Sweet Sweet... Can You Taste It ?

Exam is in 2 hrs plus plus time .. and seriously speaking I feel that I have not been as prepared as the last time... I mean seriously speaking... if I can get a pass or even a credit for this subject.. I will be super Happy... a Dist will be Super Great... so keeping my Fingers cross... but I will still do my best and finish all 4 questions...if I get higher then expected.. mummy will be happy for me...

Have my first exam result a day before mummy was admitted into Hospital and I got a Dist.. she was happy for me... and that life her mood up before the operation.

I am now in office.. as usual with tons of things to do and follow up, but not with the mood to do it. Maybe later I will spend a the last 1 hrs before work finish to do the filling of the payment cards. My senior cum bubby for work have gone on another week of MC, due to the fact that she is giving birth soon.. I am scare man... coz it seems she have tons of work to still teach and handover to me that have yet to be done.... so seriously speaking .. I am kind of lost at the moment and hungry lol....

Went to the hospital at 7 am this morning to see mum... and my big kau mo and big kau fu is there liao .... big kau mu even cooked congee for mummy to even ... when I went and see her.. she have finish like 5 spoon full of it and she looks happy with it... then i told her is medication time.. her face total change... haha ... she HATE taking PILLS... the last 1 days have been bad.. trying to coax her to take her pills... she have been delaying and delaying the time to take her pills.. at the moment the record time is 40 mins for 6 pills...

Mummy even want to attempt to hide her pills in her pocket... she see too many shows liao ... haha ...

Woke up this morning to find that the slow pot cooker is total burnt ... coz my darling sister have put it on auto to brew red date and black beans soup for mummy.... and she never put enough water to last it... I think if its goes on and brew with no water... sooner or later it will catch fire... arrrrr scary man....

Today since mum had her congee specially cooked for her.. she did not want to have the hospital food.. so me eat lor and in the attempt to not have her pills or delaying time to her pills again... she indicated to me that.. I finish the hospital breakfast food before she will have her pills....

Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha.. wrong move... there was only a slice of bread.... a bowl of oat... an egg .. a cup of Milo and a bottle of Yakult.... hahaha how long can that take me ...

Mummy so nice.. she even spread the butter for me on the bread and break the eggs for me into the bowl.. did not eat the egg yolk.. coz hard liao ... do not like cooked egg yolk... eeeks...... feel so love... and that bowl of oat is tasteless.. so we have to put our own sugar in ....

Mummy took her pills with the Milo and Pink Dolphin drink... now she high class mai drink water coz tasteless.. want Pink Dolphin... hahaha ....

She told us that she throw up last night when the nurse feed her eat her pills... coz they put her in laying mode to eat...

Time to go back to work... lalala ... haha... when mum is better then I will do all the old blogs... hehe

Its been almost a month since I have last blog.... count my laziness to it and you will know why... but seriously speaking .. its also due to the fact now that I work at a new place.. there are things to learn and also the computer that I had for the last 2 weeks plus was a old old one.. when you have too many programmes running... it will 'hang'

The programmes are like excel files mind you.. and you cannot go on MSN... so that leaves me out of the world... arrrrrr

All that aside.. had a news about 2 weeks ago that make me upset and totally lost.... My darling mummy have cancer...

Its a cancer in the womb.. not sure what it is call... so she have to remove the total womb and its a major operation....

Started work at the new place not long and I went to ask my Boss for No Pay leave.. coz I want to be there for mum when she goes in and come out from the operation.. I went to him and was tearing while telling him... seriously speaking.. I will resign if he does not let me go on leave... but thankfully he did.....

Been at the hospital for the last 3 days... not enough sleep and feeling so tired now... but all this is nothing compare to the pain my mum is feeling... she was so weak and drowsy the whole of yesterday that she did not eat at all.. and on top of the the pain she have to go through.. it pains my heart so much ...

When the nurse wheel her up from the operation theater and I saw her face... tears start to appear on my eyes... I cannot take it.. I know I am emotional and all...but it really hurts to see my mum is that state of health... as I am writing this.. tears are starting to appear in my eyes too...

Her doctor .. Professor Ho came to see her last night and say the all went well for the operations.. but still have to wait for the test result... so now keeping my fingers cross....that the test result will show that the cancer cells did not spread and mum is well on the road to recovery....

During these few days.. I really feel so love and touch by all my relatives.. they have stay and support my family all through these period and also taking turns with us to take care of mum... and calling from Malaysia to check on mummy's condition... her colleagues have send in hampers and we are joking that the number of flowers and hampers my mum received ... can open florist liao....

Thanks to all my friends too who have send words of encouragement and also been praying for my mum...

There was a major scene at the hospital yesterday.. but will talk more about it in the next blog...

Now I need to go back to my books... as exams are on Saturday and I have yet to complete much of it....

I am sooooooooo tired and I feel sick....