till I found them end of Feb... was thinking long and hard and also thinking how can I can go about paying for it... even calling up several banks in the process to check on the Education Loan....

Not all banks offer Education Loan .... certain banks like RHB Bank ... Maybank ... Citibank do offer Education Loan .... but have check out local banks DBS and POSB... did not seem to find it ... but nevertheless I found my interest FREE loan .... aka my daddy... Thanks to him ... I can go back to study.... and also I think that is fulfilling my dream too....

People have been asking me ... study so much for what... but my reply to them is simple... doing Masters is one of my dream and I want to fulfilled it .... and this also include all air fare and accommodation paid study trip to Macau some where next year... and I so hope we are going during end of winter or something and not on its hot month... if not I will so fry lor ....

So in the next coming months... I am going to be so busy and also on top of it I have pack in mini trips to across the causeway... Genting in May... with my best friend.... KL in July.... and Maybe Genting again in June .... coz my grandma might go .... so me also want to go kaypo... I am going there more for the weather and not so much of the casino.... coz I do not like gambling in the first place.... except for the ocassional Mahjong session .... that I do not mind ....

So next time in my house... must have Mahjong table and tiles... and also have supercomputers... for me and my friends.. and my hubby to use... hahah ... and also laptop for me in case I super lazy to move out of bed... must have both lan and wireless network... Dream Home... lol....

Back to work... have just received a bad news yesterday.. if fact its bad news for all except 2 ppl... which I will talk more on my next blog ... coz its all about work and now I am simply too lazy or cannot be bother to write about it .... as it is also due to health reason I have to keep cool and no muscle tension .... another long story...

As for school... was just telling Saeedah I am kind of scare... or also excited about the whole things... I mean school is in a posh building .... with wonderful scenery and the coordinator there is so much better then my last one ... so I hope all is well... will blog more on it ... when I have started my first day tomorrow and a long weekend ahead.. as classes will be on from Friday - Monday... Full days on Sat and Sun ....

This Saturday going to BBQ at Marie's place... so get to see baby arabelle... and also my god son ... hahah all the cute ones... hehe have to go search for my cam and take tons of pics... I love taking pics with all the love ones... I miss them all so much ... and I do hope they all miss me ... hahaha ... so thick skin as what Saeedah used to tell me ... lalala ...

I will need to start doing up my calendar and also book the place and organize the Jie Mei's meeting for su ann's wedding in June.... arrr tons of things to do .. now time to draft the e-mail to all.. and see who is joining for dinner and who is joining for drinks... lala.... another thing on my list to do ......

Random Thought and Moods

2007-04-16T13:18:00.000+08:00

not been blogging about anything recently... maybe i am starting to be lazy or simple no interest... but I think lazy is more like it .... I hae not blog about my birthday celebration neither have i blog about my cousin's birthday or my tomb sweeping .... this is bad...

First and foremost... Health is one major thing now.... I have been having neck strain for almost 4 weeks... and it does not seems to be getting any better... and my cousin wants me to go for an x-ray.. to make sure all is in place..... I am going to go after tonight at the Lasik's doctor appointment.... and then go see my regular doctor and ask him to refer me to the x-ray center and hope all does well... coz its hurting me every morning and I have seen my normal doctor and 1 Chinese doctor.. purchase 2 new pillow ... and still it does not help... arrr I simply just hate it ...

My birthday have been good.. and I like it ..a small group gathering with good musics and friends.. and I also have presents that I love..my best friend got my a Coach ipod holder... it so cute and pretty ... yet to take pictures of it .. as my sister have took my camera to Japan...

Yes my darling sister is in Japan and I miss her so much ...not used to the fact she is not around me ... I send her off at the airport the other day.... on Wed... the whole family reached airport at 3.00am in the morning ... and it was like so sleepy and tired... yawn.... and to find that her luggage as overweight... so we took out some stuff... like a a pair of slippers...2 tops and I think that is all.... and suddenly the weight went down ... haha ....

My sister just told me when she come back ... might go over weight... which I told her won't la... put hand luggage lor ...

Back to my present.... I also have a name card holder in a night pinky ... purple color... a pink bag... a white bag and a Pink DS Lite.... aha as u can see my presents all revolve around pink .. purple... and white... mostly pink ... coz I like pink ... weeee

I have been buying ... a lot of stuff from the net... and this is good in some way... bad in some where... haha.... how how how...

will try to blog more often .. be it a small matter or big matter... i will still blog... hahaha

Thinking....

2007-03-16T09:07:00.000+08:00

Tons of things have been happening .. work load is taking on a toil on me ... and seriously for the first time I am feeling this way... Never felt that way... but now it seems to me that I am stress to a point that I do not get a good sleep in the night...

I want to sleep well again ... I want to sleep well again ..... but guess all will have to wait .. perhaps by then .... I will be extra busy and also then I will be going back to study... still thinking

so many things have happened... and its all long long story.... I just do not wish to talk about it now .... arrrrrr

Starting next weekend... every week I will not be in town ... will be off to Malaysia every weekend...

1 weekend for my cousin's 21st Birthday.... 1 weekend for tomb sweeping... 1 Friday... which is my birthday to go and pray.... see busy busy weeks ahead...

Have not even got my mum's birthday present .... have to start shopping .. though I am famous for doing last min one... this time round... cannot and do not want to do last min shopping...

Work Place on the NEWS

2007-03-14T08:36:00.000+08:00

Been working here for almost 3 months liao and things seems to be going well... getting along fine with my working colleagues and also my bosses are nice ... they are generally nice ppl... and yesterday the place I was working for appear in ST... under home section

March 13, 2007
Unswayed by higher school fees
104 Singaporeans in pioneer batch at Aussie university's Singapore campus; students are attracted by double-degree programmes and chance to study for a year in Sydney

By Education Correspondent, Sandra Davie

ALMOST seven in 10 places at the University of New South Wales (UNSW) Asia campus here have been snapped up by Singaporeans, seemingly undeterred by the stiffer tuition fees.

Of the pioneer batch of 152 students who began classes at the university's Kay Siang Road campus yesterday, 104 are Singaporeans.

They will be spending between $26,000 and $29,000 a year in tuition fees - about four times more than the average $7,000 a year at a local university.

Among the 104 are several who have secured places in the three local universities.

The students, who include A-level and diploma holders, said they were attracted by the university's double-degree programmes and opportunity to study for a year in Sydney.

For the diploma holders, the generous course exemption was a key factor.

Local polytechnic graduates will be allowed to skip the first two years of a four-year UNSW course, compared with the local universities' grant of a year's exemption to these poly graduates.

One of them is Ms Jillian Chin, 21, a top student from the chemical and pharmaceutical technology course at Nanyang Polytechnic.

With a string of As and Bs, she could have easily landed a place in the National University of Singapore (NUS) or Nanyang Technological University (NTU), but she chose to study chemical engineering at UNSW instead.

Said Ms Chin: 'I did my sums and found that two years at UNSW will cost the same as four years at NUS.

'What's more - UNSW offered me a scholarship that will cover my fees for one year.'

For Mr Mohammad Fadhly Jasni, 21, what attracted him to UNSW was the chance to study international studies, which combines international relations and economics.

The former Victoria Junior College student was offered a place at NUS but in science, which he has no interest in.

He said: 'I am interested in subjects like politics and economics and hope to become a journalist one day.'

He said his housewife mother and technician father decided to forgo owning a car so they could afford his fees, which will come to $26,000 a year.

He also hopes to spend some time in UNSW's Sydney campus if his parents can afford it.

He added that he likes the international mix of students on the UNSW campus, which is a temporary one until its Changi one is ready in 2009.

Besides Singaporeans, Mr Mohammad Fadhly's coursemates include Indonesians, Chinese, Indians, Vietnamese and Australians.

Among the foreign students, especially Asians, UNSW's draw lies in that living costs are lower here than in Australia and the fact that Singapore is nearer to home.

Said Ms Amy Gao, 19, from Xian in China: 'My parents could have sent me to Sydney, but they prefer that I stay in Singapore because it is safe and culturally familiar.'

But it is not just the student body that is multicultural at UNSW. A third of the 50-strong faculty is Australian, while another third is Singaporean. The last third is drawn from around the world, including the United States and Europe.

Among them is Associate Professor Andrew Tan, who is teaching international studies. A former Singaporean who migrated to Australia, he is a terrorism specialist who last taught Defence Studies at King's College in London.

I know I have not been blogging much... In Fact I have not been doing a lot of things... nowadays I feel tired and sleepy everytime in the night that I sleep really really early and thus missing out in doing a lot of other things... even at home on weekends... I totally do not even feel like going online .... maybe its just plain lazy... but I reckon its coz I just want to be away from the computer... I have tons of post to write... one that inculdes my daddy's birthday and my trip back to Kuantan for my CNY ... heheh

Happy Valentine's Day

2007-02-14T15:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to all out there.... yup its the once a year affair.. where florist and resturant will try to jack up their prices for all those couples out there... especially to those young one... Seriously I really think some of them save and save just for today... but then to think of it .. some times nice and wonderful gifts does not come from $$$ its comes from the heart.. that is how i feel about it ....

Yes... I would like to received Flowers too on V Day but then it come to a point that I think its just a waste of $$ as its so so so expensive... I rather keep that $$ and get a more expensive gift... like a COACH bag... muhahaha ... brought a gift for Saeedah ... kind of miss her a lot since I am at my new job ... she is my darling la ... muhaha but have no time to pass it to her... maybe would pass it to her when I come back next week...

It seems CNY and V Day always come so close to each other... so either you burnt a hole in your pocket before or after CNY and this year is before...

I am going for my Nails appointment later at 9pm for CNY and maybe shall go and quene for the Donuts which seems to have the longest quene... I want Donuts... hehehe so shall just end of once again ... Wishing all

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

Recent Happenings

2007-02-13T17:29:00.000+08:00

4 Days to CNY ... and I know .. that I keep on saying that I am lazy to blog on what has been happening in my life... I guess recently been work... after changing to a new job... been feeling lazy... as maybe after like almost 6 weeks ... still not used to the Mon - Fri working ... 8.30am - 5.30p.m.. I am into my 7th Week at my new place... and I feel like I have been here for months....

Been to KL during my 3rd week here with Xiusi and met a couple of friends... set me back about S$ 600 and this time we stay a discounted hotel due to good rates from Accor ... so most of it was on shoes... food and we even went to see the Eye of Malaysia.. something like the Eye of London ... we quene like 2 hours before we manage to go on the Ferris wheel... I was totally gone... scare of heights.. and Little Panda was worse... and in the first place she was the one who was more into it them me ... We saw the Fireworks... right just above us and it went on for like almost 15 - 20 mins... total of 4 Sets of it .. was so beautiful... I even got a video on it... think I will try to get it upload on Youtube and then post here... haha I know I am a noob to it ...

I am going back to my Grandparents house in Malaysia as what I do every year without fail.... its like a once a year gathering ... so will be gone for like almost 6 days... back only on Wednesday... a lot of ppl were asking me then how I celebrate with my mum's side... Frankly speaking we do not ... only go for dinner I think on the 7th Day of New year... and so this year is also the same.... as the 7th Day of CNY is my grandfather's death anniversary.... so we will all be going to my Auntie's house for dinner and that is where we meet....

Additional member in the family... as my younger cousin got ROM ... and wonder will he be there... as this is the official status... and also kind of family gathering ...

The last weekend went by really fast.... brought my mum, auntie and sister to face threading last Friday.. and then went shopping at PS.. there was late night shopping and end up buying like S$150.00 worth of stuff at Guardian...coz have 20% off .. so me quickly brought my eye drop.... if not the usual price is so expensive... so got 4 boxes of it and I think it will last till March and then I can slow down on it ... so not so expensive liao .... Then my sister got 2 dresses and kind of cheap ....S$ 31 for each ... so she got both... I kind of like both... the red of is unique..

As for me... I got a red top for CNY first day.. and then I realise something ... I need to get white as I read on a chart.. that this year CNY have to wear wear for good luck... then I was telling my mum last night.. if I have to wear white... and then my bra how ? I have to change to white too? Coz I got a red one for CNY .... arrrrrr see if I can go get some last min shopping done and see if I can get some normal color bra and also a white top for CNY ... but no mention of what to wear if I am coming back to work on the 5th Day of CNY.... perhaps white too... but I was thinking of wearing a red dress... that is if I can find one ... arrrrr I both love CNY and hate it ... coz then you will have an excuse to buy clothes and buy till u also do not know what u buying ... and I also need a pair of tights... need to go get it .. coz if not what do I wear with my other dresses... have to max and match and also thinking of getting a nice 3/4 pants for CNY ... haha so many things to buy with so little $$$$

I somehow was reading my sister's blog and was telling my mum some stuff and she in turn told me mum ... that cause a slight rift between me and my sister... coz I know she hates ppl repeating stuff to her on what she wrote on her blog... so we kind of quarrel a little this morning ... over MSN .... as usual she totally ignoring whatever I was telling her or talking to her about ... the NO conversation affair....

Dad took leave all the way till CNY and after that... so my sister drove to work today with me inside and went to fetch Sharon...a little Jam on the way here... but we made it like 5 mins late....

Last night went to get a new Shampoo for my oily hair... tot this time really have to spend and get an expensive one for my oily hair .. my hair dresser was introducing 1 to me and it cost like $ 60 ++ for Shampoo and Condition....so was asking the shop gal to intro and she intro Silkpro.. and both cost like $6.90 as she mention was on promotion for the CNY period... if its good.. will ask mum to get more coz its cheap considering Shampoo and Condition for that price... so far when i touch my hair now ... its seems ok .. but then see how lor tonight...coz it usually gets oily in the evening ... and if it gets too dry... I think I will then used different Shampoo on different days... so that it balance up.... if its good.. then will stock up more....

and a GOOD GOOD NEWS TODAY.... we can leave early from work ... we can leave at 1pm this FRIDAY to get home early to preapre for CNY ... thus it means I am going back to KTN earlier then expected...

Long Over Due Post - Mario's Suprise Birthday Party

2007-01-24T16:22:00.000+08:00

Like the last time I mentioned that I have tons to upload and yeah I am know I am a lazy bum sometimes.. and till now .. I have yet to write a single post after my last post... and I know this is not good ... since I have like Xmas.. my Lasik aka New Year's Eve, my cousin wedding and my new job when I have ben in it for almost like 3 weeks...

Seriously I have so much to do and also my lazy fingers refuse to type.. so hence the no updates and also the no information time... lets see.. this time I shall talk about Mario's suprise birthday party...

Mario's birthday falls on the 23rd Dec .. and this year we decided to give him a suprise birthday party as he is the super bo chap and super chin chay person .... so he deserve something good... heheh ... so I started to plan like almost a month in advance... sending e-mail to all his other friends.. getting the food and drinks and his present... for him .... all the planning was good and nice and we all even pretend to forget his birthday.. that inculdes his wife... muhahaha ... he was so so so upset about the whole thing.. that everyone totally forgets about it .. so all act along and I even give him the last straw when I told him that i totally forget about his birthday and also his present and will bring it to Val in office the following week to be pass to him ... muhahaha ... and we even like drugs dealer .. as Val have to pass her house key to me ... for me to get into the house... that was the best man ..

So all was under the way.. and My present to him was the best... hehe I got him a Mario pillow case... and a mushroom .. a flower and a BIG BIG star ... and I even book KTV for the night... So we all went to his place and start to hide and wait for him ... and it was a major chore getting him home and ove the phone ... Val was telling me that he was super grumphy and we have to even enlist the help of Val's brother and mummy to act and play around in the show ....

Thank god everything went well ... and he was so happy about the whole thing.... I guess he was really suprise but refuse to admit it ... hehe ... thanks god my effort was not wasted... weeeeee.. KTV was good..... and Val's brother aka Blink Blink was good... we even say... next year want to quene up Project Superstar for him... muhahaha ... we shall do it and I hope he makes it to the FINAL... muhhahah kidding la ...

AND we also found out he is older then me .... muhahaha he was so upset about it ... poor him ..... maybe if got time tomorrow will blog about the rest... as me typing here... me going to fall alsleep... normally i have tons of things to do and today seems so free...or perhaps ust work fast.. or we are not getting enough students... arrrrrr and now my table is so clean ... muahahah clean it this morning ... so I have more folders.. but less messy table ... even have my non slip mat... all look so nice ... but I think when we move.. it will be a bad thing for most of us... heheh ...

Long Overdue Post ------- Saturday Outing with Cousins

2007-01-11T12:52:00.000+08:00

Have to hurry update my blog before my cousin start bugging me again … hehehehe

Lots of things have happened over the past few weeks and tons of things to blog about … so shall start with the drinks session aka singles before marriage night for my cousin Christine have her ROM on 14 Dec.. Will blog on that in a later blog…

Andy (FINALLY) was the organizer… heheh always ask him to organize things.. End up become I or Val Jie… do it one lor … muhahaha… I think coz we both fierce enough to scold ppl…

That Saturday morning… me woke up kind of early and then as mum have been pestering me for weeks to buy her a new HP.. Coz its suppose to be her Christmas present and also a long ago her mother's day present… so I told her since me is going out that night for dinner and drinks with my cousin … so lets go and buy today la … so faster bath and change and out we go .. Weather not bad… kind of nice… not too hot .. And best not raining … muhahahah…. Went down to M1 at Paragon…. And saw tons of ppl there… super sian man .. Thought going to be long wait and mum say she was hungry… so we quene and took a number for the extend of the contract and change of handset… service there was kind of good.. Coz a guy I think the supervisor was standing by and ask ppl what kind of service they require.. As what I see .. They have 2 different quenes and numbers for the different service that you need…

The auto number machine is for service like .. Change of SIM card.. And some basic enquires whereas if you need to upgrade of HP or change of Handset… it’s a different quene.. I also like the fact that when they see a caucasian .. They ask what kind of service he likes.. And also inform him the necessary docutments he need… that acyually cuts down on waiting time .. Also cuts down on wasting ppl's time… At least the poor man do not need to be in the quene for like 15 - 20 mins and then be told that he cannot apply for a new sim card or get a new handset.. So on and so forth….

They also have this service that that they will sms u and let you know if u are the 3rd person to the counter… that is really helpful .. As then u will be able to go walk around or have food there and when u received the sms .. U can walk back .. For your turn … that means u do not need to waste time waiting …

While waiting for our turn .. Santa came to M 1 to give out candy canes to all… Actually hor .. Me do not like candy canes… though its sweet… maybe candy canes does not appeal to the Panda me … hahaha …

The wait for the purchase of HP was pretty fast… the service was good and waiting time was fast.. Compare to Starhub …. The experiece there was good .. Except for a staff when I ask him about bluetooth .. And he was not sure about it … Mum was actually deciding on a Sumsung or a Nokia phone … and she finally decided on a Nokia phone and was walking off to have something to eat…

Then I walk past a chart that says.. Compare HP… so being Kay Poh .. I see la .. Then found out that the Sumsung phone that we wanted to buy have no Chinese input… meaning cannot received Chinese and cannot reply chinese.. Faint .. How can … I know my aunties do forward Chinese message to mum … so then no choice liao lor .. Have to get the Nokia phone lor …

The phone is kind of cheap consider that it’s a 3G phone and one the lastest model …. We did not even have to fork out a single cent.. Coz my mum's plan is a expensive plan and she also received a S$ 50 voucher from M 1. The phone is like S$ 38 if you have a high end plan … so not a single cent pay… so I still own her a mothers' day present and also a xmas gift…

End of experience at M 1 = 60 mins .. Inculding drinks and food at Orange Julias… = GOOD SERVICE

After that we went on to Starhub .. To get the SCV remote control change.. As the Number 5 and Number 6 is faculty.. Coz of wear and tear… see too much 5 and 6 coz.. My fav scv channel is 55 and 56..

The thought of having to go starhub and quene and wait for their service is terrible … coz the waiting time is at least 90 - 120 mins .. you can go out and come back…but then what happeneds if you miss your number.. Then you to quene up all over again … Luckily for us … you can actually have a 1 to 1 exchange at the reception counter on the 2nd level… the person at the counter actually have a few new ones available for ppl to exchange due to wear and tear… and for that.. It only takes us like 5 mins … HURRAY…. That is so happy.. Coz if not sure super sian one…

While quening up me and mum already was thinking other options to put the controller up in case if we have to wait .. Like asking my Auntie Kat to pick up and staff…

After the change of the controller… we can go shopping liao … so I ask mum if she wants a pants or top for it .. And since my sister have got her a top for Xmas… she ask for a pants… as she like me have to wear own clothes to work .. And she also after so many years of wearing uniform … having to wear own clothes… muhahahah …now I know why … all the clothes company earn so much from ladies clothes.. Coz we buy and buy .. Lalala … and we cannot stop … just like me …

While waiting for Auntie Florence … we went to DP to try on the pants.. And after much trying and deciding with the help of Auntie Florence… my mum decided on a nice pants…. Which after all the discount… I only have to pay like an extra S$ 25 ++ .. Seeing that I still have time to waste before meeting my cousins at City Hall… we went down to Guardian to find my Auntie Kat.. As mum and Auntie Florence wanted to ask her for dinner….

While there … mum's phone rang and I overheard her conversation with someone…

Mum : With Joanne… at Kat's place buying something….

Phone : xxx xxx xx xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Mum : You want Mei Yee's Number… wait ha… me new phone do not know how to use la ….. I ask Joanne to find …

Phone : xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Mum pass me the phone …..

Me : Hello

Phone : Hello

Only then did I know it was my 3rd Kau Fu…. Hahahah

Me : Yeah you want Xiao Yee's number ha …

Kau Fu : Yeah ….

Me : Wait ha .. I find …

Me : The number is xxxxxxxx

Kau Fu : Why u still there... you meeting them also right.... xxxxxxxxxxxx

I was total off already... have to explain to him that... yeah ... I will go and it only takes like 5 mins by train for me to go ... so bascially I am kind of save... lalal ..... and I knew they were late....

So after a while .. I left mum and went to take the train to City Hall to meet them .. phone check time .. and realise I have 2 miss calls and 3 unread messages... and one of them below to Chris... Ta da... correct... sms me to tell me they are late... so went on my way to meet my val jie first lor ...coz I call her and she told me she is there already...

Meet her in the shoppping center and and walk down to Robinsons to see as she wanted to get the Xmas's bear and the gal at the counter told us is Limited edition and that you have to reserved for it.... by putting down your name lor ... so she did ... and I told her I will put my name for her in toher shopping hoping to increase the chances... lalala

After meeting the brother and sister... we decided to go dinner at the city link western rest.. call New York New York... and before we keep on asking Andy kor to faster walk there to stand in the quene.. and he while walking keeping on looking back .. and ganna soclding from Val jie lor .... then while we finally got to New York x 2 .. we realise he was not in the quene.. and then realise that the reason he keep on looking back is wanted to confirmed which place we going ... he was walking to the other one in Melannia Walk ... muhahaha .. so ppl with longs legs can really walk fast.... so we ask him to walk back lor .. since he got long legs and we were already in the quene....

While in the quene, they gave us cotton Candy to mench on ... but it was green in color and I took 1 and told them that it was cucumber fav.... soon we got the seats... waiting time was not long .... we got out seats and settle down to eat... ordering of the food was also ok.. but I think the waiting time for the food was rather long ... after the meal ... we conculded that the food was not as good as we thought that it will be... so if ask me to recommend ppl to go there and dine again .. I will think twice about it ... but heard its Pasta was good.... as per my cousin ....

When the bill came ... Ady paid with his CC and then we found out that the main card holder is my 3rd Uncle so Val jie call and told my uncle that he will be treating us ... muhahaha ... we are mean... and he agree... so free dinner... lalala ....

After that we went to Balacava for drinks and we managed to get sofa seats.. and there was not much ppl there... so we seat down and order our drinks .... I ask them if they have my favourite drinks and the waiter have to walk up and down a couple of times and finally they got my drink .. Apple Sour Lemonade... wee... my fav and it only cost like S$ 12 nett so kind of cheap.. coz Zouk also that price.. first Drink was by my jie and the the rest I pay myself.. had a told of 3 glasses and will not get drink one la coz.. it mild.. but nice... yum yum ... talking it now .. I miss it ....

So we sit down ... chat a little abou the wedding ... and listening to the Live band .. it was good .. and also not much crowd.... and saying to intro gals to my Andy Kor... coz his sister getting ROM and he still single .. and also talking about his trip to hianan island .. and the hot topic for the night.... is Marathorn.... which Jason Kor and Andy Kor is so into it .. and us females cousin say.. we will send them off at the start ... go for breakfast and meet them at the end ... muahahaha...

The night end early.. as I need to go home and sleep ... and also Andy need to wake up early so we went home like about 12.30 to 1.00am... and as usual got a life from Jason Kor... coz he stay Punggol and me AMK.. and Val Jie .. Hougang...

This post is so so long overdue.... I am so so so so so sorry.....Still have like 4 over dues post.... My Cousin wedding... Christmas... New Year.. my New Job ....will be up soon ......

Tears

2006-12-06T03:40:00.000+08:00

Was listening to a song on you tube by 183 club.. and could feel tears in my eyes... I know I know I am getting emotional.. and I do not issit nervous or what.. been getting the tummy ache feeling like having gastric or something.... HOW ? HOW ?

WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME ????????

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Busy week ahead

2006-12-06T00:04:00.000+08:00

Been a while since I have update my blog .. as usual a lot of things have happened... some happy .. some sad... some excitied and some angry.... so lots of emotion have been up...

Have some great news.. but will let talk about it in my next entry... As for the week ahead... plans have all been laid for my 4 OFF days.... Starting on Wednesday.. so that means now....

Wednesday - Lunch with Social Committee at Grand Hyatt...
Shopping with the Saeedah and Xiusi

Thursday - Mum and Dad back from Vietnam... Whoooooo
Me going to Rebond my ugly hair... Cheap... S$ 148.. any hair length... plus
treatment and hair cut

Friday - No Plans yet... if not Will stay home to rest and sleep.. coz rebond hair liao
cannot wash... so how to go out ... Hiazzzz

Saturday - Dinner with my cousin.... coz my Cousin Chris is going to ROM on the 14 Dec...

Then next week onwards... have to train my gal .... shhhhhh ....

Lately I have been feeling emotional... feeling sick and sian all the time.. I wonder why... i think its due to the lack of sleep.. coz of my nite shift... I think my body's immueal system has gone week.. thus causing me to get sick.. I hate it ..... ujust ytd have the worse back pain ... so took half day leave to go see the doctor Hing.. and he told me my muscle is really all tense up and I some how have taken a stain on my back...

So he gave me pain killer... strong and good ones... I think it .. coz I scare pain la... and it works.. if not I think I will still be crying in pain .. and Mum is not in town... I miss mum and dad.. and they are coming back soon..

Mum call me today from Viet.. and ask me if I wanted the addias jacket... they selling it in Viet... Orginal one for S$ 80++ ... cheap .... coz in Singapore.. it will cost like S$ 120 + S$ 150 ... so she call me ask me want or not.. sure want la ... and she told me she brought 8k of cashwernuts backs... *FAINT*... I see how she going to carry on board the flight.. and she told me she brought tons of things... Lucky she flying on SIA.. if not ... budget airlines How? How?

Guess back to work and hurry.. finish all my stuff.. really have tons of things to finish.. and also lots of rubbish to clear.. soon all this will be gone...

Driving or Not to Drive

2006-11-16T06:11:00.001+08:00

Met Shazza to go shopping for clothes today... she was late meeting me... suppose to meet me between 5.45pm to 6.00 pm .. but then she call me at 6.00pm to tell me she will be late and will be here at 6.15pm ... so me just take slow walk around PS... nothing much to see... went into DP to see if there are nice clothes to buy.. but then nothing lor ... so went down Basement 1 to get a drink .. coz kind of in need of a drink ....

Then I took a slow walk to the bus stop.. our meeting point ... while standing at the bus stop.. I saw a couple quarrelling ... or more that the guy was like trying to humor the gal .. and the gal like totall ignore him ... wow her face was so black.. wonder what did the guy do to her.. and the guy was still all patient with her... like kind of explaining things to her... as I was looking around ... I saw Shazza aka Ms Tan .. doing a cut from the outer lane into the inter lane to turn left into the road leading to the car park...

While still waiting for her... I then remember to call my Val Jie to ask her how much does it cost to go have the check up before laser of eyes.. so I can no need to wear glasses any more... coz I know she did it liao ... and heard from Ryan the other day that you need to take a test to see if you are suitable to do it or not...

So asking her about it and she tells me that there is a promotion going on now .. everything for like S$ 2999.. and she told me she saw it in a magazine her friend was reading.. and she will tell me tomorrow... but more important.. have to go take test first...

Finally Ms Tan arrive and we went shopping in This Fashion ... she needs to get office wear... and Frankly speaking .. This Fashion clothes are having more varieties now and also better fashion... some clothes u see outside selling for like S$ 69.90.. This Fashion is only selling like S$ 19.00 - S$ 29.00 .. that saves you like S$ 40 - 50 bucks... but some ppl like my sister do not go into This fashion to shop... she tells me before she cannot be caught dead there... muhahaha ... I think younger generation thinking is total different.. but the 1 thing I think my sister is really good at is her sense of clothes fashion.... as for me... I think me is getting worse.. from too many years of not really dressing up.. coz come to work... have uniform.. and I am like a Jeans Skirt and top gal.. and this really sucks... hehe ... coz when I go shopping for clothes.. I really do not see a need in getting those clothes.. coz no place and no occassion to wear... though I do have a few quiet nice clothes in my wardrobe... not that I do not have any...

Anyway ... was thinking on the way to work or learning to take my car licence or not.. I know I want to take.. but really no time and also like no heart already la ... but a lot of ppl have been asking me to take.. so YES... me is going to call up private instructior and start learning... every time I say the same thing.. but YES... I want to take it before my 26th Birthday... and I will put in all my effort to do it....

Came to office last night for my night shift early coz.. Shazza drove me to work... and went to Carrfourr to get some stuff... brought like Vitsony and left it in Shazza car... so if we meet up tonight... when she drops me off home.. I can then bring up.. and she was telling me that got car how good... frankly speaking to own a car is pros and cons... if one is able to afford it .. then good lor.. if not .. really cannot la.. will die one la ... top up cashcard... top up petrol... season parking .... and maintenance... insurance... and so much more...

Another Busy and Tiring Week

2006-11-12T05:17:00.000+08:00

Soon my busy weeks will be over and back to normal .. able to cope life... was planning a trip overseas at the end of the year to either HK or Taiwan ... but some ppl cancel on me .. so there goes my plan ... was piss at them .. but then to think about it .. if they mai go .. I go myself lor ....

My best friend boyfriend.. yes Ryan .. Mr Perfect is out of town in Australia for a training exercise with the army.. so she gets to use the car for 1 month.... been really nice of her to drive me around .. and also been picking my sister up from home and dropping my sister off after work at home ... and yes Ryan for her the Sony T- 10 for her birthday.. Pink some more ... my fav.. but then I still like my cam... I support Canon all the way... for the quality pics...

Then hor her direction of the still a bit cannot make it ... and me is the Map... hehe... kind of like doing being a Map.. but me sometimes also screw up..... but the 2 of us still manages.... so she keeps on pestering me like Mum to go take my licence....hehe will do it one hor...

The match tomorrow is change from 5.00pm to 9.00am ... WTH !!!! how am I going to make it to support them .. but then I will still do it ... mai sleep lor at the most... so Shazza is coming to pick me up from work tomorrow and she is suppose to drop by my house to pick my clothes for me to change and bath before going to Katong... and mum was suppose to call me back when she reach home for me to tell her what to pack .. but hor .. my darling MUMMUY have not call me back ... and now me is waiting for 7 am to give her morning call and make her pack my clothes before Shazza goes by to pick it up....

So since both of us do not know how to go .. call up Ryan's friend to ask for direction.. and he gives really detail direction .. so our direction will be as follow :

Aye -> ECP -> Tanjong Katong Road ->Maubattan Road -> Haig Road -> Jalan Binjai -> Jalan Tembusu -> Pitch 1 .....

Mummy... bathing to me is important.. so I will not feel sleepy.... So I NEED MY CLOTHES AND SHAMPOO....

Oh talking about that... I FINALLY WENT TO HAVE MY HAIR CUT.... after 6 months I think .... was tempting to have my hair even before Dinner and dance.. but hor .. never cut .. coz tot that have longer and thicker hair for the stylist to do is better la ... then after that no time to cut... and since I had a interview on Friday at 1pm ... Decided to go cut my hair... blow nice nice go for interview.. then will give interviewer good impression la ... muhahaha .... I must be professional la .. so can have higher chance to get the job ..... my head feels lighter now ..... weeeee

After working for so many nites... I got to try my CP wonton in a box... that the company was trying so hard to promote it .. and YUP... its nice.. so every one should try it ... its a bit expensive if you consider S$2.80 for 5 or 6 wonton.. but the prawns inside is big la... not small small one... so can consider buying and trying it .... I can even say it taste even better then some wonton noodle stores out there... and just add water and put into microwave for 2- 3 mins and its cooked... Hot and nice.. and filling...

Cannot wait to have home cooked food at home tomorrow ... mum is cooking and I miss her cooking and home cooked food.. is important to me... coz I love home cooked food....

Shazza picked me up from work yesterday and we went down to Liquid Kitchen at Serangoon Circles to sign the confirmation for her birthday party on the 22nd Nov... and you know what is the funny thing.. the package of S$ 12.00+++ per person only consist of Food and NO drinks.. and mind you the food is nothing special or expensive.. its like sandwiches , spring roll.. chicken wings.. and I do not know what else.. cannot remember

So Shazza decided to have free flow of drinks.. and just SOFT DRINKS.... 7- up and Pespi... it cost another S$ 9.00 +++ per person... Frankly speaking .. how many now drinks 7-up and Pespi... I tot most ppl now drink non gassy drinks... correct me if I am wrong... but most of my friends around me drink like Green Tea.. Ice Lemon Tea... this kind of drinks... and my eyes was so freaking tired and also pain.. coz long hours with my contact lenses I cannot take it ...

So I told her that S$ 9.00 is so expensive... and then a slightly bright idea came up... take Evian bottled water lor ... its so much better consideing all the heaty stuff that we will be eating ... and its also within her budget... lol... no need to think so much ....

I think the butch Jays or whatever her name is .. like Shazza.. coz the whole time we are there... she only sit beside Shazza and talk to her... my exsitance was not there.. not that I mind .. coz I really rather be sitting there and drink or rest my eyes and brains... lol.. but Shazza keep on asking me to help her think... how should this be... I is do not know lor ... hiazzzz so I manged to solve the problem for her.. and weee we go home... coz my contact lense need to come off my eyes... its painful lor....

But 1 thing.. the food there is nice.. I tried their Lamb Shack .. and it was good .. worth eating ... quite high serving for like S$15.90... hehe .. we got all the food and drinks we had free... coz we went down on Thursday and they did not have the confirmation ready.. so Jayz.. or whatever her name is ... sms Shazza to say she will treat us lor.. so we thick skin ask la... like that save S$ 40.00 bucks la ... coz we have spring roll and also 2 pots of tea...

1hour 30 mins before I call and wake my mummy up.... lalala

SHAZZA if you are reading this and trying to look for clues on ur birthday present... FORGET IT !!!!! You can never find it here.... and

oh the website for the slippers are www.footshopping.com. See liao tell me .. so we can all share and order it for free shipping...

I am hearing my country's National song now . ... so its 6am... lol...

Busy weekend

2006-11-02T01:14:00.000+08:00

Have been really busy since sat nite and also not sleep much... thus causing me to feel really tired nowadays... hiazzz

Just a little update of here and there till I have time to upload the pictures and then will blog on all my adventures....

Got my nails done for the Dinner and Dance on Thursday ... spend the whole day on beauty... like facial in the morning and then nails in the afternoon.. then after that went to have dinner with Shazza and her new boyfriend Zhiwei aka Ryan.... meeting him for the first time...

While having dinner.. was also looking around for a ribbon for my dress... and then was shopping in the whole of Bishan after having Sushi for dinner.. but totally could not find the ribbon at all .. so we end up going to AMK centeral at almost 8.45pm to look for my ribbon.. and end up buying more then just ribbon.. got a few crystal stats for my ribbon and while in Bishan I got my earrings for D & D... wee... good buy 3 pairs for S$ 10

Friday was working the whole day .. with my nice newly painted nails.. and every one was wondering if I will break it or destroy it before Sat nite.. which I told them .. No La.. me is pro ok...

And my chairman call me up at 6.30pm on Friday asking me to get dry ice.. me in total shock .. where to get dry ice so late... ARRRR.. went online to search and found a supplier and call them quickly and was suprise that they are still open and manged to ask them for credit terms and also to deliver the dry ice to Mount Faber for me on Saturday ... muhahaha

Slept early on Friday night as I have to get up early on Sat to go do my hair and make up... which I have already booked with Shazza...

Sat is the big day for me ... as I am the organizing committe of the Dinner and Dance for my company .. spend the whole day running around to get hair and make up ready for the evening... and then finally the time got closer ... rush home to dress up and then to pick Sharmini up for the event.... details to be filled in after all photos have been received and down loaded....

Sat nite turn out to be more fun then expected and was glad that everyone had so much ... CLAP CLAP .. for all ....

Sunday have promise Shazza to go watch soccor with her and also to visit some of my old school mates from Sec school... was kind of tense to meet them .. do not know if they welcome me or not ... and that day me is already losing my voice.. and with all the shouting and cheering them on .. make my voice losing more... lol... hahaha ... so call Mas up to change shift with her so I can see the doctor in the morning .... once again a late nite..... hiazzz...

Monday meet Shazza for drinks and once again went home late and slept late.. last nite went for movie and sleept late again ... and tonight.. me on Nite shift... Hiazz... tell me about it ... so many lates nites will make me old one la .. but still have to work right... and just say my roster for next week... more nite shift.... this is scary...

I miss my bed....

Suprise and Total Shock

2006-10-23T22:37:00.000+08:00

Dino ask me to go on friendster today to check out something .. so I went and also su bian check out who on my friend list have update photos.. testi .. or whatever.. and was SHOCK .. I mean total SHOCK to see that a friend of mine got married.. He was with his gf for I think last then 6mths and they got married...

So using my sexy voice ..( Yeah I lost my voice... wonder why .. I really no idea... I was perfectly well last evening...) I call him ... guess its been a super long time since I call him .. so that makes up the fact .. he total forget about me ... So the beganning of the conversation was kind of weird.. with me trying to find out more about his marriage and him to find out more who am I ...

So after all the ahhh ... hmmmm and what have we ... He finally found out who was I... YEAHHHH !!!! so the real conversation began ... to find out more why he got married .... I simply ask this question...

Me : So when is baby coming ???

Him : Think Dec ba...

Me : Knew it ... ( In my Heart)

Me : So boy or gal

Him : Gal

Me : Have to be pretty like mummy...

Him : Why la .. why must be like mummy...

Me : Coz like you cannot make it la ... wahahaha...

Not that he was not good looking or what.. but I think baby gals have to look like mummy so that she will be sweet and pretty... so we kind of talk on the phone for like 30 - 45 mins .. with my husky and sexy voice ...... and me was still working with my hands.. and rushing out things....

I can sense that he was not happy about the marriage and so ask him if he is happy being married... he did not reply.. so I told him I shall guess. and he was like go ahead... I told him . think you married coz of responsibility and not for love issit... He just keep quiet and I knew I hit the jackpot..

So I scold him lor .. muhahaha ... who can he blame but himself.. who ask him la .. Shotgun is shotgun lor ... then he told me after marriage he super broke and he is total dry out... never have I hear him so sad and so broke in his life... and to make matters even more funny... he told me he have to go home and cook dinner for his wife... MUHAHAHA .. He is a total change man... last time .. he hungry .. he will say never mind I go sleep tomorrow wake up then think ... now is every nite have to go home and cook for wife... and some more have to be san cai yi tang... lol 3 dishes and 1 soup .. a standard for a typical chinese family ...

Me : Your wife cannot cook ma?

Him : Cannot

Me : WHAT !!!

Total horrified.... I am not saying that all gals must know how to cook la .. just that most gals nowadays know how to cook lor .. simple meal or just instant noodles... I mean she good life lor .. but he so poor thing.. but then again he ask for it .. and coz of this marriage.. he also have to give up his car.. and take MRT now .. lol.. he has been driving so many years... and now have to give up .. poor him .. also do not know what to say...

My heart kind of sad and nearly wanted to cry... maybe me just been too emotional .. as usual the me lor ...

Su Ann's Suprise Birthday Party

2006-10-23T00:29:00.000+08:00

Her hubby is so romantic .. have to praise him ba .. he is so romantic... he was like planning her a suprise birthday party.. I think coz he is celebrating her birthday first time Since he became her hubby.... coz ... after they got ROM .. he went to US to take his Master (my dream) and just came back this year.. cannot remember if its before CNY or after... and u should see the present that he gave her... the diamond of her ring is so huge.. wow .. with envy..

It all starts with Mr Peanut (Su Ann's hubby.. I call him Mr Peanut coz he loves to eat Peanut.. lol) sms Mario to tell him about it .. So Mario's Wife... V e-mail us all .. it was like the e-mail was send on Monday and we all turn up on Sat.. wow see we is got friendship one hor .... and his best buddy.. prepare all the food and everything .. but one thing hor .. her house is so far away.. all the way at West Coast....

I have yet to d/l the photos .. coz I do not know where I left my cable.. so have to search for it some how ....tomorrow have to search .. if not wait ppl will kill me .. coz I think I was the only one taking photo.. Lol....

The cake was good ... from Four Leaves.. so maybe the next birthday we shall get the cake from there... it was a Fruit cake and they were really genorous with the toppings of the fruits... Yum Yum .. was a really good cake ... Mr Peanut was smart.. he cater all the food ... and so no need to prepare... even better... not so tired... so he trick her out to shoping and lunch .. and we all gather at her place...

Mr Peanut brought her back and she was in total shock to see us all there.. and I guess Su Ann ... was so touch a tear or 2 came down her cheek .. hehe .. the hubby went to wipe it off for her... so sweeeeetttt.... She was in total shock .. no idea what was going on .. even after cutting the cake .. she was still shock ... and she told us .. that she never have a birthday party in her whole life... I was SHOCK ... she say every year birthday only go have dinner.. no such thing as BBQ... so that makes me want to go ask what happened on her 21st Birthday.. coz mine was a major celebration... I could still remember.. though it was like some what 4 years ago .. lol...

After that Shazza, Val , Esther and Me was sitting at the table and chit chatting and eating .. drinking ... and Shazza says let hear some song.. I was like ok .. and she broke back memories.. with the song 'All My Life" by K C and Jojo .. so romantic.....

ALL MY LIFE

I never find another lover sweeter than you, sweeter than you
l never find another lover more precious than you, more precious than you
Girl You are Close to me you're like my mother,
Close to me you're like my father,
Close to me you're like my sister,
Close to me you're like my brother
You are the only one my everything and for you this song I sing

my life I pray for someone like you
I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I pray for someone like you
I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me too

d I promised to never fall in love with a stranger,
You're all I'm thinking of I praise the Lord above,
For sending me your love, I cherish every hug,
I REALLY LOVE YOU!!!

my life, I pray for someone like you,
I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I pray for someone like you
I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me

You're all that I've ever known, your smile on your face, all I see is glow
You turned my life around, You picked me up when I was down,
You're all that I've ever known, when you smile your face glows,
You picked me up when I was down
You're all that I've ever known, when you smile your face glows,
You picked me up when I was down & I hope that you feel the same way too,
Yes I pray that you do love me too

my life, I pray for someone like you,
I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I pray for someone like you
I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me too
All my life I pray for someone like you

Another couple romantic song Shazza intro was also really good.... "Where are you" by I think Natalie and Justin Roman ... was searching on you tube for these 2 songs and found it to be some songs I think U can find in Final Fantasy... not sure though got saw it on you tube and the animation is like from Final Fantasy one ... have to check it out though....

WHERE ARE YOU

[Justin]
(I know you are out there baby...somewhere)
There is someone out there for me (I know there is somebody out there)
I know she is waiting so patiently (yeah) can you tell me her name?
(Somebody tell me her name)
This life-long search is gonna drive me insane
How does she laugh? How does she cry? What's the color of her eyes?
Does she even realize I'm here?
Where is she? Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world?
Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world?
dadadadadada dadadada dadadadadada (where are you?)

[Natalie]
I'm staring out at the sky (I see you baby)
Praying that he will walk in my life
Where is the man of my dreams (right here) yea-yeah
I'll wait forever, how silly it seems
How does he laugh? How does he cry? What's the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize I'm here?
Where is he? Where is he? Where is he? Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he? Who is gonna take me so high?
Where is he? Where is he? Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he? Who is gonna take me so high?
dadadadadada dadadada dadadadadada (where are you?)

[Justin]
There is someone out there for me (there is someone out there for me)
I know she is waiting so patiently (so patient)
Can you tell me her name (can you tell me his name)
This life-long search is gonna drive me insane (that's right)

[Natalie]
How does he laugh? How does he cry? What is the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize I'm here?

[Justin]
Where is she? Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world?

[Natalie]
Where is he? Where is he? Where is he? Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he? Who is gonna take me so high?

[Together]
dadadadadada dadadada (yeah) dadadadadada (I know you out there)
dadadadadada dadadada (yeah) dadadadadada

[Justin Talking]
Where are you?? I'm going to look all over the world baby
'Cuz I know you are out there
I know this might sound crazy, but I think I love you
dadadadadada (that's right) dadadada dadadadadada
dadadadadada dadadada (yeah) dadadadadada

Where are you??

Both are really nice song ..so me have to learn ... and sing .... hehe ... maybe can be my wedding song .... lol... As if... muhahahah

Seeing ....

2006-10-19T21:14:00.000+08:00

Was at the gym just now .. and saw someone that makes me feel total sianzzzz or simply cannot understand him ... I wonder why he is so thick skin and thinks that all the gals will like him .. to think of it .. I can only blame myself for trusting him too much last time .. now I have learnt a lesson ... and only not think of it too much ...

Was asking A if she wants to go Dinner and Dance.. buy she say.. she will feel uncomfortable to go.. as she do not want to be in the same room and someone else.. I was still kind of like asking her to go .. and telling her I can keep her company... but then after we put down the phone .. I realise that its how she will feel .. like how I fell just now .... so I call her up and tell her about it ...
Sometimes I wonder if I was the one to put her into this ... and to think of it .. I think so too .. Sorry about it Sister.. I really do not mean it .. and will really want to go out with you again like Last time...

Was suppose to go to gym with my best friend this week .. but then hor .. forget it will be close.. luckily she told me that she cannot go .. tsk tsk for personal reason ....

I think I have been spending too much time with my sister.. thus it makes us grow closer and also ... me using what she likes to use .. tsk tsk ... seriously ... I really something do not know what it means .. I think I will have to ask her when I see her tonight... when I go meet her at her school ... coz she driving ma.. so take a free ride lor .. lol...

So this sat... me going to spend some time with my best friend.. shopping and then going for a surprise birthday party for Su Ann ... her hubby so sweet organise for her .. lol... was shopping the whole day yesterday looking for the perfect gift for her.. but then hor .. end up do not have... so brought her a body lotion ... hope she likes it ...

Now I need to go and bath and get ready to go meet my sister... hehe .. finally cool down .. I know I stink .. lol.. but me sitting in front of the reception in my T-shirt and short.. kind of not so professional... lol.. but then not much ppl la .. so can la .. shhhhhh

Waiting

2006-10-17T22:35:00.000+08:00

Me now finish work liao .. but waiting for my sister to come pick me up after her meeting with her group mate from school ... Have been sneezing for days... really wonder if I am sick or that its cause of the haze... thinking about it .. I think its more cause of the haze... the haze is getting from bad to worse.. everyday u leave the house.. its looks like you are in Genting .. lol.. except it warm here...

Today... was at work and walking around from place to place .. as I was walking out into the courtyard... white flakes was dropping from the sky... got a shock .. thought the weather is going crazy and we are having snow in Singapore... wahaha ... no la .. just straform failling from do not know where in the sky...

So told my maintenace about it and he say he will check about it ... and in the evening .. when I was out looking for something.. the air outside smell so smelly... really cannot take it ...

Please let this haze be over soon .. I am so tired of it .. HELPPPPPPPPPPPP !!!!!!

WEEEEEE... tomorrow going shopping with Xiusi ... so happy.. wonder what shall I wear... hehe and some more going for steamboat buffet ... lol.. suppose to go with cheryl and xiusi .. but hor in the end Cheryl cannot make it ... lol.. ... 11 Days to my company Dinner and Dance... weeeeeeee

Am I Sick ???

2006-10-16T02:03:00.000+08:00

Been Sneezing the whole evening today.. do not issit cause of the haze or that its just me going to be sick .. think I need to take more Vitamin C before I sleep tonight...

Yet another week have pass by without me even noticing it or that I have not really done tons of things that I should have gotton it done ... but then at least I got my dress made for my Dinner and Dance.. wohoooo.... Its come this 28th Oct.. wow Halloween Ball... going to be interesting .. cannot wait for it ... coz I am part of the planning committe... lol....

It seem this week have a lot of little happening .. like my cousin got into a car accident... I know she is really a good and responsiable driver... so how did it happened.. did not really got the whole story from her.. just bits and parts from my sister and mum .. and I heard the guy actually roll over her wind screen ... as for the injury of the guy .. I really totally got no idea... Called her on the day when mum told me .. but she was sleeping and say to call me back .. but then she also never call me back and as for me .. I was so busy till I forget... But from what I gather.. she seems to be ok...

Last Sat.. was my Off day in the week .. feel so lazy.. cause was online till 3 am on Friday nite... then sleep through till 11am the next day.. not much of a sleep.. but mum say I sleep alot ... then actually going out with friends.. then decided to cancel coz too lazy to do out ... and ask mum if she wants to go watch movie with me ...

Mum as usual gave me that face... of " Me wondering why so nice want to date me out"... then I just walk away to on my computer... was sitting in front of my computer playing games... then she pat me on the shoulder and gave me a sheeplily smile...

Mum : Come lets go

Me: Go where

Mum : Out La

Me: Me want to go to Talior there la ...

Mum: So hot ...

Me: Ai mai go ?

Mum: go bath la

Me: wait 2.30 then I go Bath... so u want to go with me or not..

Mum: Ok la ...

Bathing do not take long .. and soon we are ready to go out ... to look for the auntie talior... was taking a walk with me and as usual the normal topic of gossip came up.. so talk la .. anything also can ....

We reach the tailor and she was busy...

Mum : Auntie U got sell cloth hor ?

Auntie : Yes

Mum : What kind of cloth you sell ha ?

Auntie walked over to the rows and rows of sample cloths.. but all more suitable for making of pants..

Auntie : What kind of clothes you want to make ...

Taking out the design from my bag

Me : This one?

Auntie : This one ha .. also can ...

Me: Or this one nicer...

Auntie : This one also not bad la.. when u want it ha ...

Mum : This 28th Oct...

Auntie : A bit tight la timing ... coz now Hari Raya and Deepavali la .. so have to rush clothes for them ..

Mum : Can one la ... we wait till 26th Oct or 27th Oct la ...

Auntie to Me : So which design you want?

Me : Which one more difficult to make ....

Auntie : Both the same la ... depends on what you like ...

Me: Then this one ...

I was pointing to the 1st one I show her... and also the one that my sister choose... wahahah ... coz she s paying for the dress.. as a reward to me for introducing work to her ... wahaha so Happy.. ...

Then auntie was like telling us a bit rush .. and tell us to get the clothe for her soon ... so mum told me lets skip the show adn go Chinatown to get the material for the dress I want to make ... so I ok lor .. coz more urgent ma..

So we took a bus to Hougang and then take the North East Line to Chinatown .. and reaching Chinatown .. mum say lets go for desert.. wow my Fav.. the sweet steam egg.. Yum Yum ..not many place sell liao la ... coz I think hard to make ba .. that is why not many ppl want to make and sell the desert...

After deset we went shopping for cloth.. and I see mum barganing skill at work .. wahaha does not seems to really work .. went to a few shop to look for clothes.. but then hor all either not the one I want .. if not its so expensive.. like S$ 18 per meter.. or Yard.. also not sure.. so expensive...

Went walking around and finally found a stall with the material that I kind of like and it suitable for making my dress.. and it only cost $8.00 per meter/yard...

WEEEEEEEEEE... Finally got what I want... and then ask Auntie.. she got cheap cheap cloth to sell bo .. coz me only want the clothes for decor purpose and after that I will throw away.. and she tell me the cheapest they have is S$2.50 per meter/yard... still expensvie.. I want ... S$1.00 -S$1.50.... so went to another stall ... and the suntie told me cheapest is S$1.80..

Ok OK la .. mai walk liao coz so hot .. and I total cannot stand Heat.. so If you thorw me into the dessert.. I will surely die...

So I got the black one and red one for the decor of my Halloween Quiz in office...

Phew !!! Finally all done .. so Happy... then we took the MRT back to Hougang and bus back to find Auntie...

On the bus.. dad called mum to ask her where to go for dinner ?

Mum: We go eat French Food tonight .

Dad : Who want to go with you ?

Mum : I dated my daughters already.

Dad : They cooked Kway Tao liao la ..

Mum : Cannot eat.. we going for dinner tonight...

Lol.. that is mum lor ... wahahaha and dad conversation .. what is new..

Auntie : So fast Come back ...

Mum : Yeah Lor Aunite.. if not you say no time ma...

So she take measurement for me .. and ask us how much we got the cloth for .. so happily we told her we got it for S$ 8.00 per meter/yeard (tot we have a preety good deal)

Auntie : Aiyo this kind of cloth.. I can get for S$ 5.00 per meter/yard..

Me : =.="

Aiyo.. how can compare to me ma.. auntie.. I also never go and buy cloth or seldom go one ma ...

So after all the measurement.. we quickly went home.. to meet dad and sister for dinner... The walk home is really warm and hot ... eeeeeeeks... hate the feeling ....

Guess Heat and Haze will really be a bad thing for me ... just dislike it .... Now too tired to blog on my French Food Experience...

*Yawn*

Movie at ViVo City

2006-10-11T10:25:00.000+08:00

Fianlly the new state of the art cinema is open .. at Harbour Front .. ViVo City... that have 15 cinema.. the biggest in Singapore.. from what I know... the shops are all not open yet so when I was tere yesterday though u see a lot of ppl.. walking around.. but not much shop are open .. Like Gap.. Food Court .. and some other shops... but one thing for sure.. the area is BIGGGGGG.....

Wanted to watch the show .. World Trade Center.. but then it was sold out by the time I went to get tickets.. so end up watching Stay Alive.. a horror movie...

"This pop culture-laden fright-fest takes the legend of Countess Elizabeth Bathory of Hungary and relocates it in the inherently creepy locale of New Orleans. The usual cast of motley and none-too-bright teenagers is assembled and attached to quirky names--smartass Phineas (Jimmi Simpson) and his Goth-girl sister, October (Sophia Bush), hunky protagonist Hutch (Jon Foster), and tech-head Swink (Frankie Muniz), to name a few--and they all have one thing in common: the love of gaming. When Hutch’s best friend Loomis (Milo Ventimiglia) is a victim in a violent massacre, Hutch ends up with the game he was playing just before he died. Called "Stay Alive," the game is technically illegal and Hutch and his friends can’t resist booting it up. The game resurrects the Countess, who centuries ago was walled up in her tower when her crimes were discovered (she is said to have brutally murdered 650 servant girls and bathed in their blood). Now, she is fulfilling her vow to return to reassume her reign of terror. This time, however, her victims are gamers who will die in the same way in life as they do in the game. "

After watching this show .. I am so into the Countess ELIZABETH BATHORY.. coz I heard there is really such person alive a long time ago .. so came into office this morning to read about it.. wow the methods that she used to either torture and kill the young gals is so scary.. eeeeeeeks... Movie was not that long .. about 1 hour 24 mins .. so kind of ok as we watch the 8.50 show .. so end about 10.30pm can still rush for the MRT home .. took the train to Serangoon.. coz lazy to change train and sms my sister to see if she can come by to give me a life home ... but she was still in school.. so i made my way home myself..

Been feeling tired lately .. wonder why?? Haizz...

I think I kind of upset Ms XS yesterday when I say her.. but then hor .. I know I use a too harsh tone on her.. but then me just upset at why ppl can used this method.. not professional .. and its also rude to guest... Sorry about it MS XS .. if you are reading it ...

Time back to work..

Night Audit

2006-09-26T14:20:00.000+08:00

Finally did my night audit training... and I feel so tired... my knees are hurting so much and I ask Uncle Thomas if that is normal.. and he told me Yes... that is normal .. coz our legs feel the most tired about not sleeping for the whole night.. but then to think about ... I have never felt knees aching or anything like that.. even when I am out playing games with my friends or just handing around ... at Game Cafe playing cafe... or just drinking coffee with my friends out.. or going for midnight movie..

I learn the Night Audit really fast.. coz I know the system inside out .. so it was not difficult for me ... and I finish learning in abt 1 hours time... and the rest of the time .. I spend doing my other stuff.. that I have been owning ppl... was doing well all the way till almosy 5.30am in the morning .... then after that... I just surf around on the internet and visit my friend forum... talking about which... I have yet to see it for 4 days already.. going to see it tonight or tomorrow...

Going for the free facial tomorrow at Chinatown and need to bring my glasses to ask them to check for me as it keeps on giving me headache when I just wear for about 10 - 15 mins.. I hate that.. and it have cause me like S$ 189 for it ... arrrrrrr and some more it was a birthday present..

Been going to gym kind often recently... I think I kind of like it a lot ... and going to gym this weekend again with Sharon .. then going to Val's house for Moon Cake party... and each of us have to bring a mooncake.. hehe .. that is so nice... I really like a her house a lot.. coz the space is big .. and she have this balcony that all of us can lie around ... and some more.. her house only her and mario.. so basically the house is too big for 2 ppl....

So that is why I ask her if she can lend her house to my sister filming.. she readily agree on it .... so nice of her.. heheh ...

Last sat.. went for Steamboat buffet with friends.. and it was kind of Cheap.. opp Shaw House.. at Beach Road... for S$ 15 you can get tons of food... and i control myself hor... I eat only 90% full.. after that.. I went home .. and sleep ... coz really after the night audit.. really feel so tired.. I end up sleeping a lot at home and sunday.. went to collect the IMF sliver coin for my koo koo... coz if not later have to go to Teban Gardens to collect... so far and also do not know how to go .. that is that HQ... hiazzz... so went down lor .. then after that I went to rent VCD.. wow nice show I am watching now ... even Mummy and DADDY likes it .. wahaha ....

Tomorrow On Leave... weeeee and resting .. so have to make sure that I go and run my errands tomorrow... maybe can go got KTV tomorrow.. I want to go singing.. I miss it ...

He Did Call .. MC

2006-09-20T20:00:00.000+08:00

Was on medical Leave on Monday and Tuesday.. woke up on Monday morning with a gastric so pain.. I thought that I was going to die.... call my Boss and told her I will be coming in late after I see the dcotor.. then at 8.00 plus .. the pain got even worse.. so I have to arrange for ppl to come in and woke for me .. I really did not mean it ... thank god Cheryl came in for me if not I will be like so so so gulity... so I pay for her taxi fare to come in early for me .. that is the least I could have done...

Went to the doctor's and got a scolding from him .. for not seeing him earlier when I had my flu last week... and to top it up with not a total recovery from it .. I had curry chix on Sunday nite.. yum yum .. my auntie cook one.. so with everything together... Grandma gastric came .. strong and hard.. to teach me a lesson...

I promise I will be a good gal from now .. and thank you to both Mas and Cheryl and Saeedah for covering for me ...

Francis from Giadarno did call me back .. to tell me that his customer service is on leave and can only call me on Thursday.. and ask if it was fine with me .. can I say no ... No right.. I cannot .. so I say okie lor ... what else can I say.. so now waiting to see if they will call back ....

I am working the grave yet shift tomorrow with Uncle Thomas.. lol.. so scary never try that before... so do not know if I can make it or not .. I mean its like eeeeeeeks... and Uncle Thomas was telling me that since.. I know the system so there is nothing much to teach me ... only how to run the system.. and it will last for about 2 - 3 hours.. after that I am free to do whatever things I am suppose to do .. lol... ok.. so Me is keeping most of my accounts till tomorrow.. if not I really wonder what shall I do in the nite.. with no VCD and not in the comfort of my own sofa and home .. to top it up.. me is on diet.. so no snacks and chocolates.... arrrrr..

Gym... Late for Work

2006-09-17T11:25:00.000+08:00

Came into office today late.. as I simply cannot get up or that I just do not feel like working .. but then still manged to pack my gym bag and came to work .. got a new gym bag yesterday.. was a all gals outing with my best friend yesterday.. she just came back from India.. and was telling me the stories about it ...

Poor her have to go see a doctor yesterday as her tummy was not feeling well.. as she could not get used to the food in india.. I think are all those spieces...and also she is nursing a broken heart and a mixed feeling .. so she dated me out for gym on Friday.. which I readily agree.. but I told her we have to come back to office for gym .. coz I have already sign up for the membership here and on top of that my track shoes are in office.. so have to come back la .. and also the best thing about my office gym is that... there is not much ppl inside the gym .. not that those club house or fitness center.. so many ppl.. then u are not as perfect as them .. u will then to shy away from them .. and end up either not working out ot that doing the over extreme excersie and thus hurting yourself in the way... and also not to mention the really expensive enterance fees you have to pay to work out...

So just to short things up .. I like my own office gym.. the own peace and quiet and no fighting of the use of the equipment.. like the thread mill... it seems that is the most important or most sort after gym equipment in the work out place.. coz I remember last time .. I used to go the the gym at the local community center or sports complex.. and have to wait like 30 mins or more for the used of the thread mill and when I mean wait.. is you have to actually ... literially quene behide it .. if not some one else will take your sport.. like you go shopping and queneing to pay for our goodies.... and they limit you to like 30 mins or 25 mins at the most... and some ppl do not seems to care.. not that I need to use it for 1 hour .. but I am sure the gym personal paste the note there for some reason ... if they do not want to limit you to the usage of the equipment.. then what is the point of pasting that there...

But some ppl just do not seem to understand it ... and just pretend to carry on ... and try to stop and start the timing again .. so that it does not work .. coz some machine will auto stop at like 25 mins - 30 mins depending on what the gym ppl set the timing to...

As for me .. I am bascially not so familiar in all these thing and the only thing I properly know how to operate without spoliting or causing injury to anyone is the threadmill.. so I still have to quene up for the much sort after machine... if he was a male.. I think he will be so happy that so many ladies use him everyday.. but then the down side is he does not get to choose who and what kind of female legs.... coz we female get to choose... HaHa...

Then again if the machine was a female species.. then we also cannot get to choose... you just have to accept the gym who steps on you... be it big .. small .. hairy... handsome.. some old uncle... but 1 think I can be sure.. he will not be dirt rich .. coz the simple logic is that if he is dirt rich .. he will going to either his parents' membership club house gym.. California Fitness Center.. or his condo's gym... that is unless of course.. he is coming with his buddies.. but then again the chances are slim .. coz I think if he can bring in visitors.. I am sure his buddies would rather go to a private gym with him .. as no waiting time .. no crowded ppl.. young .. old.. pretty.. skinny ... fat... just simply .. ppl in all shape and sizes...

But on the other side othe coin ... going to a private no people gym = no gals/guys to see... so there are the pro and cons of it .. wow saying as if I am the expert of ppl's thinking .. HeHe...

So after gym we decided to go a movie.. coz I know she will like to watch

" John Tucker Must Die"

"If hell hath no fury like a woman scorned, just think of the damage three teenage girls could to do if pushed to their romantic breaking points. Okay, now, take whatever you’re imagining, and triple it. That’s how much havoc a band of resourceful high school girls end up wreaking on the triple-timing campus stud in the comedy John Tucker Must Die. The destruction begins when three gorgeous, popular girls from competing high school cliques discover that they’ve each been dating the same guy: the school’s smooth and hunky basketball team captain, John Tucker (JESSE METCALFE). After comparing notes, the fuming trio – reporter-wannabe Carrie (ARIELLE KEBBEL), head cheerleader Heather (ASHANTI), and vegan activist Beth (SOPHIA BUSH) – conspire to teach Tucker a lesson he’ll never forget.

They decide to attack his game and make this guy, who is never without a date, “undatable.” Unfortunately, every wacky, grossly embarrassing scheme they hatch to undermine “Tuck” backfires and only makes him more popular than ever. Desperate, the girls realize they’ll have to step up their assault. There’s only one way left to take: to break his heart…the same way he’s broken theirs. Carrie, Heather, and Beth then recruit a pretty, but anonymous school newcomer, Kate (BRITTANY SNOW), to get the hot jock to fall for her, so she can ceremoniously dump him. Kate’s hesitant to play along but, desperate for new friends and a chance to finally be “visible,” she agrees to help the girls execute their dastardly plan. The trio soon turns Kate into the girl of John Tucker’s dreams and, right on schedule, he falls head over heels for the attractive blonde.

At first, Kate plays hard to get, which completely confounds Tucker, a guy who usually has women falling at his feet. But, despite her best efforts to resist him, Kate finds herself drawn to Tucker, and gets caught between her loyalty to her new gal pals and her unexpected attraction to John. Meanwhile, Kate’s struck up a friendship with her chemistry lab partner, Scott (PENN BADGLEY), who just happens to be “Tuck’s” younger brother. Scott, who’s used to taking a backseat to his sibling, can’t let Kate know how he really feels about her, especially as he sees her falling for John. Even Kate’s single mother, Lori (JENNY McCARTHY), who’s on her own dating merry-go-round, tries to warn Kate against her mission to dupe the unsuspecting John Tucker. But Kate’s in too deep – there’s no turning back now. Or is there?

Can Kate keep her romantic wits about her and pull off the ultimate revenge against a girl’s worst enemy: the serial dater? Can fantasy guy John Tucker possibly change his ways and become a one-woman man? And can Carrie, Heather, and Beth actually stay friends with Kate – and with each other – or will they eventually end up back in their respective cliques, never to cross over into such “uncharted” social territory again?

John Tucker Must Die is the wild movie comedy that proves, when it comes to high school, dating is still the hardest subject of them all. "

The movie was so funny .. and both of us was lauging non stop and the ppl behide us was laughing really loud.. but that is ok ... as long as they do not chit chat in the movie.. but then guy sitting beside me was like emotionaless.. coz .. he does not seems to even laugh at the even funnies part of the movie.. guess either he does not understand the joke .. or that he total have no idea what is the story talking about ...

After movie was more shopping .. I finally got all my gym stuff that I wanted to buy but keep on thinking twice.. so i brough a Fila shoes bag.. purple in coloue so unlike me when there is a pink one that I can purchae.. but the sad thing is that I do not like the design on the pink shoe bag.. and i still got it at a 15% discount... due to my mum's member card.. at first.. I wanted to come back another day to get the bag s I did not have my mum member card on me .. but the store manager I think kind of over heard that and say as long as I can give them the name.. i am entitled to the discount .. that was great.. so I end up getting the bag and paying like S$ 16 plus for it .. cheaper then the nike one that I first saw.. almost the same design .. but just different brand name ... and its like almost S$ 10 more..

Before that I was at Giodarno... and wanted to get a socks.. and I was asking if got member discount and the gal was asking me if I am still using the member key.. I say yes.. so she was like .. oh that is no longer in use.. I was like why?

Sales Gal : Oh we change a new membership and the new one u just need to tell us your HP number .

Me : When did it happend? Why no one informed me on it?

Sales Gal : If you have not change your mobile phone number they will have send you and sms.

Me: No . No one send me a sms on it

Sales Gal: Never mind I will check for you

Me: Ok

Sales Gal : Oh you only have S$ 300+++ in your account and you need to spend up to S$ 500 from Aug 2005 till this Aug 2006 to entitle for the free convert of the membership. So now you need to spend S$ 100+++ in one single recepit to be entitle to the convet of it .

Me : WHAT! No way I will spend S$ 100++ on it .. I mean first of all I was not informed and I am a member with you for such a long time and u are asking me to spend so I can have a free membership ....

Sales Gal: This one is a life time membership

Me: The last time when I apply also tell me is a Life Time Membership

Sales Gal : Maybe they tell you wrongly last time .

Me: How can tell me wrong last time !!

The rest of the conversation I cannot quiet remember liao .. coz I was simply just too mad.. I told her that do not tell me the decision of the management but help me solve the problem.. and to tell you I think Giodarno customer service standard have drop alot already... I mean they used to be really poliet and all and nice to customer .. now.. they simple do not care. not all but some of them .. I mean like ... Hello ... We are your customer and I know u are growing .. but don't you think customer service is the most important... Anyway.. she call her so care I think store supervisior or Store manager to come over .. name Francis... and he say he will get the office ppl to call me on Monday to see how .. see how what...

To think of it now ... How can the gal tell me that they tell me wrong last time .. will some other gal tell me the same thing in another 5 years time when they change a new membership and say its life time .. and I tell them the same thing .. and they will say oh .. the gal last time tell you wrongly.. FAINT.. issit of the high turn over rate of manpower they are getting that it not even their standards that they used to have.. now I think staff at some of the other competitor outlets are so much for friendlier.. Like Balano.. (Hope I spell correctly) G 2000, U2, Bossini etc.

I am not greedy or stingy.. but the thing is I am fighting for my right.. and I have been their customer for so long ... and this is how they treat me ... what rubbish ... Frankly speaking if you open my cupboard.. I think at least 3/4 of my tops are from them ... and all their V neck tank top .. I almost have all the colours.. except for a few like yellow.. orange .. green which I do not like.. therefor did not buy.. most of my friends and relatives gets Giodarno's stuff for X'mas.. Birthday.. and so one.. that is how much I have been shopping in their outlets.. I even know if they have new design out or not ... So now just have to wait for Monday to see they call me.. if not I will call Francis and give him a pieace of my mind ... coz HE PROMISE THAT THEY WILL CALL ME TO HELP ME SOLVE THE PROBLEM AND ALSO EXPLAIN WHY I DID NOT RECEIVED THE SMS FROM THEM INFORMING ME ABOUT THE CHANGE OF THE MEMBERSHIP THINGY.

Today simply must sleep early.. I am so tired and restless nowaday and cannot wake up in the morning .. thusing causing me to be late.. and Thomas have not say anything .. but he today told me that recently I have always been late.. that is true.. need to back up on it ... Go Panda go..

Me just being Lazy.. or Am I not

2006-09-14T19:04:00.000+08:00

I know I have been lazy and not updating on my blog as recently as I should .. looking at my draft.. I still have my NDP one to do .. and yes it like over a month and I have yet to finish it ... does my momery last... I also not sure... so have to try n do it when I finally have time for myself... not to mention that I have yet to download my pics from my KL trip ... and post on blog on how much I have spend there... that nearly burn a hole in my pocket... hiazzzz...

Actally I was thinking do I really have time for myself or that I am spending too much time out ... I guess all of a little bit ... recently been hooked on to Yahoo games.. those download one where u have to serve ppl.. or make bears or shop for ppl.. lol.. really into it .. and today found out that there is a new game ... call Company of Heros.. that I am going to play.. something like Command and Conquer .. but you can play online with tons of friends... hehe .. That I like man ...

Talking about having time for myself.. I think I really need some time to myself.. perhaps.. I should either go out on Friday and not on Sat or the other.. I really do not know .... and to top it off.. I was sick last weekend and my uncle got admitted into Hospital and I did not even pay him a visit coz....

1) I was sick myself with Mr Flu, Ms Fever and Mrs Cough... and Grandpa sore throat
2) I was working afternoon shift

I know all that are excuses... but then me simply cannot force time out any more.. on a brighter note... I finally went to to get my sports shoes... wanted to get the puma pink one ... but they do not have my size.. so I end up buying a chin chin brand from BATA that is Power... lol.. and its blue so ok la.. can still accept...

Went to my office gym on Tuesday and after that my legs and knees nearly broke.. but then I am determine to do it .. coz the Fortune Teller tells me the other day that my health next year not good and my heart cannot take excitiment... no matter how true.. I do not want to take the risk and leave this world before I do what I want to do and also before my parents.. coz do not want to see them cry for me ... I just simply love them....

Work has been all the more the same.. but my work load just seems to increase.. maybe its just me thinking too much ... Guess there are simply too much things that I love.. and also cannot bear to give up...

I miss my friends.. and I know I am bad temper.. but then again ... ppl does piss me off big time ... as in I do not ask to be piss off.. why must they do that to me ... issit coz she is older then me or what... but then she is not even a friend to me .. and by thinking too much on it ... issit a waste of my time and energy... so forget about her and I shall be happy....

I will need to get a gym bag and also a shoe bag for my sports show... saw my sister gym bag yesterday and I like it ... so maybe I will go get it .. coz its not too expensive... abt S$ 30 plus she was telling me .. maybe they will have another of different design ... if not my sisteris going to say I copy her again .. and she also mention that if I do gym for 3 months.. she is going to get me a gift... heheh ...

La La La ... think I will soon received tons of present from ppl... hehehe

My Sister's Birthday

2006-08-30T22:30:00.000+08:00

Today is my darling little sister birthday... hehe she is finally 20 years old... wahahaha I see the 2 in front of her age finally and next year will be her BIG 21... have to start saving for her present.. coz I think she will ask a real big present from me ... I also do not know ... but anyway better start saving ...

Just now went dinner with my parents and sister... and have quite good food... at some small but comfortable air con restaurant in Jalan Bersah ... I think Spell like that... but all I want to say is

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING LITTLE SISTER

Using green colour to wish her.. coz she like green... I also do not know .. ask her lor

I brought her a semi percious stone necklace and braclet .. which is also green ....... nearly want to buy the earring for her.. lucky did not buy.. coz when I told her... she say me old fashion... lol... where now ppl still wear all matching ones... think gold when getting married issit.. wahahah ....

Leaving for KL in less then 24 Hours... wohooooooo.... have not even pack my bag.. think later at 11 after the Korean show ... have to go pack liao ... The show I watch so many times.. I still find it super funny... wahaha ...

Little of Everything....

2006-08-30T10:57:00.000+08:00

Actually I was suppose to update on my NDP show with pics and all..but then lazniess and tirness got the better of me .. which I have yet to get it done.. and then no more time to do coz.. this weekend I will be going to KL with my best friend... for shopping and getting my shoes...

So excitied .. hardly can wait ... coz finally I can go get my shoes.. I mean they do that that same brand in Singapore.. but then its not like they do not have as much new or nice design as the one in KL.. so when I got the shops new letter and their new opening of their new place.. so happy.. so as if my best friend want to make a trip with me to KL.. which she agree.. and finally a trip with just the 2 of us...

We have never been on a 2 ladies trip.. as for the last 10 years that we know each other.. she have spend at least 3 /4 of her time in Austrlia and only for the last 1 year plus did she really stay in Singapore... to work.. so Finally we are going ... even though not to some where far.. but at least its to a place we can spend some quality time together... and do things that we both like .. Shopping and taking rides.. hehehe ....

Anyway will be back soon .. on Friday with Photos to update.. hehe .. 2 cameras... with 300 photos each .. so that makes it 600 pics... but do you think I will take 600 over pics... wahahah... hehehe... ppl who know me .. and my best will know that its possible for the 2 of us to take 600 pictures.. lalalala

FINALLY !!!

2006-08-06T22:34:00.000+08:00

Fianlly I am on my week long of leave... heheh ... been waiting for it for a long long time ... but then all my programme are fully packed..

Monday - Out to Sentosa? Pack my Room?
Tuesday - Department Dinner and Joel's Farewell Gathering
Wednesday - National Day at the National Stadium with Fireworks above me
Thursday - Clubbing with my cousin - TBC
Friday - Empty Slot
Saturday - 7th Month Dinner at my old place..
Sunday - Family Day

See.. and I have finally plan all my leave.. and end of the year.. me going to take 3 weeks or more leave and holiday.. planning to go HK.. so have to lay out my plans.. and I need to take my driving licence soon .. if not mum will nag at me again ...

Just rented another chinese show to see... coz in canto version ... can imporve my canto...

Yesterday was power shutdown day in office.. so brought the laptop to work but end up using it for only like 30 mins or less.. coz I was busy clearing other stuff and work in office... so managed to finish certain things.. so happy.. have to be like this if not hor.. will forever be there and me will not have time at all to finish doing it .. that I want to make sure of it ...

I also have to do some shopping for Joel's farewell present... hiazzz... me always the same .. tons of things to do ... but then i like.. then maybe Tuesday can go to Suntec.. coz can eat my fav gelato... Tuesday dine in is half Price... wahaha ... so have to go and eat la .. wahahaha .... me is so lame la ...

Random Thought

2006-08-01T22:55:00.000+08:00

Just been playing some Yahoo.. gamehouse games.. intro by Xiu Si and Saeedah .. call Diner Dash.. super fun man .. really tempting to go get the full version to play.. lol... its a PC and they only give u trail for like 60 mins and its gone ... so now me is looking for all the different website to download and play the game .. true blue addication....

Last night I finally finish watching Princess Hours... the end is something I would like to see... I hope they do have part 2 .. coz the Prince is so good looking man ... see already silva also dripping.. wow sound like some sex manic like that... wahahah .. when I first saw the show.. it does not seems that he is good look ... just normal.. but the more you look at him.. the more good looking he is .. lol... these few days have been watching show till 6 am in the morning .. lol.. coz every night working night shift and then Sat night went out wih my cousins.. normally my record for watching a show is like 2 days flat.. wahaha ...

So this morning ... went to sleep at 6 am ... and mum woke up to finame still awake.. and kind of got a scolding aka telling off from her

Mum : still awake.. you addicated liao ...

Me : Finish the show liao .. nice show man ...

then I doze off to bed in my cooling air con room ... woke up at about 1.30 today.. call Saeedah in office to chit chat for a while ... then went to cook noodles for lunch and start on my second show .. Marrying Millionaire...

Start of the show is kind of boring.. but every start of the show is like that one .. coz u need to get into the story... but I want to slow watch and keep till Sat to bring to office to watch it .. if not sure will be bored to death... heheh .... coz Office is having a Power Shutdown ...

Today I just laze at home doing nothing except with my TV.. computer and bed... Its been a long time since I have not step out of my house on a off day.. normally for me .. I will do out .. but today was one of the days that I urge to just do nothing and be with my TV and couch... just lazing... I guess I want to do more of it ...

Then Cheryl call me from office to ask me something about work .. and then ask me why i never call her when she made such a big mistake .... I explain to her maybe I was just too tired to call and scold ppl or to say anything ... she was kind of upset about it .. but I told her never mind .. as I have already solve the problem ...

I think too me now .. I come to a point that it is just too tired to scold or rebuke a person .. I will just solve the problem or think of ways to solve the problem before scolding.. coz I guess I am just too tired... I want to hand over some of my duties to ppl and also make sure ppl learn from their mistake ...

Like what I told Xiu Si .. I am not going to check your work anymore.. if you think that all is correct and ok.. then just let boss sign .. coz if I keep on checking our work.. you will soon began to relie on me or ppl to check for you ...

I have also decided to teach her something that I think only me know how to know .. or that only I can understand the thing... coz I also want some one to share the burden of it with me .. Saeedah have too much on her too .... I guess 2 of us.. we are good in each of our own way... me in operations matters and she is accounting matters... so we kind of complements each other..

My work place is getting more stable and I do feel happy about it .. coz its better and I do really like it ... I hope it can go back to where it was before last time .. but I doubt that it will be coz... some things are gone and never coming back ... so we do have to look forward to the future...

Now back to my VCD.. waiting for me .. and me finally working morning shift tomorrow .. after so long .. hehe ...

Another Outing with my Cousins - Part 2

2006-07-31T19:48:00.000+08:00

Finally after all the calls direction.. the married couple came.. BUT... er ge cannot come in coz he is in bermudas and sandles aka Slippers... so we all decided to move on to another place... then while deciding on where to go .... we actually thought want to go to Kor's house to play Mahjong... but then Giant and Chris hse is so far away.... so after much talking .... we decided to go to Somerset..

There are a couple of bars beside the Centerpoint shopping center.... so all cramp into er ge's car... and off we went... Reaching there.. once again Alley bar refuse to let him in .. coz he was in Slippers..

Gal : How many ppl ?

Val Jie : 6 of us

Gal take menu and look at us

Gal : I am sorry but he cannot enter coz he is in Slippers

Val Jie : But its expensive slippers la ...

Gal : Cannot. Slippers for Ladies are allow .. but not for guys..

Val Jie : So can we sit outside then...

Gal : Sure

So we went out to look for seats.. but all seems to be occupied with ppl.. excpet for a pathway....

Val Jie : Cancan we sit here..

Gal : arrr hmmmmm.. wait let me check

Val Jie : Can la ... its still under your shop rental what...

Gal went and ask Manager....

Gal : Can .. sure no problem ... u can sit there.

Val Jie : Ok move table.... and chairs...

So we move table and chairs ourselves... while the gal went to get drinks menu for us ... she came back with several flimsy looking menu and as we are deciding on what to drink .... er sao recommanded some drinks.. that is call Forzen Dairiquri.. or something like that... you can choose different flavour.. like Strawberry... Kiwi.. Lime.. Mango.. Lychee... Peppermint.. and a couple more.. I think the liquore use is Rum ...

The drink is not really much of alcohol.. but more like Fruit juice.. with a little alcohol... which is good... coz since my birthday.. I dare not drink too much ... coz scare to throw up.. wahaha ...

So finally all drinks settle.. and er ge was like .. the drinks selection here is really few.. nothing much ... beer only have 2 choice...

Val Jie : You have fan here ?

Black and White Stripe Gal : Nope... and I wonder how u end up sitting here?

Val Jie : Coz they do not allow us to go in .. as he is wearing Sandles

Black and White Stripe Gal : For Ladies u can wear sandle.. but for males.. u have to have cover shoes

Er ge : Track Shoes can or not?

Black and White Stripe Gal : Can... as long as is cover shoes for guys...

Er ge : I think I got track shoes in the car

Black and White Stripe Gal : ok... we have seats inside

Then she walk away... er ge then went to his car to change into his track shoes.. then I was like.....

Me : er sao.. I thought he say he want to change pub ?

Er Sao : How I know him ...

Val Jie : Your Hubby la...

All : WAHAHHAH

Er Sao took out mobile to call him and also ask him to check if the ICE COLD Beer got place or not....

After a while .. er ge came back with his track shoes.. and all of us are impress. coz he actually have 1 pair inside.. lol... the Black and White Stripe Gal then move us all inside to the air con area.. wow that was nice.. even with sofa seats.. so comfortable....

We then start talking ... on how the elders know we cousin are coming out together... so after all the checking ... we conculded that the elders.. the communcation also very fast... and consider the fact that they only find out at about 5.30pm on Sat.. by 6.30pm almost every elders knows we are going out that night...

CLAP CLAP for the communcation... FIRST CLASS AIR MAN ... wahahaha

After a drink there.. we decided to go to another pub .. so we went to Emerald Hill 5.. suprising there was not much ppl there.. the guys went over first.. as we ladies have not finish our drinks... reaching there... we all I think is too full from all the drinks to drink anymore.. so I order a non- alcoholic drink... Shirly Temple and Chis order Coke.. wahaha ... and it cost like S$7.00 per glass.. expensive man .. but really do not feel like having anymore alcohol inside us... and we start eating peanuts... yes they provide peanuts for ppl to consume and u can throw the shells on the floor..

So I have a peanut shell war with Giant... keep on thorwing at him .. then we suggested going to KTV... but er ge look so tired... but after much talking and saying... we are FINALLY DECIDED TO GO KTV AT 1.30AM IN THE MORNING... LALAL

so off we walk to cinelesiure... lala to KBOX... and u will be suprise that the place is full and I also found out that there are 2 KBOX outlet at cinelesire... 1 on the 8th Floor and the other on the 4th Floor... and we found out .. coz I wanted to go the the washroom.. so we went to the 4th floor one as we cannot find the washroom on the 8th floor.... hehehe and there no need to wait.. they have rooms free.. so we cancel the reservations on the 8th and went to the one on the 4th...

There we start singing at about 1.45 am all the way till 4 am in the morning... Giant was singing all the sad love songs.. hiazzz.... not sure if he is still feeling hurt of his break-up last year... but it was quiet funny.. with my er sao .. choosing all the songs.. that she can only sing the chorus or only a few of the lines of the song...

Er ge... is the singer of the night.. wow he is powerful man .. can sing both canto and chinese songs.. lol... Fianlly out KTV plan is in action.. even though it was not a plan one.. lol...

Finally at 4 am ... we all leave to go home ... er ge drove me home ... and by the time i reach home was like 4.30am ... after bathing ... 4.45am... then cannot sleep.. coz hair wet.. sleep liao wait got headache.. so end up watching my Princess Hour VCD.. nice show man ... so watch till 6 am .. my eyes cannot take it liao.. and also have to sleep coz Sunday working ...

wow the Korean Show is one of the best.. I have watch and so so so nice... tongiht going home to finish the show... weeeeeeeeeeeee finally going to finish .. so romantic... hehehe ... cannot wait and I also found a website for Korean Drama.. wowo total hook...

Another Outing with my Cousin - Part 1

2006-07-30T15:06:00.000+08:00

Last night went out with my usual gang of cousin (Mum's side) ... the last time we went out .. it was in May and to MOS we went... so this time round .. we decided to have just a chill out night... the actual plan was to go for coffee... but then we ended up on Q Bar... at the Old Parliment House ... a nice place beside the Singapore River... opp the Boat Quay....

Before meeting to go for drinks... we actually have a family dinner ...(Mum's side) but some of my cousin did not go due to other commitments... hehe ... so while we are having dinner.. it seems that everyone in the Family knew we are going out together that night.... but my and Giant never say anything .. so we both just arrange within ourself with er ge and er sao... the 2 of them saying meeting friends first and later then joining us .... so me and Giant decided to take a slow walk to the train station and then slowing walk down to Q Bar.... coz we have so much for dinner and we are stuffing full on it ....

As we are walking to the MRT... Val Jie sms me ...

Jie SMS : What r u wearing?

Me decided to call her back as too lazy to sms back lor ...

Jie : Hello

Me: Wear gown la ...

Jie : I got la.. I still got my ROM gown ...

Me : *Mouth open wide and stunt*

Me : Aiyo please la .... wear anything la..

Jie : That is why I need to know what you wearing so that I can think of what to wear mah ..

Me : Me in 3/4 Jeans and a top and Birkenstock slippers lor...

Jie : ok ... then I know what to wear liao ...

After we hang up on the phone... I realise that I was walking really fast to keep up with Giant...

Me : Kor can you walk slowly or not .. Yout legs long ... mine short la ...

Giant : mmmm

Yes .. he is a man of few words... but then he is quite funny la .. when one get to know him.... I call him Giant .. coz he is really tall and has huge feets.. but he is NOT NOT NOT FAT at all... There was once we put his feet beside my little cousin feet... it was like so funny.. a Giant and a mouse.... and my Big Jie even took a photo of it ....

All the way to the MRT.. Both us was saying to each other.. how full we are.. how I was going to burst liao ..and so on so forth... then I ask him about his studies and he say he still got 8 - 9 more months to go ... wow so fast.. coz the last time I ask him .. He told me still in first year... and then after ITE.. he is going to Poly... Giant Kor .. Kambata... you can do it ..

In the train .. my distrub Giant buttom is one...

Me: Kor... Wow go poly you will be the oldest in the class once again... OLD MAN

Kor : No hor... now first year students in ITE also got older then me one liao hor ...

Me: Why la ?

Kor : Most of them sign on with Army and Navy.. some like 30, 31 years old...

Me: *just giggle*

Then we are on to a next topic... which sadly my memory fail me so cannot remember liao ....

Finally we reach Raffles Place MRT.. as I wanted to go to ATM... to draw $$ so we walk there lor ... no ppl.. so happy.. then again .. 8.45 pm in Raffles place.. got what ppl... except for those lovebirds sitting outside the big grass patch ... talking or more whispering... think only mossie can hear if not fly lor ...

Seeing that the time was still early.. we just slowing walk again lor ... cross the bridge infront of the Fullerton Hotel... and then pass the Indochin waterfront ... and then next to it was Q Bar... once cannot miss it one la... they have like 3 - 4 big Qs outside of the bar... and as I rush out house last night.. forget my cam.. and lazy to take with my phone .. so no photos.. this time... hiazzzzz

We walk to the sign board and it says.. smart causal ... I look at myself.. and then I ask Giant

Me : Kor you think .. I can wear like this go ...

He just look at me and smile....

Me : I think can la... gals... sure can one la ...

Kor : Lets go in later.. wait for them to come first...

Me : Ok.. lets go there and sit down lor ...* pointing to the stone bench*

There was a little breeze.. so not so warm la .. then my kor was like .. even the breeze also not cold one....

Me : ...................... ==.==''"

So sitting on the bench ... we are saying wonder if can go in like that... coz everyone inside seems to be dressing so nicely....

Kor : Yeah lor .. u wear like going downstaris to buy something like that...

Me : WHAT !!! my slippers very expensive one hor... its Birkenstock....

Kor : Yeah mah ... u really wear like that lor...

Me : Where got ppl wear so expensive and new slippers to go downstair buy things...

Then from afar .. we see my cousin coming .... my younger cousin Chris.. was wearing nice.. but Val Jie... was wearing same like me .. except.. she was wearing Jeans.. and her top was like fading... and she was like

Jie : NO Hor.... This is mango one la....

We all just laugh and then went to Q Bar... manage to get inside and wanted a sofa seat.. so the waiter was like no more sofa seats... u can go inside.. there are more seats inside... we went in and there was no seats.. so we walk out again ... and this time .. my Jie was in a bitchy mood... so the watier kanna scolding from her lor ... sever him right.. but then hor she scold the one .. was another guy and not the one that make us walk in and out ....

They manged to get a place for us on the tall high stools.. which I hated to seat.. coz scare to fall down .. but mai care la.. seat first... maybe later can change... then we decided on the drinks ... wow looking at the menu .. they have tots have Vodak.. wow till yesterday then I know .. there are so many vodak in the world...and almost all my life.. I only drink Abdolut Vodak.. the most common one ...

Finally settle on a the Diva Gem Filtered... as per Chris.. that she read in a magazine.. it's the best Vodak in the world.. wow so have to try la I added Rabenia inside.. and told them no Cranberry Juice ha.. Val Jie order a Lychee Matini... Giant tried a one call Q Sling.. wahah copy Singapore Sling ... and Chris had... some Cholocate Martini...

So when the drinks came.. Val Jie Martini was nice... Kor's Q Sling looks like fruit punch .. but also taste nice... mine Vodak Rabenia was so stong and thick ... and Chirs Choclate Martini was like so so so horrible... maybe to us la .. but to other it might be good.. coz on the drinks menu.. there was good sign beside it ...

Order some food to go with the drinks while waiting for the married couple...

Part 2 to be blog soon ..

As now in office ... really tired.. coz slept at 6 am last night.. u will know why in part 2.. and tonight dinner and auntie's place... steam boat.. yum yum .. I like... hiazzz. but have to be stuck in office...

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2006-07-26T19:36:00.000+08:00

Mum called me just now on my mobile phone and before I can pick up .. she hangs up .. so as usual I used my office phone to call her back... and it was enganged... I think she was trying to call my sister... which usual is like that.. normall.. she will call me and if cannot get me then call me sister... to ask what ever question she want to ask...

While I was attending to someone else on the phone.. she call back... and Xiu Si answer the phone .. which she later pass to me .. and I was like 2 hand on 2 different receiver....

Me : Mum .. Yeah Why?

Mum : So r u going this Sat ?

Me : How many times u want to ask me ... I told you yesterday liao .. I can make it mah....

Mum : Ahhhh Ahhh ... OK OK OK .... (Doing it to Shut me up)

Mum : So ur Val jie jie not going ?

Me : No I think she told me she got wakeboard lesson

Mum : Ha??? What is that about ?

Me : You know you on the water...... ( trying to explain to her what issi..)

Mum : She got do such a sport one mah ....

Me : How I know ... maybe she not scared to get dark.. coz all the while I thought she like to be
fair

Mum : Wahaha ... Later tan liao .. she dark already.. become Short and Fat...

Me : Mum .. do not say her like that... wait she cry hor...

Mum : So Sunday night can u make it .. together with Koo Jie

Me : Cannot la .. Sunday me working afternoon shift.. so cannot go ..

Mum : Ok then ....

Me : call Mei to ask her going or not.. I also not sure if she is going or not ...

Mum : ok

So we both hang up the phone.. I think she call my sister after that.. and as for me .. busy with my work once again .. work is pretty boring with nothing much to do .. so both my and my tu di is blogging away... read some blogs.. clear some e-mails attend to guest... and then later maybe muach a bit.. and then later pack a bit .. before going home ... hehe ...

Oh yeah .. lucky I remeber.. need to charge my ipod.. if not later go take bus home .. no music then die la .. boring trip ....

My jie just tell me her wakeboarding session has just been cancelled as she need to work and do stock take.... no no need to talk about it anymore.. but then later she will meet us for drinks.. and I mean non alcholic ones.. as we cousin wants to talk ....

Yesterday on a msn conversation with Andy Kor and Val Jie ... Andy Kor was like if not much ppl.. then we go watch movie.. and Val jie was like .. watch movie talk what... wahahah ... trust that Giant to suggest such a thing.. when we keep on saying we want to all go for chatting session... *Faint*

Lagging.. Feeling Total Down

2006-07-25T18:42:00.000+08:00

I know I have been lagging in updating my blog and also in tons of things I am suppose to do .. I think I might have reach my maximum as I snap at ppl today and yesterday. I know my temper got the better of me .. but I simply cannot help it coz ppl are doing things to piss me big time off.. I am normally not like that.. but then I cannot seem to help it .. when after 3 days off I come back to office to find things going hay wired and even when I am on OFF.. ppl have to call me .. when have I call ppl on a OFF day to distrub them ... unless it coz I want a personal chat or that I want to distrub them ... other then that.. I all like about guest things that cannot be wait ....

I am sometimes thinking to myself... issit that things cannot function when I am not around ... makes me seems like I am indispensable... but the truth as what Lee HsienYang no one is indispensable.. everyone can be replace in terms of work.. but maybe not in terms of other aspact.

I think I am to the moment of snapping and yesterday and today was the day I snap about work... After a talk with Saeedah... I know I am being too harsh to Mas... but then its really annoying that she makes all the mistake and then come over to the Residence and laugh and joke like nothing the mistake... Frankly speaking as what I told Saeedah just now ....that 2 of us are not paid to do up other ppl's mistake and job.. and its not tiring.. I am totally sick and tired of it ... and when we undo a mistake for some one.. who is there to thank us and when the person makes the mistake .. u tell the ppl and she is like super bo chap (do not care). I know Mas has her good points and also bad points.. like every other human being.. but that does not mean that because we are short of manpower we have to endure all these mistake and let them carry on with it....

Sometimes I think Saeedah side with them too much ... I mean she wants to go on OFF I also want and she does not want this does not want them to work on certains days..... then she scare that they make mistake... so how ... work la... then say what all the days of hugh occ ... be it check in or check out .. she says she has been working all of it and I have not been .... I mean look at it this way... I am also ... working and clocking in longer hours then anyone... ask me to come back on a OFF day.. I sure come back one... but then too much for me to handle.. Want me to do DHL... so no choice la .. I do lor...

Anyway today I told everyone on how I feel about the whole thing... with my best friend 2nd income on the MLM.. I told her about how I feel about her going to find out aunt and bringing a total stranger to her home... She was like telling me .. My aunt could have told her not.. I was like how to say no when u are her niece.... she kept quiet.. so I told her... in future please do not do that.. as I really do not like it when she does that... coz its like making use of ppl .. so she have already promise me .. so ok I am fine with that...

And on a Happy Note... I have a new tu di again ... but okie la.... this one ... she is really cute.. I mean she is like my sister... 5 years younger then me .. so I am okie lor with her... guess I tend to treat ppl younger then me nicer.. coz they are like my sister... and I love my sister.. though we sometimes do not see eye to eye... hehe.... so when they are generally younger then me and especially 5 years.. so its like its my younger sister... hehehe...

With work load just getting heavier and also more stressful... I think that is the reason why I finally snap yesterday... do not mean to do it ... but just that like I say... I AM SICK AND TIRED OF CLEARING PPL'S MESS.... I am sorry if I am rude or fierce yesterday.... but then... things just happened.. I am not saying anyone is to be blame.. but then ... its all just happened...

Some Feelings .......

2006-07-16T09:52:00.000+08:00

Was reading through my tu di’s blog the other day and found out something … she thinks we are not happy about her passing her report to ppl to do … I do not when she first started here at Insead… it true that she was new and had to take over a lot of things… but she all this were what have talk about and then pass on …. But the fact is I did not know she was holding on to so many reports. The thing that I was mad… was that she did not discuss with me before she hand over to ppl coz I have to see certain ppl’s ability before I am able to know if they can do the reports. As for Jessica, she was able to potray her learning and accepting changes and also she was able to handle all the things that was given to her… and on top of that she was a fast learner…

If she would have told me long ago that she was not able to handle all the reports given to her.. I would have help her to do it even with my heavy job load… coz she is my tu di … and its my duty and also I want to make sure she was happy being at work. But all cannot be change as she have resign.... as she is going back to school and on top of that… she has also come back to work part time for us to pay for her school fees… I know its going to be hard on her… but I think she just have to endure and try her best … I know she can do it and I give her my blessing… If you are reading this… please come and ask me for help on projects or anything… coz I Tourism is my strength… hehe thought have to revised a bit now .. but I am sure I can do it …

Things in office seems to get better … that is what I hope…new gal coming in next week and its Cheryl’s friend… I am training the new gal …wow 1 more tu di for me .. I think so far I have like 4 of them … all have different strength and weakness…but hor.. I think I have trained so many ppl… I also do not know what I am training liao … so have to really give in depth training…

A new post have come up in the office… which is almost like the one that Angie is doing.. but then hor .. me really not interested in it la .. coz seems like a super boring job…. I know ppl care for me and have ask me to try but then I am really not interested in it … and some more I now love my new boss and what I am doing … its makes me happier .. Do not mind that it’s a normal working hours… but then cannot travel cannot do a lot of things.. so really not interested…

Been watching a lot of movies lately .. but the most lame movie that I watch by far is the show recycle… so super boring and lame … the whole show is totally not even a ghost movie.. wastes my S$5.00 and also my tickets in purchase the movies for my friends.. so we can watch cheap movies anytime of the week… lucky did not pay S$ 8.50 or S$ 9.50 for the movie… heng har… lol…

For Someone

2006-07-09T11:48:00.000+08:00

Looking back at somethings that I have done in life... I kind of regret it ... like not cherising the ppl around me .. not loving someone whole heartly and also being mean and rude and also pissing ppl off big time .. but then my heart really do not mean to be like that... just that defence will gear up around me when things do not go my way.. or that i get angry and piss of by ppl...

I think I am the kind of gal who loves to be care about and also who loves ppl to chit chat with when I am down and out ... I cannot keep to myself not can I suffer in silent... I am those who likes to scold... shout .. quarrel and have someone to quarrel back .. instead of keeping silent... but then I am also those that during quarrel... no point in talking sense to me ...

Coz I do not allow that... but after the whole thing I will cool down and then everything make sense to me...maybe that is why my best friend say that I am stubborn and head strong.. ppl who know me knows that I am like that... and what we noramlly say... even though I am fierce and strong on the outside... actually hor... I am soft hearted and easily melted inside.... That is why I am easy to hong one lor...

I am those who eat the carrot and not the stick method...

Someone was telling me the other day that telling a white lie is better then hurting the person .. even thought you know that telling the truth is so much better ... but then given my strong Char... I guess most ppl know what I will choose... I choose to lie...

Didicated to someone.... and u know who u are

Sorry that I have to lie to you as there is no other options there is for me .. I wanted you to move on in life and also to leave all burden that once hold me and u down but I guess the lie came in with or without me .. coz I think you move on before I told the lie ... but the lie make it more comfortable to move on... ... I also want you to be happy. Seeing you happy with that special someones really makes me happy.. and I am gald to you for that... I hope you have stop drinking and all...

I know u are happy for me ... When I told you that... but when u keep on asking about it... I totally got no answers for certain question ... so the best is to avoid....

Even though you are younger then me ... but I know u care for me ... thanks for all the time and moments that you have gave me... Frankly speaking... thanks for caring for me when I was down and out.

Thanks for making me laugh with your lame jokes... but its really funny... I cry the hardest that one time and I was suprise that I am not ashamed to cry infront of you thought we were only friends....

Thanks for the care and love you once gave to me ... and I hope everything is blissful and wonderful for you... I am sure u have found your true love and to see the smile on your face is a wonderful memory that I will keep for years to come...

All the best to the future and Take Care....

Penang Trip - ABALONE for Dinner - Part 4

2006-07-02T04:06:00.000+08:00

Waking up and feeling blur ... I just slowly make my way down the flight of stairs with everyone to go for dinner... as I reach down ... there was a slight commotion between my uncle and his wife...

Uncle : Where are the car Keys?
Auntie : I thought you took it ?
Uncle : But you were the last one who use .. so how I know where u put it ?
Auntie : The one driving should be the one taking the keys
Uncle : How I know you .....

So after all the commotion .... my auntie caledl my cousin to bring down the car key... so that we can all g on and get on the way.... so the sitting arrangement was that .... Me and my 2 guy cousin was sitting right at the back of the car .... then my gu gu, her hubby.. my fifth auntie and mum sat in the center of the car and my dad in the passenager seat and my uncle drove... hehe .. so 9 of us in the car... and head for the restuarant .... the restuarant is inside some club ....

The Name of the Restuarant....

We went in and wow we have a room booked just for us ..... and on the door.. there is still my uncle's name

YES... Its My Surname too... but I am Miss Hor !!

Before we all started ... photos are taken ... and I told all that... no one can start eating before I take a nice photo of the food we order.... Starting with the menu....

The Written Menu... Not Very Clear though.. Total of 6 dishes..

SharkFin Soup .. with a big scallop...

Bean Sprout to add to it...

How it Looks Like After Adding it ... But I prefer Plain ... nothing added....

Next we have highlight of the night... a whole Abalone for each person .. I had 1 1/4 as my gu gu gave me 1/4 of hers... hehehe ....

Before its cooked....

Yum Yum... Here it comes...

All in my Tummy... Do not want to share...

The Roast Pig.... 3rd Dish

For the 4th and 5th Dish I was busy eating and also they were doing it at the side.. as they are individul plating the food... so no chance to take of it ... and finally the desert.... Another of my favourite....

I had 2 bowls of this

After all these..... Time for home ....Its late and also time for the mens to watch soccor...

We even have red wine to drink .. as my uncle says he have too many of it at home... wow with all that drink and also plus not much sleep...After bathing... I just lie on the mattress with the air con blowing and fall fast asleep... Ready for the next day's trip which is Saturday.. and Uncle is not working .. and also some shopping ...

Ops forget to mention.. that the dinner.. cost my uncles.. RM 1799.. close to RM 1800.. which is like SGD $800 - SGD $900....

Sleepy head me... went to sleep....

Penang Trip - Afternoon Half Of Day 1 - Part 3

2006-06-30T23:58:00.000+08:00

Sighting seeing begins in the afternoon .. after all the heavy lunch ... I was kind of feeling sleepy and plus the hot weather... even worse... but Penang is famous for its many temples.. so my auntie wants to bring us to the temple to pray and see see look look.... so the first stop we went was a Thai Temple... which my fifth auntie says its famous in Penang.. for what reason... i kind of forget about it ....

The Enterance of the Thailand Temple

A Half Body Statue of a White Buddha

Then we went to a Burmese Temple where they have a standing Buddha which reach to the Celing of the Temple and it really really huge.... See my fifth auntie with the Buddha... the comparsion of it.... Its kind of blur... but that is the best that I can try to squeeze in... After all I am not a profession photographer... but I will try to improve...

Compare Compare.... Huge.....

Then we went to another Thai Temple... where they have a enormous sleeping Buddha... and as usual the sight amaze me .. as it was really huge.. and when i took the photo ... I could only capture till some where near the ankle part... I could not even capture the whole of it .... as the space inside the temple does not allow me to capture to it feet

The best I can capture within the Temple

Close to the actual size that I saw

After viewing so many temples.. my dad say do not want to go anymore .. as he does not believe in going to so many temple in a day.... so my fifth auntie say lets go driving around the mountain road to see if the road can lead back to their place and also to find the tropical fruit farm that she has been dying to find as she hard from friends... after so long there also have not been before and she does not dare to go alone .... so off we went ... for a car spinning time .. but the thing is that the twisting and turning of the road caused me to have a major headache and I end up sleeping in the car as everyone else was talking ... hehe ... me is so tired ... coz in the bus only 2 hours of sleep....

While in my sleep.... I hear my aunites and mum .. in fact everyone except me was so excited about something .. and it woke me up ... and something amazing caught their eyes.. we are actually driving along some durian plantation and ppl there use raffle string to tie to the during on 1 end and the other to the tree... so that when the durian drop from the tree.. it will not fall to the gound and injured the durian ... which actually spoils it and u cannot sell it ... so by doing it ... they save it from being spolit by the hard hit on the ground... and also easier for them to collect it ..

Look Closer to see the string tie to a durian each .....

That was the best photo I could take as the car was moving and my fifth auntie cannot stop long enough for me to get off to capture it and it was taken though the window... maybe can see my reflection ... lol.... no la .. u thnk my cam so super good mah ...

FINALLY !!!!! we found the tropical fruit farm... so we went in to see... and the first tree that we saw was a tree that my youngest gu gu told me was called the "bread melon".. I think something like that..... but things there do not look clean ... and I thinkw e only stop coz we wanted to go to the washroom ... hehe .... and they do have tour .. but it is so so so expensive.... RM 25 per person to let them bring you to the top of the orchard and then there will serve you some fruits... how u know what fruits... image eating 2 small piece of orange and it cost you RM 25 = abt SGD $11.50.. if give the visitor eat durian then its different.... but you will be suprise that a number of non chinese actually want to go on it....

Mum with the "Bread Melon"

Some Fruits for Sale... Does it look Inviting to you????

My Fav Dragon Fruit... Its the Plant.... Not ready to be consume...

A cute looking Pineapple

After this ... we decided to go home ... coz everyone was feeling sicky and tired from the Hot weather and also from being too long on the twisted roads.... everyone wanted to go home to bath .... as for me ... the only thing I did when I reach back crush onto the sofa and sleep... before dinner... I am totally tired out and my body and eyes could not take it any longer.. how long I slept ... seriously no idea.. as by the time mum woke me up... it was the WONDERFUL Dinner time ... that cost a bomb....

YUM YUM TIME...... To be eaten soon

p.s Cannot wait to go to sleep.. coz tomorrow is company's Family day and we are going to the ZOO ... yes the ZOO... with the monkeys ... polar bears... and all sort of animals... hehe ... will talk about it when I come home or after my Penang trips... entries... please remind me ... hehe... time to see my godson... MISS HIM SO MUCH !!!!

Penang Trip - Morning Half Of Day 1 - Part 2

2006-06-29T23:44:00.000+08:00

Reaching Penang bus station.... we waited for my Fifth auntie (my dad's 5th brother's wife... yes I come from a huge family... lol ) to come and pick us up.. the wait was like about 20 mins or so .. but to me it seems to long ... perhaps coz I am tired and also feeling hungry and grouchy...

Finally my auntie came with a 7 seater car to fetch all of us ... as plus my youngest gu gu and her hubby .. there is a total of 5 of us .. and driver is 6 lor .. so how to seat in normal car... so lucky my uncle borrow the 7 seater from his friend who have gone to China to do business.. I think its to get more tea leaves... hehe....

So at the bus station .. we wanted to go and and try to see if we can sell off the extra 3 tickets that we have brought ....

Lady : Do not know can sell of or not la
Auntie : Try for us la
Lady : Ok I will try for you... not confirmed on ha ...
Aunite: Can la ... U sell seat 1 A B C for us hor..
Lady : Ok can .. u leave ur number .. if sell off I call you...
Auntie : Can ... u call me la

The lady at the counter was talking super slow.... almost fall asleep while waiting for her to finish talking .... so me and my gu gu walk around and see the other prices of the bus to other parts of Malaysia and also to Singapore... wow the prices are so much different from agent to agent...

Finally all these got settle.. so we went back to the car and then got ready to go for breakfast...

"Ringggggggg"

My fifth auntie's phone went off.... smart guess is my uncle calling to see if my auntie have picked us up yet... so after much talking .. we finally arranged to have breakfast together... so off we went to have dim sum breakfast at some so call coffee shop place...

Wow the breakfast there is nice ... the century egg congee was powerful... not too thick and not too think... just the right texture of a good congee

My First Bowl of Food in Penang

Some other Dim Sum that I eat... I Love them ...

The egg tart was super good.. but too bad I was enjoying myself too much that i totally forget to take picture of the egg tart... wahahah .... greedy me ... after all this .. my uncle went to work ... as it was still Friday... and we went to their place to unpack... bath and then go out ...

Seeing it was best believing it ... the 4 stories of stairs that I have to climb... arrrrrr hate it with all the luggages... but no other choice... so be a good gal and climb.. so tiring.. and sian ... hiazzzz

Finally I did it ... first time I see their place ever since they move here 4 - 5 years ago .. cannot really remember... not really big.. but have 3 bed rooms... and the whole place was air con ... so that was a relief to me.. coz weather was really hot .... so after all the unpacking of "goods"(my familys meaning of items brought for each other to eat.. wear.. drink .... as some items are not available in different parts of malaysia or not at all in malaysia ... or that someone can get better discount else where then the place they are living in)

After some gossiping and talking ... everyone started to bath 1 by 1 before going out ... and starting the day tour... we first started to look for food as it was lunch time.. so call my uncle again and heard he was at a tea place... so off we go ... to find him for lunch and also to drink some good chinese tea.... wow the boss at the place is a good friend (The nice uncle who lend us his 7 Seater car) of my uncle and they just open a new shop ... it seems my uncle hangs out there most of the time as per my fifth aunite ... hehe ....

Tea Making

My Fifth Uncle with his expensive Tea... its Like RM 200 plus for a small box..

"Professional" Utenils for Tea Making

After all the beganning of tea... we all went for lunch at a small time coffee shop and the whole place is full of clocks.. for whatever reason I really no idea... the weather was really hot and the "cooling" tea we drink does not taste right... so no mood to take photo.... after lunch ... we went to the orginal tea shop of my uncle's friend (yup the same uncle).. and the first thing my mum have carving for was durians... and to my horror.. they intend to go to the tea shop to have durians... *FAINT*

The tea shop that my fifth auntie was promoting since we arrive.. saying they have really nice tea and some items made of tea that we cannot image.. and some of the tea in big log cost like RM 42 000 and it will increase as the year goes by (coz the tea matures and it gets better)... the tea cup set there also really nice and pretty and not cheap ok...

Guess what it is made of ??

Something Interesting....

RM 42 000 Tea.... = about SGD$ 22 000

Mum eating Durian... the evidence.. wahahah

Even after all those food... we still went on to eat chendol... wow famous desert in Malaysia..... cheap nice and good...

The 1st road side stall we went too for Chendol....

Mum and Fifth Auntie enjoying it... Yum Yum

The Cooking of the Famous Penang Laksa..

Just have to have some of the fried banana balls before leaving for sight seeing ... that is my dead finger pointing to the uncle what we want... the dark brown ball on the left hand side is the one that I want to eat and it super nice ... delicious man .. now it makes me miss my 2nd Gu Gu's one.... going to ask her to make for me ... YUMMMMMMMMMMMM.....

To be Explore......

Penang Trip - The Bus Jounery - Part 1

2006-06-29T00:06:00.000+08:00

Back from my Penang trip for almost like 2 week already.. and I know the lack of updates is upsetting both to myself and also some of my close friends who read my blog regularly... have been complaining to me why i never update and so on and so forth....

so below is not a very detailed Penang trip ... actually the trip was organised by my youngest Gu gu (dad's youngest sister) or I think so ... lol coz say that my uncle was being promoted and that he might be posted out of Penang soon ... so lets all go and visit before he goes away.....

In the beganning we are suppose to stay in a hotel with a shopping center just beside it ... and what bathroom overlook the sea... so u can see the sea while bathing... but all the plans change... coz my xiao yee... (mum's youngest sister) and her daughter and son was suppose to join us ... but at the last min... my xiao yee fall sick and we are unable to sell of the extra tickets.. so in the end... 3 of us took 6 seats on the coach from SIN - PENANG.... and also have to stay at my Uncles's place which does not have a life and have to walk 4 stories before reaching his flat... that we save almost RM 600.. which went all to the food we eat...

wahahaha ..... and the most pissing of thing is that the arm rest in the center could not be taken up .. so cannot lie on both seat to sleep.... so we end up carrying all the luggages we had on to the bus ... a total of 4 luggages... 1 each for mum, dad and myself ... another 1 extra is food items... and 1 plastic bag which i keep my pillow and Mr M.... he goes on every trip with me .... (Yes I know I am still childish .. but cannot sleep without him ... everyone in the family knows about it ....YES !! even my grandma... HAHA!!)

Crossing the customs was fast and easy for both Singapore and Malaysia side... not much of a problem .. maybe because it was Thursday night... so not many ppl was travelling that night out of the town ... Finally after the Malaysian customer... there my 11 Hours of jounery begains... as we got on to the bus ... mum say want to sit with me .. scare to seat by herself and also want to share listen to my ipod with me ... so as we got settled down ... taking all the jackets... shawl.. and what have we for the long cold jounery on the bus... and before we can sit down ... the ppl in front of us ... just put their chair down and totally we cannot go in at all ... so mum was like

"EXCUSES ME! we have yet to sit down ..."

The couple turn over and give us a blank look .... and then quickly push up the seats... so mum say why not we put the luggages there and we seat behide it .... so not so uncomfortable.... to me was ok .. so once again we shifted all the luggages to the front seat... and as we settled to get comfortable.... and try to sleep... the funny thing is I totally could not sleep.... I also wonder why.. coz normally I will fall fast asleep in the bus once i get onto it .... and will normally sleep till the next stop point for food or for toliet.... so keep on fiddling with my ipod and change the music.... but still after 30 mins still cannot sleep.... arrrrrrrr this is terrible.... then I turn to my mum side....

"ARRRRRRRRRR " I scream in my heart

My darling mum scare me la... she covered her head with the shawl and in the darkness it looks super scary man .....

Then I think she can feel me staring at her... and turn over to look at me ....

Me :" Mum what you doing ?"
Mum :"Very cold la ... the air con blow until I have headache now"
Mum: " I think I go and sit there" (she points to the seat beside her)
Me : " ok... careful ha.. do not fall down"

So once again she have to shift the stuff from the single seat to the seat beside me .... all those shifting ... and without noticing ... hahah we reach the first stop .... makan time for my parents....

The Big Bun My Parents eat

If you look carefully... The century egg porriage is known as Thousand Island Egg... "Faint"

The Food My Darling Mum and Dad Consumed

My mum was like totally no words and ask my dad

Mum : You sot sot issit... why so much food?
Dad : Totally ignoring my mum and just ate his food

All I eat was I think .... a little of the bun skin and a piece of chicken from the "lor mai kai" (a kind of food made up of rice and chicken pieces or pork meat ")... that is all ....

While my parents was finishing the food .. I wanted to go to the bathroom again before boarding the bus...

Mum : I thought you just now go already
Me : I want to go again
Mum : U old women issit ?? Go so many times ..
Me : Cannot issit !!!
Mum : U later do not drink so much water.. If not later want to go pee again
Me : " Roll my eyes" I go just in case mah....

After all these.. when we got back on the bus .. we realise we are the only family who got down the bus to eat and use the bathroom... the rest of the people are either sleeping or just went down to use the washroom.... hahaha ... greedy us ....

So the jounery countined.... but still I cannot fall asleep.... and I only managed to fall asleep after the 2nd stop which was by then 4 am in the morning .... so thoughout the trip .. all i hear is my music and my dad snoring and some other ppl... wahahaha

All of the sudden... I feel a tap on my shoulder and I jolt up from my sleep

Mum : Reach Liao
Me : :Rubbing my eyes.... orrrr... so fast mah

Looking at my watch it was only 6.45am in the morning and we have reach PENANG !!!! The total jounery was only like 8hours plus ... not the 11 hours as per the travel agents.... wahahaha ....

Out of the bus .. I saw my gu gu looking up onto the bus to see if she can see us and I waved to her and she waved back she saw me ... hehe .... so grabbing all our stuff and luggage we try to get off the bus .. but the aunite in front of us .. jsut stand there and switch on her mobil phone and taking her own sweet time ... my dad just stand behide saying nothing .... mum cannot take it anymore so ... she was like

Mum : Auntie excuse me
Aunite : Sorry ha ....

As for me .. I was still in my sleepy state... coz all I had was like 2 hours of sleep or a little more or a little less....

The end of the bus jounery... the beganning of the the Food Jounery

A MeaningLess Life

2006-06-27T14:04:00.000+08:00

Am i going onto a meaningless life.. where work is my only hope and dream or my only thing that i do nowa days.... have tons of long overdue things to blog and also tons of things that I have yet to do ... I need to go do some long overdue shopping ... but I doubt I have times... and I think I have tons of things that is over due....

My trip to Penang... as my photos are not downloaded yet from my Digi... (ya ya I know I am lazy)

Spend Sunday morning sleeping and then dinner at Raffles Town Club with my extended Family... the international buffet was not that good and it cost like a freaking S$ 18.90+++ or something like that... then saw a big white board there promoting the WORLD CUP ... and placing the dates and then we saw a that the promotions manager or Events coordintor really going to be hated by all funs... coz he/she actually got the date for the WORLD CUP FINAL DATE WRONG.... he/ she put 10.06.06... wahahaha

I cannot stop lauging... my uncle just cannot take it .. so he took a pen and circle around it and says.... MATCH OVER ???????

Some one else at the back saw it and could not stop laughing... that is just my family... hehehe ....

Just Another CHILDISH Act

2006-06-15T16:28:00.000+08:00

Recently things in office has been going crazy and ppl saboing us ... like no tomorrow .. and like what I say.. me have been working .... now then I know in the world.. there are such ppl thinks the whole world owns then and not even RESPONSIBLE with their own work ... I mean come on lor. ... this is your own job .... if you keep on taking MC (medical leave) and then disappear and not come to work ... Finally after the whole world decided to stop looking for you ... you appear and put the blame on everyone... except yourself....

When I heard the reason of her wanting to quit on her job .... I do not know to laugh or to feel pity towards her own childishness.... her reason is .....

""Pandapig"(She does not call me that la) is too Strict with me"

"Ppl is Jealous of my friendship with S"

Faint how come there is such ppl with such rubbish excuses.... look at this... if I am not strich in my work and everyone does it in her own way and happy do ... not happy do not do .. then how can the office or the department run .... and some more... me and S is the trainer .... and if anything goes wrong ... who is to take the BLAME..... its ME !!!!

Anyway... she finally return call and she is finding all sorts of excuses and blaming everyone except herself... finding fault in everyone except herself... Lucky never make uniform for her.. if not waste $$$ and also ppl effort in making the uniform.... Her personal life is already in a mess... and that is her problem and not mine ... so shall not comment on that... then she want to make the working environment into another huge messy area....

BUT.... FINALLY she is gone ... total GONE.... I RATHER work 7 days a week or 6 days a week then to have her burden us .... I AM SICK AND TIRED OF THE WHOLE SHIT.....

I know my boss have been working very hard to keep us together and making our working environment a much more nicer place to work in with bonus and also allowance... and other staffs...

I hope Cheryl will stay and not quit .... coz even though she is blur at times.. she is hardworking and also willing to work and share our burdens... and talking about it ... I still own her $$ for lunch she buy for me ....

"GALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL !!!!!! I do not mean to forget one... I will pay you when I come back next week... SOOOOOO Paiseh la ... SORRY........"

I will be going to penang and I pack my luggage in the shortest time possible with all my trips... think I am soon to be a season traveller... LOL..... took me only like less then 30 mins to get all my clothes into my baggage... Ops... left my pink slipper... wahahaha .... later I will put it in ....

Miss my SISTER la.. she is in Bangkok and coming back today.. later she is driving us to the bus station .. and yeah .. me have not change any $$ yet... wahaha .. never mind la .. own mummy first la ... so busy this week... totally forget... hiazzzzz....

Now I feel like sleeping .. but cannot sleep la.. wait tonight cannot sleep then how ... 11 HOURS of ride.... ARRRRRRRRRRR to and fro is 22 HOURS... less then a day but almost a day gone... lol.... When i come back .. will blog on how is survive it ... heheh .....

Till then .... my work is my life now ....

I think I am SUPERWOMAN

2006-06-13T17:36:00.000+08:00

Tell me about it man .. I seriously think I am super women... I have been working since last night... stop work at about 11 pm last night.. and stay over at my work place... and then start work at 7 am again this morining .... on top of that... I am working till 11 pm tonight... so that means just for oday.. me is working like 16 hours.... arrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ...... I am so sleepy now and also starting to have a little headache....

I think I can set up a room here and then sleep inside ... lol... wahaha ... who knows .. soon a room will become my personal room ... wahahah with my own soft toys and pictures and a personal computer inside...lol as if it will happened... but just my thinking of it ....

I promise friends my stories.. but seriously do not have time to do it ... maybe this week when I am on the way to penang then I will write in the bus or something like that... me is looking for a laptop to lend.. who wants to lend me ... coz my sister sold our old laptop away... wahaha.. so waiting for her to get a new one before we can bring on our trip... see la now no lap top .. so ma fen .... and the bus ride is 11 Hours ... how to survive.... eeeeeeeeeeeeks... me thinking of it ... and still thinking .. thinking ... have not even pack yet when I am leaving on thursday.. and now me is so so so sleepy...

I still have 5 hours at work ... and I have already finish all my work .. with nothing to do excpet to wait for my guest to come back and maybe I will be busy then ... but till then ... I am as free as a bird... but the bird is cannot fly one lor .... lol...

*Yawn* * Sleepy*

With all the work piling and ppl MIA .... I think I am working non stop ... DO U THINK I AM SUPERWOMEN ...... even though I like that song.. does not mean I AM ..... I miss my bed.. my dog... my soft toy... my mum .. my dad... my sister in bangkok so nothing to miss...and a speical someone.... /blush

Sick and Sianzzzz

2006-06-02T12:03:00.000+08:00

I have been coughing like no body bussiness these days... thus the lack of updating of mu blog .. as everyday in office all i do is work and then after work come home ... drink the cough mixture and its makes me feel sleepy... so back to bed to rest and when I wake up .... have a little something to eat... then I drink my cough mixture again and thus feel sleepy once again ...

Have not really been online or even visit my friend forum .. sorry about that... I guess I am just too sick and tired... have so much things to updare and talk about .. I think I shall take 1 day leave and stay at home and update all that is to update soon .. coz if not I think I will lose all the momery soon .....

Today cannot ... as I have to go shopping to get my Jie's birthday present ... if not no time to shop liao ... as she will be on leave from Tuesday all through the week .... so have to pass her on Monday... she is sort of my Jie cum my Shifu... coz she have taught me the ropes to my job some 5 years ago ... and since she have move on to another position ... I really do miss her a lot at time s.. but I guess the move was better for her...

I am coughing and so sick... but still I want to go shopping and get her present ... coz I love her and she Loves me too ... heheh ... that is how we love each other.... weeeeeeeeeee....

So now need to go bath and off to shopping .... sick and I need rest.. but for Jie... have to go out la ... hehe ....

The Mind Cafe Part 1..

2006-05-27T11:49:00.000+08:00

Heheh .. going to the mind cafe with my friends today... lol....so excitited.. coz going to play board game... at the cafe i heard from friends that they have all sort of board games... simply cannot wait to go there and have a look for myself....

I call them to make reservations yesterday and you know what... they informed me that they only have 2 slots left... so must faster booked la ... so already booked for 2.30 pm later... wow cannot wait...

This morning... received a call at 7.30 am ... nearly want to scold ppl liao ... then hear is Joel.. my part part time night auditor... so know something must be really wrong... so what happened is that all the tv at my work place is not working and the guest are complaining... and best is now I now my guest wakes up at 7.00 am to watch TV... lol...

So call me la .. tell me cannot get my boss.. so I call my boss in malaysia... and also woke her up... both in our sleepy state... trying to get the message across... so I end up asking my boss to call back and check .. coz me also do not know what is actually going on ....

So since wake up so early liao .. so went to market with my mum and auntie for breakfast.... went to eat vegetarian food.. coz today is the first day of the chinese month... coz me.. eat half day vegetarian food on every 1st and 15th of the month... which is a long long story....

wow now I am so so sleepy.... but have to go bath and meet them soon .. going to travel to there... on MRT... time to cut down on Taxi ... if not going to be broken soon .... and no more $$$ need to save for a lot of things... hehe ....

Time to go and bath and be pretty... hehe

Tomorrow then bring my dog down to pom pom ... she is so stinky already... hehehe.....

Back Back

2006-05-21T16:06:00.000+08:00

I am Back from my Kuantan trip to my granny's place and I have taken tons of photo of the Cherating Beach and also the Waterfall... it really nice even I have a video taken of it ... but too bad all the photos is with him .... so have to wait for him to download before I can post it for all the see....

The trip was both relaxing and fun and we have tons of food.. and sleep at my granny's place which is like an old old old house made of wood... yup I mean wood... wahahah .... but no worries... it still strong... I will update on my trip and also my stories when I am more free.. coz now .. so busy with work and also work... guess nothing but work... soon I will have not life... Hiazzz.... but never mind I still enjoy it .. coz have a wacky and funny boss.... and colleague is also fun ... and funny....

More and more work .... but at least I enjoy my work now .... heheh

When Time Comes - Chapter 10

2006-05-11T02:32:00.000+08:00

“Wow u are earlier then me … I am so impress…. “ Kate told me … consider the fact that she just call me less then 2 hours ago to arrange for this meeting

“Darren will be joining us and he is bringing a friend….Say what his friend is heart broken and needed company and its Friday and he call me to ask if I am going out … so I told him just meeting a gal friend for drinks and chat… and he say want to join us…..”

“Oh I see… or is he interested in you and wanted to spend time with you.”

“Are you mad ?? How I know …. And anyway he is just a normal drinking friend….”

We made our way to our usual bar and was trying to look for a seat when I spotted our favourite place at the back… so I made my way to it and after ordering out drinks… we settle down to the usual topics… on how is life… what have you been up to?? What is new nowadays…. Have you seen so and so … and we just laugh at some old time jokes and also new jokes….

“Over here….” Kate suddenly shouted… she was waving to someone behide me ….I guess it must be Darren his friend…..

Turning my head to see who it was and GOSH !!!! Darren’s friend is HIM.. the infamous him …. I could not believe my eyes…. Guesss fate plays a part…

The usual introduction was going around and I am total lost for words with him sitting just beside him ….. I finally know his name….. Mike

Mike and I sat there for almost 30 mins without saying a single word… and just hear Kate and Darren talking and talking ….

The look was still on his face… now I know what the look was… he is down and out because of love. I want to know what happened… but then we just know each other today and it does not seems nice to be so busybody…..

I could see him sitting there quietly slipping his glass of beer and lost in his own land … his thoughts seems to be so far far away… I am sure it with her and not with us ……

When Time Comes - Chapter 9

2006-05-11T02:28:00.000+08:00

Then came that rainy afternoon… and with all the work load and project down for the month …. Accompany with the rain and a sleepy afternoon…. The memories came back to me … once again …

Bring a heavy heart and wet feet… and a full of his thoughts and question in my mind… I brave though the heavy rain and headed back home…. To the warm and comfortable place that I sorted shelter whenever I feel moody or crappy or just wanted a silent moment to myself.

“Ringggggggggggggggg…… “ my phone went off…. As I was deep in my sleep

“Hello… “ I reply sleepy….

“ Want to come out or not ??” someone over the phone ask me

“ Go where???”

“We go for a drink … and relax after your busy month.”

“Ok… ermmmm who r u ha?”

“Kate la… u dreaming issit?”

“Sorry ha… me sleeping la….”

“Never mind … ok see you at Clarke Quay at 10.30 pm.”

“ Ok see you there then …..”

Lying silently in my bed … looking up on my ceiling … I wonder why did I just agree… coz I just do not feel like going out … but then Kate has been trying to date me for the last 1 month and I have turn her down so many time… guess I better go if she I think she will think I stood her up again …

Dragging my tired body out of bed to the shower… the warm water feels so good on my skin and it seems to freshen me.

Guess tonight will be a good night… just 2 of us hanging out and drinking and chit chatting… that kind of feeling and mood was something that I have not done in a long while…. Now I truly look forward to meeting her and hugging my close buddy… she is what I need most at this moment……

My Life....

2006-05-08T02:13:00.000+08:00

Its been a while since I last blog and also with my stories.. just that it has been crazy around at work and I am like so bus forever.. and with ppl taking MCs and all... i had to work till really late and on top of that... been feeling shitty about not sleeping enough... do not know what is the problem with me ... i sleep already.. and then wake up ... and it been like none stop like that... I do not have proper sleep and I lack in that... I hate it.... I want to sleep... and not wake up... and finally after having some drinks with my cousins at MOS yesterday.. I finally had a good morning sleep... coz I slept at 6.00 am and woke up at 2.30 pm ... and before I sleep ... my tummy feels funny... and so took some medication before I went to bed...

Will write more about the FINALLY Trip to MOS and also my cousin A's drunk show... lol.. so finally man ... and Val Jie is going to ask why i remember every single thing... hehe ....

When Time Comes - Chapter 8

2006-04-25T22:33:00.000+08:00

That memory of him say hi and his Smile … was something I keep deep down inside me… even though my colleagues was asking me what happened… I told them nothing… because I want to keep the privacy of the wonderful feeling…..

As days goes by… it seems that our chances of meeting seems to get lesser and lesser… guess fate was doing down on us … and soon with my heavy load of work ….. the thoughts of him seem to have faded away as I bury myself into work… as everytime I am not able to finish and go home on time…. Thus … I gave up lunch hour to stay in and complete my job ….

Guess sometimes the weariness of your body and also your brain will leave you little or no space to think of other things…. But from the back of my memory… I think at times.. during the night when I sleep… I do dream a tiny bit of him and guess a Smile would have creped silently in the night onto my face……

But when I am wide awake… I cannot seem to remember anything about the dream or what it was… guess that is what work and tiredness can do to you… its take the simplest thing of happiness and dreams out of some one.

Even when I stare into space… all I can see and think is about my work and the many follow ups that I have to do ……..

When Time Comes - Chapter 7

2006-04-25T22:32:00.000+08:00

After a few days of excitement and finally seeing who he is, the novelty of it dies down. The topic to them was no longer interesting as they move on to finding other gossips and stories. Soon they were pulling me to have lunch else where and tell me that its just pointless … since I do not even know him and too scare to even walk up and say :

“Hi ! I find you cute and would like to know you.”

What they say was true and taking their advice… I decided to snap out of it and move on in what all will feel more practice. That is to follow your brain and not your heart.

As if fate was waiting for me somewhere else…. We have change and gone on to a new place for lunch … and when we walk into the food court, there he was sitting right at the entrance.

I could not believe myself that LadyLuck was so good to me for the whole month.

My colleagues saw him too and was like dumb folded and lost for words. As we stand around looking for a place. I felt a sudden tap on my shoulder….

“We are leaving you can have our place”

The voice seems to familiar… where have I heard it before….. I turn around to see that it was “HIM” …. Too shocked and stun … all I could mumble out was a very whispery “ Thank You.” And a silly Smile to him….

He Smile back and nodded…..

I seat there for a moment feeling so weak in my knees and too shocked to be able to say another word…..

When Time Comes - Chapter 6

2006-04-25T20:57:00.000+08:00

Days seems to pass and weeks seems to past … and all this was happening so quickly that I did not noticed that it has been 3 months since the first time I saw him…..

As everyday when I wake up to go to work… the thought of being able to catch a glimpse during lunch time was the motivation that keep me moving on.

Even though the Food court food was boring…. But just so that I could catch a glimpse at him and from his face could tell how was his morning was going … was a real treat for me.

I know I was going mad about him and this is so unlikely of me… but I really wonder at times… deep down inside me what was it that attracts me to him….. But I was never able to get the answer …..

My colleagues was starting to get puzzled by my behavior and was wondering what was is that makes me want to go to the same place for lunch every working day without fail….. Soon they could no longer take the mysterious me and starting to bombard me with questions….

“What is wrong with you?

“ Are you ok?

“Why do you want to go for lunch there everyday”

“Issit it not boring to have the same food at the same place everyday”

“It so unlike you?”

“Last Time when we go to the same place more then 2 times a week, you complained that its so boring .. and now everyday for the last 3 weeks you have been wanting to go there for lunch?”

The question just keep coming and coming… even thought I made up excuses that the food there was cheap and nice, none of them believe me at all.

After much pestering and questions, I finally broke down my defence and told them about “HIM”. Suddenly all seems to be so excited about him. Now a whole new set of questions was popping out.

I have lost my privacy of just having him to myself. The images, the thoughts, the feeling and so much more…..

When Time Comes - Chapter 5

2006-04-25T20:55:00.000+08:00

Lunch was the same as it was yesterday… as usual the same topics of work and also where are the sales on right now and who and who are irritating people who do not understand us and keep on pushing work to us.

Then an image from afar capture all of my attention …. It was so familiar and so welcoming …. I could not believe my eyes… It was HIM…… Ladyluck has strike me for the second time this week….

There he was standing right in there just a few meters away from me …. With an expression that says he was thinking of what he want to have for lunch ….

Gone was all the conversation and gone was all the gossips that my brain was trying to install… instead all my attention was shift on to him… and also his surrounding… guess it was and instinct to see if “Ms Angel “ was with him…..

But nothing caught my eyes… a beautiful gal like her would have immediately have caught my eyes… but no she was nowhere to be seen or found ….

“Guess she is busy today” I told my humble self… but in my heart I was glad that she was not around …. And a tiny Smile creep onto my face…

He walk pass me with a tray in his hand and his eyes was like looking for a seat or for a friend… and he smile… and my eyes went with him in the direction he was heading to ….. my heart started to feel uneasy…. “Could I miss her from behide me”

“Phew… it just a male friend.” A relief went over me as I saw him approaching the table where some guys was already seated…..

He make my day once again …. And I am like a little gal falling in love for the very first time…..

When Time Comes - Chapter 4

2006-04-23T23:26:00.000+08:00

3 Months Ago

The day that I first saw him… with that angel beside him .. and the moment that captivated me ……

Lunch has never been more boring then today…. But the one thing that still excites me when I got back to office is the images of him flashing though my mind… the Smile and those memorizing eyes…. I have never seen such a pair of eyes before … just thinking of it makes my heart skip a beat

Wonder who is he and where is he from… was the only thoughts in my mind for the rest of the day. It seems like he is a dream come true for me ….

But what about the angel beside him ….. that image and question too run inside my mind … and by the end that day… I was having a headache… and it was due to all the swirling images in my little pea size brain ….

“Think no more of it …. You might also never see him again … he might just be a passing someone in your everyday’s life and no more then that… stop all the thinking and thoughts of him ….”

I told myself before I went into my slumber land that very night….. never expected what the next day was going to install for me…

When Time Comes - Chapter 3

2006-04-23T23:21:00.000+08:00

The look that leaves me feeling a tangling pain in the heart for him and puzzled ……

“Where have the Smile gone to ?? The Smile that makes my heart flip everytime I sees it “

Still lost in my thought and with Chermaine rattling beside me…. The train and time seems to move by so fast…. Like a blink of an eye ……

“Oi… Reach already… what you thinking again ? “ Chermaine asked me as she nudged me in the elbow.

“Hmmm… Nothing la….Just thinking about work .” I replied to her… hoping she will that for an answer.

Luckily for me she did not ask any further and give me a puzzling look of disbelief. I just pretended that I did not notice that look and hurry to exit from the train with her.

Outside the train station… it still looks the same as before, the sky was pouring cats and dogs.. and everyone was hurrying pass me in umbrellas of all sizes and colours…

Rain can be so wonderful and it can be so hateful…. Wonderful coz it washes all the bad things feeling away… and hateful for it destroy you beautiful shoes and clothes… I guess there are always 2 side of the coin to look at…

When Time Comes - Chapter 2

2006-04-22T18:32:00.000+08:00

Following her footstep towards the train and braving the rain with my colleague Chermaine…. As I was lost in my own world… All I could heard was Chermaine’s voice ringing in my ear but noting could make sense to me ….

The right ahead I stop short…. There he was standing by the ticket machine .. he seems to be waiting for some one and the look on his face shows that he seems to be worrying about something ….

“Is it about work… Is it about the person he is waiting for” The question was just running though my mind.

I wanted so much to go over and ask him “ How is ur day ? Are you ok? Do u need help?“ but I know all these are just my wishful thinking… just a part of me that wants to share his problem …and bring the Smile back to his face.

“Ouch that hurts” I suddenly heard Chermaine shouting….once again she brought me back to sense…..

“ What happened to you ???”

“ Some Lady just knocked into me with her big ugly bag…. Can’t she say excuse me?…. Why does she not have any manners …………………….. “ Chermaine just went on and on and one about the gal …who has knocked into her .. and how this gal does not have any proper manners and not even a word of sorry to her ………

In my heart… I think the gal must be having an itchy ear or that she has to be sneezing right away non stop… from all the cursing and swearing that Chermaine was leashing out at her……

I just keep nodding my head in response to all of Chermaine’s grumble as my eyes drifted back to where he was standing … he was still in the same position as I last saw him .. and that look was still there….

When Time Comes - Chapter 1

2006-04-22T03:10:00.000+08:00

The Rain start falling as I look out of the window.... the wind was blowing so hard and the raindrops are falling fast and fercious... and my heart goes out to the people who are battling the rain to rush home to be with their family and Love ones.

Guys in smart suits.. gals in office wear.... today is friday... and most people are planning on the week ahead... but it seems that the rain is going to spoil all their plans for the night...

As I look around ... and see if I could catch a sight of him ... lately he has not been around ... and he has not been walking this path... I wonder what has happened to him ... did he quit or he went overseas... or did he just move on in life.

I still remember the day ... when I first saw him .... the bright face... the Smiley face.. the face that has his eyes shinning like the stars...though it was from afar... but it was those that caught my eyes...as he walk pass me ... I could smell his perfume.... the smell that I knew I am going to remember it .......

Beside him ... and there she was... the angel in most gals and guys eyes.... her fawless skin ... her big enchanting bright eyes that can melt any guy's heart.... and the most beautiful Smile that I have seen ...

"Wow she is beautiful" I thought to myself.... she must be a fallen angel from heaven ....

"Gal !! What you doing ?" That shout from my colleague brought me back to sense...

" Ahhhh Nothing la ." I was totally stun ... and that is all I could reply

" Then lets head for home... the rain is killing ............." That was all I heard ...before i drift back to my day dreaming.........

Writing Stories

2006-04-22T03:05:00.000+08:00

From reading a fellow blogger's stories... and thus having inspration(do not know how to spell.. I know my spelling is bad....) to actually write on stuff... do not know who will read... but some of my cloest friend have been reading my blog ... and told me that reading my blog ... helps him to keep his mind free and also relive stres... and thus .... I have decided to write it ... just for writing of it ... coz I have love writing since I was young ... so now just want to pen and share....

Thank you Ghost for giving me the inspration....

An Advetisement for a friend

2006-04-19T22:17:00.000+08:00

not sure how many ppl read my blog... but then i promise a friend that I will help to advertise his forum .. but now the forum sever is down at the moment ... so i cannot copy and past the coding... so the website address is : http://txeon.33host.com/... and till i wait for his server to come up .... then I can inculded the coding into my blog....

He is really trying to imporve himself and make the forum work... so go and support him .. and have fun inside... he has tons of videos and also broadcast TV and radio inside... .... hehe ... and me the spammer inside... lol... wahaha

Just some Updates

2006-04-14T16:55:00.000+08:00

Its some 7 days after my partying ... and I am still feeling happy about the turn out of it and also happy that so many of us managed to gather together for the party and fun ..... That night was some night and I was dead drunk for the 1st time in my life... I was so drunk that I had to be carried onto the cab ... hehe ... but then I still knew what I was doing ....

My throwing up was due to the beer that our dear Steven gave to me ... the moment I was into the club ....and also more later ... we took tons of photos... with my new digital camera... ... the present that was given to me by some 27 ppl who share to give me my present... hehe .... so Happy and excitied about the whole thing... the cam has been in my bag since I got it as a present and I have been going around taking photos and videos on it... hehe .... do not have the photos here so hard to update on it ... as they took something like 223 pics all in all....

I have yet to delete the pics from my cam.. as I want to see how many photos and video can it contain before its full...

I know everyone is really happy about the whole party with birthday cake... drinks and all.... I have seend some cute guys.. who are like friends friends... and also some who try to hook some of my female friends up... coz there was so many of us ... and most are gals... hehe ... I post for tons and tons of photos... and smile and laugh till I am total gone...

But the party ended early... coz moi was so high that Angeline says... time to go home... so Steven carry me into the cab ... and then home we go... reach home also do not know waht time.. and I was already sleeping in my bed.. the only thing I can remember is that I woke up a couple of times to throw up and also at 5 am in the morning... I woke up to bath... take off my make-up and also contact lenses and then throw up some more before going bed to bed to sleep the whole night though... wow nice...

The next morning... no hang over for me... I even went out for ice cream with my best friend... lol... will talk more about the party later....

All I want to say is that I am so bored in office now with nothing to do ... what can I do now... boring ....

IT MY HATCHDAY

2006-04-06T22:24:00.000+08:00

wahaha 25 years ago ... a darling little Panda was born into this world ... at KK hospital to a beautiful mum and a not so handsome dad... lol.. whaha say my dad till like this... but nvm la ... he also do not know ..... so back to my Panda story.... so 25 years later here I am blogging about it .... hehehe

I am sooooooooooooooooooooooo happy today... when I got my parsents... that I totally cannot believe it ... I nearly cry and my eyes was all wet and shiny.... all I can say is they got me my dream present... something that I always wanted.... and I will blog about it some other time... coz I am so tired and sleepy now .. with all the excitment... and also going around ... I cannot take it anymore.... so I will say more about it maybe tomorrow morning ...

Coz full party is on full swing tomorrow.... heheh

My Mummy's Birthday is TODAY !!!!

2006-04-05T11:24:00.000+08:00

LOL... today is my mummy's birthday... and I have to endure last night till 12 midnight so that I can sms her to tell her Happy Birthday... lol and tonight my mum will have to sms me back ...

Coz my mum's birthday and mine is 1 day apart... she is on the 5th of April and mine is on 6th April... hehe so normally we will celebrate it together... hehe .. so that is why I and mum is so close... and as usual tonight we will be going for dinner ... weeeeeeeeeee have not buy cake yet... later maybe then go buy... small cake and cut ... hehe cannot ask daddy to go one.. coz he sure will not know how to buy or what to buy... so either myself or my sister will have to go get it for us ... hehe ....

Finally mum decided on what present she wants... that is the CK moments perfume... have to buy for her... and since I have a S$ 50 taka voucher from company for birthdays... I can use it ... I tot I have another S$ 50 from last year.. but cannot remember.. nvm la..S$ 50 enough liao ... the rest i top up lor... hehe

A little Inside of what I have gotton so far for birthday....

My boss also give me S$ 30 Capital Land voucher... so all can go shopping... and also I spend ....S$ 83 at DP to get a dress for my birthday... heheh ... and wonder what my darling sister is getting for me .. . hehe

And my friends cum colleague is planning a big suprise for me ... and I wonder what issit... they all have been actting so secretly and also like hush hush ..... giving my funny smiles... and also and giggling at me ... hmmmmmmmm... guesss I just have to wait ... and my poor best friend is planning the whole thing... must be hard on her.... so that is why... I LOVE HER

My god-brother Kenny is going to KL .. so i got him to get my the shoes that I nvm buy in KL the other time.. so I just call the shop in KL and weeeeeee they still have the shoe and that size in black... heheh so Happy... but no more discount... but my kor.. say he is getting for me as Birthday present... hehe ... so far all is I like one... wonder who else is buying my Presents... hehe

Till then ... lets see what happenes tomorrow ... and Friday.. cannot wait for it...

ICE AGE 2

2006-04-01T02:50:00.000+08:00

went to watch it on Thursday... wooohoooo opening day... what can u expect from a movie buff like me.... so funny... that i cannot stop laughing ... suoper super funny... and lomantic too ... hehe ... go watch ... nowadays... movies like to limited.... or shall i say good movies... and so the cartoon was really cool and nice and funny.... what can i say more... just go watch it ... especially if you are feeling upset... lalalala

watch this on Friday... after... and it as usual some romantic comedy... handsome man .. and pretty gals... I like it ... that is why i am a sucker for lomantic movies...

These few days have been going out ... drinking and all .. just wednesday was out with the gals at some pub drinking and having fun.... will blog on it more maybe tomorrow... need to arrange the pics a bit and now me missing my mummy and daddy... they have gone to malaysia and thus .. explains that I am home alone till Sunday night... and by the time they come home ... me will be watching Campus super star.... heheh ...

3 am in the morning ... and i think they have reach grandma's place....

KL Trip

2006-03-22T19:22:00.000+08:00

Finally i got my photos downloaded.... so i can update on my KL trip and also the bus which we took.... before I went i even complained to A that the bus ticket so expensive... S$ 72.00 la ... but then now after the whole trip... its all worth it ...but wait.... the S$ 72.00 cover 2 way from SIN - KL and KL - SIN... but SIN- KL is 26 seater and KL - SIN is 16 seater...... coz we wanted 2way to be 16 seater but then from SIN - KL .. they do not have any more tickets.... so no choice lor ... but the space was spacious enough already...

I think they imporve the air con in the bus already... coz we took a morning bus and the air con was fairly cold... and I mean like even my auntie need to cover herself with a shawl... and not to say the bus we took back from KL was the best.... the air con was sooooo cold ... we needed blankets to cover.... I am serious .... maybe coz there are only 16 of us in the bus.... but you know ... its like an air plane on ground.....

Lets start from the top....

After I completed my blog on Friday wee hours in the morning ... and totally give up on ipod... I went to watch 1 disc of the new show ... Princess Lulu... and then feeling sleepy... I went to sleep... and I think I sleep from about 7.30 am to 8.30 am or 9.00 am ... totally cannot remember liao ... but that is all I sleep since Thursday night... and then got up and bath... did not feel sleepy at all .. more of exciting of the trip to KL.... my sister was so funny... she look so poor think standing and say bye bye to us ... hehe and my mummy wanted to tip her S$ 10.00 lol.. so funny.. the sight... but she refuse... lol... save $$ lor ... hehe kidding....

Got down to take taxi to Golden Mile and dad wanted to have breakfast ... enter the complex... and I could not take the smell of it ... I think its the herbs ... coz I keep on sneezing... so mum ask me to go do the check in at the counter of the travel agent...

Mum : Go check in la
Me : Need mah ... please la where got ppl check in for Bus one... you think they care...

Mum give me a face... so as a good gal always... I took the envelope containing the bus tickets and went to the counter... and to my suprise... you have to check in and they will issue you luggage tags... wowo ... and inside the travel agent there is a waiting place for executive bus (26 seaters) and first classs (16 seaters) and different class of bus have different luggage tags... WOW ... Impresss.... I totally forget to take photos for all these... Coz maybe I am still a bit sleepy and caught off guard of it ... lol...

After all.. they gave me the bus number and the insurance for the trip and told me to go back by 10.20 am to board the bus... went back to meet my parents and aunite and all ... and pass them luggage tags to tag bags and then the usual of must go toliet before borading the bus... and all... and finally all is ready.... when we went back to the Transtar counter... the bus was already there... so we procceed to board the bus ... and the same there was a guy there to help put your luggage.... my mum and me .. took the first seats... and we saw that the glass was crack... my 2nd gu gu as usual say... how can like that... wait all shatter how ???? ... lol...

anyway soon we have all settle down ... and on the way to custom to clear it and to KL.... oh and the bus provides food.. and we can actually choose in advance.. and I make a super silly choice by choosing ... egg mayo sandwhich... SO WRONG MAN ... coz the mee gorong and the Nasi Lemak was super nice... to eat... and I was like sharing with mum and dad...

Dad : See la .. why go choose the sandwhich
Me : How would I know the Nasi Lemak is so nice to eat
Dad : Next time u better not choose that...

Me just carry on eating my food... my dad is like that... he like to suan me and distrub me .. making me feel bad... so have gotton used to it .. almost 25 years liao ... so used to it liao lor ... whahaha ... the right after we cross custom... the food was sever by a stweard... in Black pants, jacket and tie and white shirt... No kidding... forget to take photo of him .. but then again he is not that handsome if you ask him ... lol... after lunch ... my aunite pass me a bracelet and say give me as birthday present... i was like =.='... but anyway I am still wearing it on my wrist...

Gu Gu : it Whitegold ok... mai think what
Me : orrr ok... if I can itchy.. that means it not lor ...
Gu Gu : White Gold la.. my friend give me and its too big for me
Me : ok... Thank you...

So for most of the road trip I was sleeping like a log ... my mum was watching movie after movie... like Garfield.. and I woke up just a bit .. and she was like laughing and laughing at Garfield.. and say.. if i go on sleeping... I will end up like Garfield... waht kind of mum is that... mean mum ... and she was poking me .... and I was poking her back .. and she got me hook on to Garfield too... so I end up watching the show on my own mini TV... and I think by the time ... we finish we have already reach KL ...

From the bus station to the Hotel in a cab was only like 5 mins ... but waiting for the cab is really long ... but it was quiet cheap RM 7 ... the hotel when we reach there... not bad... tot its going to be some lousy hotel.. but when we enter.. I was suprise that a lot of ah mohs were staying there.. and so while my uncle was checking in ... I took some photos of my uncles... and aunties and cousin ... there was a total of 9 of us who went there...

My uncle totally worn out

So after all the allocating of rooms was done...we went upstair and the key that my uncle gave to my dad has someone staying in it... so we went to check it out and when we open the door... we saw a briefcase bag... and I was like

Me : The bag look like Uncle Kai
Mum : Close the door faster ... don;t see ppl's thing

I just close the door.. and my 2 gu gu and my mum was saying the person so bad ... never switch off the light and TV in the room and even if the person die inside the washroom also no one knows.... but all end and dad went to out room temp... and the reception send another key to us .... and dad went to the new room to rest and bath for dinner.... as I was unpacking.. my mum was like you bring so many tops for what...

The room Me Sharing with Mum....

Me : To Mix and Match lor ...
Mum : Still Bring your Monkey....
Me : Yeah ... My Mr M... w/o him cannot sleep....
Mum : U big gal liao la...
Me : Who cares... I sleep in the room...

As the usual me... I took a pic of the room ... and mum using our lousy digital cam took the outside of the buildings... I borrow a digital cam from my best friend.. so image better.. lol.. hehe

Half way packing... my uncle kai came knocking on the door...

UK : Where is big brother?
Mum : In the room lor ..
UK : No he is not there
Mum: He is in room 1429
UK : But my room is 1415 ....

wahaha then we all realise my uncle Kai came in earlier and have already check into 1415 which the key was earlier given to us ... and the room indeed is ours... the hotel reception so blur .. also got everything wrong .... wahahaha .. so the person they were cursing and saying is actually my uncle lor... waahah ... whahaa what a joke man .. so my dear mummy hurry over to get my dad's staff out of the room and into our room while my uncle went downstairs to replace the keycards... lol

After that the whole family went to have dinner and not only the food does no taste good.. I think my gugu can cook better then that... it was also super expensive....10 of us have dinner.. we spend like RM 350 (~S$150) .. we could have eaten better food at a cheaper price... then it started to rain ... arrrrrrrrr rain ... and we were all stuck in the eating place... not like a resturant nor its a coffeeshop...so waited and waited finally it got smaller and luckily we were close to the hotel... so we made a dash .. especially my 2nd gug gu .. coz she say she got tummy ache ... half way.. my 1st gugu say the king of fruits and cannot resist... so we went back to eat.. while my 2nd gugu made her own way with her family back to the hotel and did not even realise that we were gone from the back ... hehehe .. so the 6 of us enjoy durians under a beach umbrella and it was raining again ... SO nice the durians.. I am one who seldom eat.. so when I say nice.. its nice... but then again I am not picky about food.. .. then when the rain got smaller... we run back to the hotel....

Durian Time

By the time we reach our room and bath... it was only like 9.00pm or something like that... and I fall alseep like 10.00pm or 10.30 pm .. so early... lol... holiday and I sleep so early... lol

Next morning .. my dad woke up super early and call my mum in the room... to go for breakfast and to my horror its only 7.00am or something like that.... arrrrrrrrr... I do not want.. buy mum was like....

Mum : Good gal la .. come come lets go breakfast together
Me : Want to Sleep la
Mum: Come la ... later then sleep... come good gal....
Me : arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Slowly i drag myself to wash up before going down for breakfast... Thank GOD... I am good gal... coz after that about 8.00am .. the whole place was full and ppl were all queening for their turn .... phew !!!!

After meal ... went back to room to change and bath... after all done ... it was only like 9.30am ... and everyone was in my room .. do not know for what.. so i make noise la... say.. so early.. shops also have not open .. this and take .. lol... so mum say we take slow walk to shopping center... so we all left and went shopping ...

Went to LOT 10 .. once there it was own time own target.. so mum and myself we went in search of manicure and padicure.. while the rest was walking around .. we left dad behide some where... lol .. where u ask me I also do not know .... the old ladies need to do it .. coz Wedding Dinner in the night... actually if you ask me now ... I kind of regret doing it .... not properly done... and I waited so long .. I could have gone back to the hotel to go swimming or something....

Lot 10 in the night... the Branded Shopping Complex

We got there tooo early all the shops were not open ... and I say my fav shoe shop there and there were not open ... I have big feet so kind of hard to buy shoes... so when i say there was an out let there and there was sale... wow ... I am out of my mind... so happy... and in the shopping center... there was sofa for ppl to sit and wait .. so me and mum was sitting there and waiting for both the nails shop and the shoe shop to open and half way we got thirsty so went to get a drink and it cost me RM 5.50 for some not really nice drink ...

RM 5.50 drink

And at about 11.10am the shoe shop open .. and once ppl just switch on the lights... I went straight in and in less then 10 mins or so ... I brought like 2 pairs of shoes... and mum got 1.. after discount and the exchange rate.. per pair only cost me like S$ 20 plus and 1 Pink one... my fav cost me like S$ 40 plus .. ot me it cheap coz for the same shoe in Singapore it will cost me like S$ 50 - 60 plus ....

The place that I got my Shoes.... 3rd Floor

My Shoes and Mum's.... The Pink one and the Sliver one

Then the manicure shop open and mum went to did her manicure... as for me .. I was still looking at shoes.. and saw only that I really really like ... but they only got like 1/2 size bigger and 1/2 size smaller... so I cannot buy.... so regret now... hope some one will go back to KL soon .. within this 2 weeks.. so I can ask the person to get it for me .... arrrrrrrr ... then i went shopping alone to get my Little Panda's birthday present... my in-game daughter.. lol...and after all the walking I mange to get her a really nice heart shape bracelet.... weeeeeeeee then i went back to find mummy and saw my aunite in the shoe... so went in to accompany and say a pair of SILVER shoe.... arrrrrrrrrrr just could not resist in buying .. so i got it ... I know ah lian la .. but just so nice ... so got it again ... and my aunite gave it to me .. and say its my birthday present .... =.=' so i just keep quiet.. but have to give her back RM 1 coz pan tang... about it ....

The rest of the afternoon I spend in the manicure shop lazing around ... dozing off... when i finally got my manicure done ... it was raining .. so I made a dash to try to get an umbrealla.. and got I at giodarno got one.. which cost me RM 18 .... so EXPENSIVE....... ARRRRRRRRRR but raining so no choice just buy la ... made my way back and the road was flooded in some area... eeeeeeeeeks...

Reach the room... mum was almost going out but her makeup a bit off... so i did some patch work for her.. and she was all ready to go ... everyone was so pretty and handsome... and as for me .. getting ready to go have dinner with my Little Panda.. she travel all her way down from her school to meet me and the trip is like 2 hours long ..

Met her and we had a wonderful dinner... at some Japanese rest... the food was not that nice.. but her bowl of noodles was indeed huge.. and she took a long time to finish it ... she was so sweet.. she got me a present for my birthday... advance birthday present... so cute.... no chance to take the photo yet...

The Jap rest we went... beside Regent Hotel

My Little Panda's Bowl Of Noodle

By the time dinner was done ... she have to go home already... so we walk back to the MRT station and me back to the hotel ... and by the time I reach back .. it was like only 9.30pm and I bath and change and lying on the bed watching show after show while waiting for my parents to come home ... mum call me from downstairs ask when they came back asking if I want to go down for a drink .. but lazy me ... so stick to my bed.....

And about midnight I was hungry and call for room service and they took like 1h 30 mins to come when they told me it was going to take only 20 mins... when I finally call and cancel the order.. and off the light ... and going to sleep.. it came.... =.=''''' so i simply just reject.. coz I want to sleep liao and no mood to eat also ...

Monring came and as usualy mum wanted to wake me early.. but I just sleep in do not care.. also mai care brekfast liao ... then at about 10.00 i woke up and went down to have my own breakfast ... after that... we went shopping again and lunch and back to bath... then rush rush rush ... pack and change ... going to take the bus back home ....

After all check out ... went to get a cab ... and dad got into a quarrel with the taxi driver.. coz the man wanted to over charged us .. tot we cannot understand malay.... BIG MISTAKE.... BIG BIG MISTAKE....

We check in at the bus terminal under Transtar and luckly have air con place to seat and wait and also to choose our meal... .. the bus ride to Singapore was a total wonder... 16 seater bus... my pic really do not do them justied... video on demand... wow u can choose to watch all sorts of movies .. english ... Chinese... korean ... japanese.. and some other languages... cannot remeber liao ... .. play games... and the movies can even be pause when u do not want to see anymore.... wow.... can you image it ....

The Comfortable waiting area....

My wonderful family... w/o me ... daddy.. uncle and my 2 cousin...
see how comfortale they are.....

Mr M and the TV in the bus... see he is enjoying himself....

Came back to Singapore... sleepy and tired.... but I guess I really did enjoy my trip... a trip that i really need..... coz i need the break.....

Back ... Back... Anyone Miss me

2006-03-20T21:18:00.000+08:00

Came back from KL last night... so sleepy... and now still sleepy... have a wonderful time in KL.. but did not take much pictures... hehe... will try to upload them tonight ... coz have to give my best friend back her digital camera.... hehe .. and then will blog on my trip to KL...

ARRRRRRRRRRRR.... Its Super Pissing Me OFF and making my upset

2006-03-17T06:21:00.000+08:00

My darling mummy.. so nice ... to send my ipod mini or shall i say.. our ipod mini ... coz me and my sister share... but she uses it most of the time .... coz got it as a free gift from Singtel when we upgraded our internet about 2 years ago ... so this time round... new upgrade wonder what we will get... perhaps i shall check the website later...

Talking about the ipod mini.. send it to the repair center so they say the battery was down so have to change a whole new battery and luckly it was still under warantty so do not have to pay.. if not will cost like almost $ 150 or more to just change the ku ku battery.... then the whole ipod was being reformat and we have to d/l the new itunes... and the ipod update for it to start working again ... and so as usual... i did as fellow on the paper and all went well till i wanted to update the software of the ipod and it rejecting me ... what the hack man... says what "FirmWare Failure to update. Disk xxxxxxx error' cannot remember ...

so I freaking try so many times.. even went to find new songs to d/l so excited... then cannot up load into the ipod.... ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR how can it do this to me ... and the worse part of it is that I am still not sleeping and typing my blog at 6.30 am in the morning ... leaving Singapore in like 4 hours time ... and leaving my house in maybe 2 or 3 hours time ... but still the ipod does not work ..... so have to go back to my trusty Discman ... lol... she has been with my for like 4 or 5 years and still in good condition .. coz I take care of my stuff and handle with care ....

My luggage is half pack and i cannot seem to be bother about it .... and talking about .. I totally forget about my swimwear... saw the hotel on the website... that shows a great pool... so have to bring for sun tanning.... as if I will be able to sun tan .. but then who cares... bring liao then say...
going to sleep on the bus later... still thinking if want to bring jacket or not ... then think here think there... like no need lor ... coz nowadays so hot .. even though in bus ... the what happeneds cold.... aiya .. me still thinking and mummy is going to wake up and see that my bag is not finish packing ... she is going to freak out ... and weeeeeeeeee going to wear my new pink project blood brothers slippers... me is so happy about it ... 20 mins to 7 am ... the sun is going to raise... think i will see sun raise... maybe i iwll but then better go and finish my packing ... b4 my mum wakes up ....

Oh and a sad note is my cousin fly areoplane on me ... and not going to come.... haizzzzzz

Trip Trip and shopping here I come....

Up Dates .... Not In Town ;op

2006-03-16T15:25:00.000+08:00

Life is getting more and more boring these days.... and so spice up mu life a bit... I am going on a trip to KL with my parents.. .. actually is I thick skin tag along.... coz my parents are going to attend a wedding dinner of my dad's old neighbour ... daughter... lol... some more not relatives ... or issit my grandpa's old neighbour's daughter.... i also not sure .... still almost the whole family is going down ... what i mean is .. my aunites and uncles are going tooo....

lol.. so me is going only for rest and relax and also to check out the Zouk in KL... wanted to go long ago ... but no chance and so this time round take the chance and tag alone... and share room with my mummy and daddy.... when was last time i share a room with my parents... w/o my sister.... I think its a long long long long long long x 10 ago... lol ... I mean i do sleep with my parents in the same room every Chinese new year or when we go back to my grandparents place... but its like for at about 3 - 7 days.. lol... so wonder how can i get used to it .. I think i did ... the feeling is so warm ....

Guess when u get older... u learn to see things from different point of view and differnet things begain to take a different image in life... when u get older... things also seems more vivid that it used to be.. and also much more blur or clearer at times... so what can it be.... wonder wonder..

So that brings me to the main point... I am not in Town for the next few days.. going to KL tomorrow morning and coming back on Sunday... short trip... meeting a few ppl there but surely have already plan what I intend to do ... but then my bag is not pack yet... lol... so tonight going home to play some games.. and then to pack my bags...maybe not sleeping... coz tomorrow can sleep on the bus lor ... so think tonight do not want to sleep... so can sleep better on the bus.... and snore and distrub the whole entire bus... lol....

Borrow a digi cam from my best friend to take photos there with my cousin and also of the hotel and also see got what lese to take .. as if I am a tourist man ... but i think most ppl know I love to take photos of Hotel rooms and the surounding.. coz that is me lor ... some one just told me that i look much for prettier when the photo is taken when I am not looking for when it caught me unaware.... lol.. so does that mean my blur look is cuter... lol...

Life in office is getting a bit better in someways.. but that means I have more stress ... but now I seem so free like nothing to do .. issit coz i really got nothing to do... or issit that i got tons of things to do but i just do not want to do .. or I simply is lazy only... heheh ... I guess it is all ba...

But I is really hardworking ... I will make sure I finish all my job before I go home tonight... now me is so sleepy and no feeling to work at all ....

The other time I mentiont that I was going to apply for another job within the company ..which I did ... but its seem no one is calling me for an interview.. maybe coz I am not up to their standard... how so lame .. and so sian ... but never mind... I will try to get a better job else where.. and hopefully soon... I know that is bad to do that... coz my new boss is really nice.. but i am doing it for my future.. so I really have to do it ... if not I will be here forever.. and i mean Forever... which i hate and dislike....

But do not want to think so much already la.... I JUST WANT TO GO AND ENJOYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY myself tomorrow till Friday... and then come back and see how things go ... till then is enjoyment time... weeeeeeeee yeahhhhhhhh

Me So Sian ... >.<

2006-03-08T00:53:00.000+08:00

Things at work are a little better with my new lady boss... she is a total different from old male... so that means it has its pros and cons about the whole matter... She really thinks about our welfare and she is like so sayang us ... she makes sure we are not hungry and that we have eaten lunch or dinner depending on which shift we work in ... for example like today... she was so funny... my colleagues S and I order Macs and she came out and ask why u all order Macs and never ask me too... we are like -.-.. coz first time we have boss ask us that... so we feel like so funny... and she like a little gal or friend to us ... she actually went to the bar to ask S and I why when ordering Mac never ask if she wants too....

i think S and I also shock... where got boss like that so friend friend with us ... even want to eat Mac with us ... and so she end up eating cup noddles.. LoL... then before you go home today... she told me ... don't take lunch tomorrow... we order KFC ok... I was like stun ... hehe but I went ok ... and went off to do my work .. she is such a "ONZZZZ" boss... and the moment i step into office I was so busy doing roster with her and also telling her about the job ... and yesterday had a long talk with her on the new gal YL ... who has been pissing me off.... so she also understand and says she will have a talk with YL soon ... Now the thought of leaving is no longer there... In fact if i want to leave now ... I also feel really bad about it ... coz she is such a nice boss... and I really cannot bear to .... but then If i do not leave.. when will I ever go ... so in the end ... I will have to better leave... and I want to go and see the world and have more experience in other areas of my life and job ....

Then do not know if god is hearing my calls... coz there is a opening in another dept and I kind of like that job .. or more then it kinds of suit for me to move over and have a new environment... but then when i ask my friends from the dept... they told me that that is a new opening and I will have 3 boss to report to ... so not sure if I can take it and will be able to manage it ... so that is what I am thinking too ... but then the changelle is there and the pay will be better ... At least I have a more normal job ... no more shift work ... and also more time to travel and spend time with my family ... and also the not so stress at times...

I mean I am in my job for 4 years plus .. going on to 5 years and there are suitation that I can handle and not others can... beside M and A... but then the ppl they emplying in are all so sucky... and hard to train to a point that... I am so sick and tired and also really no more the energy to train ... as I think things are really going to be like total no standard with the new ppl... and I am like teaching and teaching and I cannot be in the same place all the time .. or can I be always beside them to remind them what to do and some more I got tons and tons of work to finish and ppl waiting for my reply... and on top of the that... the rest of the campus ppl do not want to communicate with the newbes and only want to talk to me or S ... coz simple as in we have more experience.. some times.. S even have to ask me certain things... and S and me are so tired.... we just want a LONG LONG LONG break to think go things... and can u believe I have... like 17 or 18 OIL (OFF IN LIEU) to clear... maybe they should just pay me ... and then I will be much more happier... .. but HR says no ... so nvm lor ... coz I want to rest also ...

I cannot be like that... coz when I am depress or stress... i tend to take tons of choclates and its bad for my health and also it makes me fat... which i really do not want... but the new gal is super slow and pissing my off big time ... and I do not know when I will break down ... some nights before I go to sleep.. I really feel like crying .. .. coz I really have tons of unhappeniness and I am not excatlly a really patient person ... and today I heard ... that YL ... thinks I am treating her like a little gal... but how can I not treat her like a little gal... when she writes her own notes and she also do not know where she writes and what she writes... when she read her own notes... she does not even understand .. so how ??? how? how ? how ? can some one tell me how to handle such a person ....

She is so slowly .. that I come to a point .. that i rather do the work myself coz by waiting for her... I will have done the same things over and over for almost 5 or 6 times... and when i ask her why so slow... she says.. coz there is a lot of intruppation when she is doing her work... but then I have done it before.. so how come ... I do not see a problem .. but she does.. and she keeps on giving me the same excuses... maybe different ppl have different speed and learing power.. but seriously I think she is like .... I got no words to describe her slowness.... Can see she is improving in some areas... but there are areas that need tons and tons of improvement.. but she is not improving ... so how long more must I wait ... guess there is nothing I can do except to wait wait wait wait wait... wait till i become a Old Women...

Guess tomorrow is another day... another day to think of work ... but then tomorrow working with S so I can go home early and also tomorrow have S .. so work will finish faster... Weeeeeeeeee... YEAH !!!!! and also have to think if i want to apply for the transfer.... maybe should just apply and then ... let fate decide the rest of it ...

.................................................................... thinking in process........................................................

Nearly Died !!!

2006-03-03T01:19:00.000+08:00

Nowadays... it seems for me that i am getting more and more tired and sian to go to office... I think its more to do with my colleague now .. especially the new gal .. lets call her Y ... I know she is old and new and only has been on the job for 1 week plus .. but then her performace is like so so slow ...and the same thing i have to repeat to her like 5 - 10 times and she will then ask me the same question again ...

So lets see what happened today that piss me off... I came into office already feeling a bit sian .. but never mind .. so see S .. was chatting with her and laughing and then start the day... feeling so much better after the chat and laugh.. ... reach my desk .. start taking out my stuff to do coz i have tons of paper work and also accounts to finish before Friday... as I need to submit to my account department.. so was rushing and rushing have tons of overdue stuff to do ... So i left Y some work to do ... Hoping she can finish in an hour or the most 2 as she is new... to my HORROR she took like almost 6 HOURS and STILL NOT DONE.... I was totally dumb folder .. nothing to say... so I ask her.. why take so long to do .. and she told me not long what... just now got a lot of intruption ... i was -.-' as I have more work and tons of phone call for me ... and still i mange to finish what ever i was doing and still have spare time to check on her work and was searching for my docutment high and low and still have to attend to all the enquires and other stuff

Basically if you were to see me and her doing and working .. U will know I have more stuff to be done and complete then her... but STILLL HIAZZZZZZ she take a donkey long time to do ... I also do not know waht to say... coz when i teach her she write down tons and tons of notes... but then when its time for her to refer to ... she does not and keep on asking me the same question ... and after i corrected her... she do the same mistake again .... totally got nothin to say about it and she is also RUDE... in her words and never wants to listen ... I mean she is nice in a way... but then there are something i totaly cannot stand about her.. maybe coz she thinks she is older then us so we have to respect.. but how to respect when she herself also do not know how to respect others... rest my case....

Anyway.. my new boss is coming tomorrow and this time round its a LADY BOSS... wahah I have worked there for 4 years coming to 5 years and first time .. for me its a FEMALE BOSS... hopefully its better then my last boss... but I think I might not stay there for long ... time to move on in life.. before i get too old...

Dedicated to My Darling Hamster

2006-03-01T02:52:00.000+08:00

Some friends and a fellow blogger have been asking my why no update of my vblog... frankly speaking .. I ahve been so busy stress and busy with work and its more then I can handle... and on top of that few of my colleague left and the management is talking an awful long time to search for a replacement... and the replacements that came are all so old ... and cannot remember or total have no background or what so ever on the job ... so its so hard to train and on top of that.. coz they are older then us ... they tend to want us to respect then more then they respect us ... when we senior tells them off... they feel so hurt and offended.. .. I mean what can i say... u do wrong .. we have to correct you .. and if we keep on saying the same thing over and over again ... we will also get fed up on it ... can they understand that....

Anyway i totally so fed up with the 2 new gals and also so fed up with the amount of work I have.... I just wanted to rest also cannot ... so i told S that I am going on a break in March for 3 days.. coz i am totally gone ... will be making a trip to KL with my parents.. coz they have to attend a wedding dinner there... so I am going there to visit my friend and also to go the Zouk in KL and also to rest and relax... I just want a break .....

So many things happend this few months.. and I hope nothing more is going to Happened... my 3 colleague left coz of my Boss... and then my Boss also left.... and its seems its up to me and S to run the whole place.... and both of us are doing 6 person job each .. and so u will see 2 of us colllsape or break down and cry.... but I am total do not care or simply cannot be bother any more... too much anger is eating em and I need to relax and be myself...

But the title of my post is dedicated to my darling hamster who has been with us for almost 3 years has pass away peacefully tonight.... I am so upset about the whole thing... coz he is really cute.... Just want to tell him .... I LOVE YOU FURBY... you are really cute.. rest in peace and hope you find snowby in heaven .... I creid when he die and was so upset... that i did not talk .. but i guess i was kind prepare for it .. coz he is so old already and he has live pass his life span... normally for hamster its about 1 1/2 years to 2 years max i think ... but Furby outlive his kids and also his wife .. and has spend 3 wonderful years with us ... I am so going to miss him .... I think i lost all his pic when my old computer crash ... i hope i kept some in my laptop... have to go and search for it ...

Its now like 3 am here and I am still not sleeping ... took MC yesterday .. coz of a back pain and headache and also giddness... why issit now adays like that... went to see the doctor and for the first time since I start seeing him years ago .. he tells me that my blood preesure for today is low ... and i ask him why... he ask me about work ... and then i told him .. so he says... it has to be my stress on job and also not enough sleep.... and really speaking I have to stop carrying heavy stuff if not I am going to suffer.... so have to listen to doctor lor .... if not the person to regret and suffer is me .....

Hiazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz