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Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Me So Sian ... >.<

Things at work are a little better with my new lady boss... she is a total different from old male... so that means it has its pros and cons about the whole matter... She really thinks about our welfare and she is like so sayang us ... she makes sure we are not hungry and that we have eaten lunch or dinner depending on which shift we work in ... for example like today... she was so funny... my colleagues S and I order Macs and she came out and ask why u all order Macs and never ask me too... we are like -.-.. coz first time we have boss ask us that... so we feel like so funny... and she like a little gal or friend to us ... she actually went to the bar to ask S and I why when ordering Mac never ask if she wants too....

i think S and I also shock... where got boss like that so friend friend with us ... even want to eat Mac with us ... and so she end up eating cup noddles.. LoL... then before you go home today... she told me ... don't take lunch tomorrow... we order KFC ok... I was like stun ... hehe but I went ok ... and went off to do my work .. she is such a "ONZZZZ" boss... and the moment i step into office I was so busy doing roster with her and also telling her about the job ... and yesterday had a long talk with her on the new gal YL ... who has been pissing me off.... so she also understand and says she will have a talk with YL soon ... Now the thought of leaving is no longer there... In fact if i want to leave now ... I also feel really bad about it ... coz she is such a nice boss... and I really cannot bear to .... but then If i do not leave.. when will I ever go ... so in the end ... I will have to better leave... and I want to go and see the world and have more experience in other areas of my life and job ....

Then do not know if god is hearing my calls... coz there is a opening in another dept and I kind of like that job .. or more then it kinds of suit for me to move over and have a new environment... but then when i ask my friends from the dept... they told me that that is a new opening and I will have 3 boss to report to ... so not sure if I can take it and will be able to manage it ... so that is what I am thinking too ... but then the changelle is there and the pay will be better ... At least I have a more normal job ... no more shift work ... and also more time to travel and spend time with my family ... and also the not so stress at times...

I mean I am in my job for 4 years plus .. going on to 5 years and there are suitation that I can handle and not others can... beside M and A... but then the ppl they emplying in are all so sucky... and hard to train to a point that... I am so sick and tired and also really no more the energy to train ... as I think things are really going to be like total no standard with the new ppl... and I am like teaching and teaching and I cannot be in the same place all the time .. or can I be always beside them to remind them what to do and some more I got tons and tons of work to finish and ppl waiting for my reply... and on top of the that... the rest of the campus ppl do not want to communicate with the newbes and only want to talk to me or S ... coz simple as in we have more experience.. some times.. S even have to ask me certain things... and S and me are so tired.... we just want a LONG LONG LONG break to think go things... and can u believe I have... like 17 or 18 OIL (OFF IN LIEU) to clear... maybe they should just pay me ... and then I will be much more happier... .. but HR says no ... so nvm lor ... coz I want to rest also ...

I cannot be like that... coz when I am depress or stress... i tend to take tons of choclates and its bad for my health and also it makes me fat... which i really do not want... but the new gal is super slow and pissing my off big time ... and I do not know when I will break down ... some nights before I go to sleep.. I really feel like crying .. .. coz I really have tons of unhappeniness and I am not excatlly a really patient person ... and today I heard ... that YL ... thinks I am treating her like a little gal... but how can I not treat her like a little gal... when she writes her own notes and she also do not know where she writes and what she writes... when she read her own notes... she does not even understand .. so how ??? how? how ? how ? can some one tell me how to handle such a person ....

She is so slowly .. that I come to a point .. that i rather do the work myself coz by waiting for her... I will have done the same things over and over for almost 5 or 6 times... and when i ask her why so slow... she says.. coz there is a lot of intruppation when she is doing her work... but then I have done it before.. so how come ... I do not see a problem .. but she does.. and she keeps on giving me the same excuses... maybe different ppl have different speed and learing power.. but seriously I think she is like .... I got no words to describe her slowness.... Can see she is improving in some areas... but there are areas that need tons and tons of improvement.. but she is not improving ... so how long more must I wait ... guess there is nothing I can do except to wait wait wait wait wait... wait till i become a Old Women...

Guess tomorrow is another day... another day to think of work ... but then tomorrow working with S so I can go home early and also tomorrow have S .. so work will finish faster... Weeeeeeeeee... YEAH !!!!! and also have to think if i want to apply for the transfer.... maybe should just apply and then ... let fate decide the rest of it ...

.................................................................... thinking in process........................................................

Miss.Panda growing up. 12:53 AM.

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