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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

KL Trip

Finally i got my photos downloaded.... so i can update on my KL trip and also the bus which we took.... before I went i even complained to A that the bus ticket so expensive... S$ 72.00 la ... but then now after the whole trip... its all worth it ...but wait.... the S$ 72.00 cover 2 way from SIN - KL and KL - SIN... but SIN- KL is 26 seater and KL - SIN is 16 seater...... coz we wanted 2way to be 16 seater but then from SIN - KL .. they do not have any more tickets.... so no choice lor ... but the space was spacious enough already...

I think they imporve the air con in the bus already... coz we took a morning bus and the air con was fairly cold... and I mean like even my auntie need to cover herself with a shawl... and not to say the bus we took back from KL was the best.... the air con was sooooo cold ... we needed blankets to cover.... I am serious .... maybe coz there are only 16 of us in the bus.... but you know ... its like an air plane on ground.....

Lets start from the top....

After I completed my blog on Friday wee hours in the morning ... and totally give up on ipod... I went to watch 1 disc of the new show ... Princess Lulu... and then feeling sleepy... I went to sleep... and I think I sleep from about 7.30 am to 8.30 am or 9.00 am ... totally cannot remember liao ... but that is all I sleep since Thursday night... and then got up and bath... did not feel sleepy at all .. more of exciting of the trip to KL.... my sister was so funny... she look so poor think standing and say bye bye to us ... hehe and my mummy wanted to tip her S$ 10.00 lol.. so funny.. the sight... but she refuse... lol... save $$ lor ... hehe kidding....

Got down to take taxi to Golden Mile and dad wanted to have breakfast ... enter the complex... and I could not take the smell of it ... I think its the herbs ... coz I keep on sneezing... so mum ask me to go do the check in at the counter of the travel agent...

Mum : Go check in la
Me : Need mah ... please la where got ppl check in for Bus one... you think they care...

Mum give me a face... so as a good gal always... I took the envelope containing the bus tickets and went to the counter... and to my suprise... you have to check in and they will issue you luggage tags... wowo ... and inside the travel agent there is a waiting place for executive bus (26 seaters) and first classs (16 seaters) and different class of bus have different luggage tags... WOW ... Impresss.... I totally forget to take photos for all these... Coz maybe I am still a bit sleepy and caught off guard of it ... lol...

After all.. they gave me the bus number and the insurance for the trip and told me to go back by 10.20 am to board the bus... went back to meet my parents and aunite and all ... and pass them luggage tags to tag bags and then the usual of must go toliet before borading the bus... and all... and finally all is ready.... when we went back to the Transtar counter... the bus was already there... so we procceed to board the bus ... and the same there was a guy there to help put your luggage.... my mum and me .. took the first seats... and we saw that the glass was crack... my 2nd gu gu as usual say... how can like that... wait all shatter how ???? ... lol...

anyway soon we have all settle down ... and on the way to custom to clear it and to KL.... oh and the bus provides food.. and we can actually choose in advance.. and I make a super silly choice by choosing ... egg mayo sandwhich... SO WRONG MAN ... coz the mee gorong and the Nasi Lemak was super nice... to eat... and I was like sharing with mum and dad...

Dad : See la .. why go choose the sandwhich
Me : How would I know the Nasi Lemak is so nice to eat
Dad : Next time u better not choose that...

Me just carry on eating my food... my dad is like that... he like to suan me and distrub me .. making me feel bad... so have gotton used to it .. almost 25 years liao ... so used to it liao lor ... whahaha ... the right after we cross custom... the food was sever by a stweard... in Black pants, jacket and tie and white shirt... No kidding... forget to take photo of him .. but then again he is not that handsome if you ask him ... lol... after lunch ... my aunite pass me a bracelet and say give me as birthday present... i was like =.='... but anyway I am still wearing it on my wrist...

Gu Gu : it Whitegold ok... mai think what
Me : orrr ok... if I can itchy.. that means it not lor ...
Gu Gu : White Gold la.. my friend give me and its too big for me
Me : ok... Thank you...

So for most of the road trip I was sleeping like a log ... my mum was watching movie after movie... like Garfield.. and I woke up just a bit .. and she was like laughing and laughing at Garfield.. and say.. if i go on sleeping... I will end up like Garfield... waht kind of mum is that... mean mum ... and she was poking me .... and I was poking her back .. and she got me hook on to Garfield too... so I end up watching the show on my own mini TV... and I think by the time ... we finish we have already reach KL ...

From the bus station to the Hotel in a cab was only like 5 mins ... but waiting for the cab is really long ... but it was quiet cheap RM 7 ... the hotel when we reach there... not bad... tot its going to be some lousy hotel.. but when we enter.. I was suprise that a lot of ah mohs were staying there.. and so while my uncle was checking in ... I took some photos of my uncles... and aunties and cousin ... there was a total of 9 of us who went there...

My uncle totally worn out

So after all the allocating of rooms was done...we went upstair and the key that my uncle gave to my dad has someone staying in it... so we went to check it out and when we open the door... we saw a briefcase bag... and I was like

Me : The bag look like Uncle Kai
Mum : Close the door faster ... don;t see ppl's thing

I just close the door.. and my 2 gu gu and my mum was saying the person so bad ... never switch off the light and TV in the room and even if the person die inside the washroom also no one knows.... but all end and dad went to out room temp... and the reception send another key to us .... and dad went to the new room to rest and bath for dinner.... as I was unpacking.. my mum was like you bring so many tops for what...

The room Me Sharing with Mum....

Me : To Mix and Match lor ...
Mum : Still Bring your Monkey....
Me : Yeah ... My Mr M... w/o him cannot sleep....
Mum : U big gal liao la...
Me : Who cares... I sleep in the room...

As the usual me... I took a pic of the room ... and mum using our lousy digital cam took the outside of the buildings... I borrow a digital cam from my best friend.. so image better.. lol.. hehe

Half way packing... my uncle kai came knocking on the door...

UK : Where is big brother?
Mum : In the room lor ..
UK : No he is not there
Mum: He is in room 1429
UK : But my room is 1415 ....

wahaha then we all realise my uncle Kai came in earlier and have already check into 1415 which the key was earlier given to us ... and the room indeed is ours... the hotel reception so blur .. also got everything wrong .... wahahaha .. so the person they were cursing and saying is actually my uncle lor... waahah ... whahaa what a joke man .. so my dear mummy hurry over to get my dad's staff out of the room and into our room while my uncle went downstairs to replace the keycards... lol

After that the whole family went to have dinner and not only the food does no taste good.. I think my gugu can cook better then that... it was also super expensive....10 of us have dinner.. we spend like RM 350 (~S$150) .. we could have eaten better food at a cheaper price... then it started to rain ... arrrrrrrrr rain ... and we were all stuck in the eating place... not like a resturant nor its a coffeeshop...so waited and waited finally it got smaller and luckily we were close to the hotel... so we made a dash .. especially my 2nd gug gu .. coz she say she got tummy ache ... half way.. my 1st gugu say the king of fruits and cannot resist... so we went back to eat.. while my 2nd gugu made her own way with her family back to the hotel and did not even realise that we were gone from the back ... hehehe .. so the 6 of us enjoy durians under a beach umbrella and it was raining again ... SO nice the durians.. I am one who seldom eat.. so when I say nice.. its nice... but then again I am not picky about food.. .. then when the rain got smaller... we run back to the hotel....

Durian Time

By the time we reach our room and bath... it was only like 9.00pm or something like that... and I fall alseep like 10.00pm or 10.30 pm .. so early... lol... holiday and I sleep so early... lol

Next morning .. my dad woke up super early and call my mum in the room... to go for breakfast and to my horror its only 7.00am or something like that.... arrrrrrrrr... I do not want.. buy mum was like....

Mum : Good gal la .. come come lets go breakfast together
Me : Want to Sleep la
Mum: Come la ... later then sleep... come good gal....
Me : arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Slowly i drag myself to wash up before going down for breakfast... Thank GOD... I am good gal... coz after that about 8.00am .. the whole place was full and ppl were all queening for their turn .... phew !!!!

After meal ... went back to room to change and bath... after all done ... it was only like 9.30am ... and everyone was in my room .. do not know for what.. so i make noise la... say.. so early.. shops also have not open .. this and take .. lol... so mum say we take slow walk to shopping center... so we all left and went shopping ...

Went to LOT 10 .. once there it was own time own target.. so mum and myself we went in search of manicure and padicure.. while the rest was walking around .. we left dad behide some where... lol .. where u ask me I also do not know .... the old ladies need to do it .. coz Wedding Dinner in the night... actually if you ask me now ... I kind of regret doing it .... not properly done... and I waited so long .. I could have gone back to the hotel to go swimming or something....

Lot 10 in the night... the Branded Shopping Complex

We got there tooo early all the shops were not open ... and I say my fav shoe shop there and there were not open ... I have big feet so kind of hard to buy shoes... so when i say there was an out let there and there was sale... wow ... I am out of my mind... so happy... and in the shopping center... there was sofa for ppl to sit and wait .. so me and mum was sitting there and waiting for both the nails shop and the shoe shop to open and half way we got thirsty so went to get a drink and it cost me RM 5.50 for some not really nice drink ...

RM 5.50 drink

And at about 11.10am the shoe shop open .. and once ppl just switch on the lights... I went straight in and in less then 10 mins or so ... I brought like 2 pairs of shoes... and mum got 1.. after discount and the exchange rate.. per pair only cost me like S$ 20 plus and 1 Pink one... my fav cost me like S$ 40 plus .. ot me it cheap coz for the same shoe in Singapore it will cost me like S$ 50 - 60 plus ....

The place that I got my Shoes.... 3rd Floor

My Shoes and Mum's.... The Pink one and the Sliver one

Then the manicure shop open and mum went to did her manicure... as for me .. I was still looking at shoes.. and saw only that I really really like ... but they only got like 1/2 size bigger and 1/2 size smaller... so I cannot buy.... so regret now... hope some one will go back to KL soon .. within this 2 weeks.. so I can ask the person to get it for me .... arrrrrrrr ... then i went shopping alone to get my Little Panda's birthday present... my in-game daughter.. lol...and after all the walking I mange to get her a really nice heart shape bracelet.... weeeeeeeee then i went back to find mummy and saw my aunite in the shoe... so went in to accompany and say a pair of SILVER shoe.... arrrrrrrrrrr just could not resist in buying .. so i got it ... I know ah lian la .. but just so nice ... so got it again ... and my aunite gave it to me .. and say its my birthday present .... =.=' so i just keep quiet.. but have to give her back RM 1 coz pan tang... about it ....

The rest of the afternoon I spend in the manicure shop lazing around ... dozing off... when i finally got my manicure done ... it was raining .. so I made a dash to try to get an umbrealla.. and got I at giodarno got one.. which cost me RM 18 .... so EXPENSIVE....... ARRRRRRRRRR but raining so no choice just buy la ... made my way back and the road was flooded in some area... eeeeeeeeeks...

Reach the room... mum was almost going out but her makeup a bit off... so i did some patch work for her.. and she was all ready to go ... everyone was so pretty and handsome... and as for me .. getting ready to go have dinner with my Little Panda.. she travel all her way down from her school to meet me and the trip is like 2 hours long ..

Met her and we had a wonderful dinner... at some Japanese rest... the food was not that nice.. but her bowl of noodles was indeed huge.. and she took a long time to finish it ... she was so sweet.. she got me a present for my birthday... advance birthday present... so cute.... no chance to take the photo yet...

The Jap rest we went... beside Regent Hotel

My Little Panda's Bowl Of Noodle

By the time dinner was done ... she have to go home already... so we walk back to the MRT station and me back to the hotel ... and by the time I reach back .. it was like only 9.30pm and I bath and change and lying on the bed watching show after show while waiting for my parents to come home ... mum call me from downstairs ask when they came back asking if I want to go down for a drink .. but lazy me ... so stick to my bed.....

And about midnight I was hungry and call for room service and they took like 1h 30 mins to come when they told me it was going to take only 20 mins... when I finally call and cancel the order.. and off the light ... and going to sleep.. it came.... =.=''''' so i simply just reject.. coz I want to sleep liao and no mood to eat also ...

Monring came and as usualy mum wanted to wake me early.. but I just sleep in do not care.. also mai care brekfast liao ... then at about 10.00 i woke up and went down to have my own breakfast ... after that... we went shopping again and lunch and back to bath... then rush rush rush ... pack and change ... going to take the bus back home ....

After all check out ... went to get a cab ... and dad got into a quarrel with the taxi driver.. coz the man wanted to over charged us .. tot we cannot understand malay.... BIG MISTAKE.... BIG BIG MISTAKE....

We check in at the bus terminal under Transtar and luckly have air con place to seat and wait and also to choose our meal... .. the bus ride to Singapore was a total wonder... 16 seater bus... my pic really do not do them justied... video on demand... wow u can choose to watch all sorts of movies .. english ... Chinese... korean ... japanese.. and some other languages... cannot remeber liao ... .. play games... and the movies can even be pause when u do not want to see anymore.... wow.... can you image it ....

The Comfortable waiting area....

My wonderful family... w/o me ... daddy.. uncle and my 2 cousin...
see how comfortale they are.....

Mr M and the TV in the bus... see he is enjoying himself....

Came back to Singapore... sleepy and tired.... but I guess I really did enjoy my trip... a trip that i really need..... coz i need the break.....

Miss.Panda growing up. 7:22 PM.

Monday, March 20, 2006

Back ... Back... Anyone Miss me

Came back from KL last night... so sleepy... and now still sleepy... have a wonderful time in KL.. but did not take much pictures... hehe... will try to upload them tonight ... coz have to give my best friend back her digital camera.... hehe .. and then will blog on my trip to KL...

Miss.Panda growing up. 9:18 PM.

Friday, March 17, 2006

ARRRRRRRRRRRR.... Its Super Pissing Me OFF and making my upset

My darling mummy.. so nice ... to send my ipod mini or shall i say.. our ipod mini ... coz me and my sister share... but she uses it most of the time .... coz got it as a free gift from Singtel when we upgraded our internet about 2 years ago ... so this time round... new upgrade wonder what we will get... perhaps i shall check the website later...

Talking about the ipod mini.. send it to the repair center so they say the battery was down so have to change a whole new battery and luckly it was still under warantty so do not have to pay.. if not will cost like almost $ 150 or more to just change the ku ku battery.... then the whole ipod was being reformat and we have to d/l the new itunes... and the ipod update for it to start working again ... and so as usual... i did as fellow on the paper and all went well till i wanted to update the software of the ipod and it rejecting me ... what the hack man... says what "FirmWare Failure to update. Disk xxxxxxx error' cannot remember ...

so I freaking try so many times.. even went to find new songs to d/l so excited... then cannot up load into the ipod.... ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR how can it do this to me ... and the worse part of it is that I am still not sleeping and typing my blog at 6.30 am in the morning ... leaving Singapore in like 4 hours time ... and leaving my house in maybe 2 or 3 hours time ... but still the ipod does not work ..... so have to go back to my trusty Discman ... lol... she has been with my for like 4 or 5 years and still in good condition .. coz I take care of my stuff and handle with care ....

My luggage is half pack and i cannot seem to be bother about it .... and talking about .. I totally forget about my swimwear... saw the hotel on the website... that shows a great pool... so have to bring for sun tanning.... as if I will be able to sun tan .. but then who cares... bring liao then say...
going to sleep on the bus later... still thinking if want to bring jacket or not ... then think here think there... like no need lor ... coz nowadays so hot .. even though in bus ... the what happeneds cold.... aiya .. me still thinking and mummy is going to wake up and see that my bag is not finish packing ... she is going to freak out ... and weeeeeeeeee going to wear my new pink project blood brothers slippers... me is so happy about it ... 20 mins to 7 am ... the sun is going to raise... think i will see sun raise... maybe i iwll but then better go and finish my packing ... b4 my mum wakes up ....

Oh and a sad note is my cousin fly areoplane on me ... and not going to come.... haizzzzzz

Trip Trip and shopping here I come....

Miss.Panda growing up. 6:21 AM.

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Up Dates .... Not In Town ;op

Life is getting more and more boring these days.... and so spice up mu life a bit... I am going on a trip to KL with my parents.. .. actually is I thick skin tag along.... coz my parents are going to attend a wedding dinner of my dad's old neighbour ... daughter... lol... some more not relatives ... or issit my grandpa's old neighbour's daughter.... i also not sure .... still almost the whole family is going down ... what i mean is .. my aunites and uncles are going tooo....

lol.. so me is going only for rest and relax and also to check out the Zouk in KL... wanted to go long ago ... but no chance and so this time round take the chance and tag alone... and share room with my mummy and daddy.... when was last time i share a room with my parents... w/o my sister.... I think its a long long long long long long x 10 ago... lol ... I mean i do sleep with my parents in the same room every Chinese new year or when we go back to my grandparents place... but its like for at about 3 - 7 days.. lol... so wonder how can i get used to it .. I think i did ... the feeling is so warm ....

Guess when u get older... u learn to see things from different point of view and differnet things begain to take a different image in life... when u get older... things also seems more vivid that it used to be.. and also much more blur or clearer at times... so what can it be.... wonder wonder..

So that brings me to the main point... I am not in Town for the next few days.. going to KL tomorrow morning and coming back on Sunday... short trip... meeting a few ppl there but surely have already plan what I intend to do ... but then my bag is not pack yet... lol... so tonight going home to play some games.. and then to pack my bags...maybe not sleeping... coz tomorrow can sleep on the bus lor ... so think tonight do not want to sleep... so can sleep better on the bus.... and snore and distrub the whole entire bus... lol....

Borrow a digi cam from my best friend to take photos there with my cousin and also of the hotel and also see got what lese to take .. as if I am a tourist man ... but i think most ppl know I love to take photos of Hotel rooms and the surounding.. coz that is me lor ... some one just told me that i look much for prettier when the photo is taken when I am not looking for when it caught me unaware.... lol.. so does that mean my blur look is cuter... lol...

Life in office is getting a bit better in someways.. but that means I have more stress ... but now I seem so free like nothing to do .. issit coz i really got nothing to do... or issit that i got tons of things to do but i just do not want to do .. or I simply is lazy only... heheh ... I guess it is all ba...

But I is really hardworking ... I will make sure I finish all my job before I go home tonight... now me is so sleepy and no feeling to work at all ....

The other time I mentiont that I was going to apply for another job within the company ..which I did ... but its seem no one is calling me for an interview.. maybe coz I am not up to their standard... how so lame .. and so sian ... but never mind... I will try to get a better job else where.. and hopefully soon... I know that is bad to do that... coz my new boss is really nice.. but i am doing it for my future.. so I really have to do it ... if not I will be here forever.. and i mean Forever... which i hate and dislike....

But do not want to think so much already la.... I JUST WANT TO GO AND ENJOYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY myself tomorrow till Friday... and then come back and see how things go ... till then is enjoyment time... weeeeeeeee yeahhhhhhhh

Miss.Panda growing up. 3:25 PM.

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Me So Sian ... >.<

Things at work are a little better with my new lady boss... she is a total different from old male... so that means it has its pros and cons about the whole matter... She really thinks about our welfare and she is like so sayang us ... she makes sure we are not hungry and that we have eaten lunch or dinner depending on which shift we work in ... for example like today... she was so funny... my colleagues S and I order Macs and she came out and ask why u all order Macs and never ask me too... we are like -.-.. coz first time we have boss ask us that... so we feel like so funny... and she like a little gal or friend to us ... she actually went to the bar to ask S and I why when ordering Mac never ask if she wants too....

i think S and I also shock... where got boss like that so friend friend with us ... even want to eat Mac with us ... and so she end up eating cup noddles.. LoL... then before you go home today... she told me ... don't take lunch tomorrow... we order KFC ok... I was like stun ... hehe but I went ok ... and went off to do my work .. she is such a "ONZZZZ" boss... and the moment i step into office I was so busy doing roster with her and also telling her about the job ... and yesterday had a long talk with her on the new gal YL ... who has been pissing me off.... so she also understand and says she will have a talk with YL soon ... Now the thought of leaving is no longer there... In fact if i want to leave now ... I also feel really bad about it ... coz she is such a nice boss... and I really cannot bear to .... but then If i do not leave.. when will I ever go ... so in the end ... I will have to better leave... and I want to go and see the world and have more experience in other areas of my life and job ....

Then do not know if god is hearing my calls... coz there is a opening in another dept and I kind of like that job .. or more then it kinds of suit for me to move over and have a new environment... but then when i ask my friends from the dept... they told me that that is a new opening and I will have 3 boss to report to ... so not sure if I can take it and will be able to manage it ... so that is what I am thinking too ... but then the changelle is there and the pay will be better ... At least I have a more normal job ... no more shift work ... and also more time to travel and spend time with my family ... and also the not so stress at times...

I mean I am in my job for 4 years plus .. going on to 5 years and there are suitation that I can handle and not others can... beside M and A... but then the ppl they emplying in are all so sucky... and hard to train to a point that... I am so sick and tired and also really no more the energy to train ... as I think things are really going to be like total no standard with the new ppl... and I am like teaching and teaching and I cannot be in the same place all the time .. or can I be always beside them to remind them what to do and some more I got tons and tons of work to finish and ppl waiting for my reply... and on top of the that... the rest of the campus ppl do not want to communicate with the newbes and only want to talk to me or S ... coz simple as in we have more experience.. some times.. S even have to ask me certain things... and S and me are so tired.... we just want a LONG LONG LONG break to think go things... and can u believe I have... like 17 or 18 OIL (OFF IN LIEU) to clear... maybe they should just pay me ... and then I will be much more happier... .. but HR says no ... so nvm lor ... coz I want to rest also ...

I cannot be like that... coz when I am depress or stress... i tend to take tons of choclates and its bad for my health and also it makes me fat... which i really do not want... but the new gal is super slow and pissing my off big time ... and I do not know when I will break down ... some nights before I go to sleep.. I really feel like crying .. .. coz I really have tons of unhappeniness and I am not excatlly a really patient person ... and today I heard ... that YL ... thinks I am treating her like a little gal... but how can I not treat her like a little gal... when she writes her own notes and she also do not know where she writes and what she writes... when she read her own notes... she does not even understand .. so how ??? how? how ? how ? can some one tell me how to handle such a person ....

She is so slowly .. that I come to a point .. that i rather do the work myself coz by waiting for her... I will have done the same things over and over for almost 5 or 6 times... and when i ask her why so slow... she says.. coz there is a lot of intruppation when she is doing her work... but then I have done it before.. so how come ... I do not see a problem .. but she does.. and she keeps on giving me the same excuses... maybe different ppl have different speed and learing power.. but seriously I think she is like .... I got no words to describe her slowness.... Can see she is improving in some areas... but there are areas that need tons and tons of improvement.. but she is not improving ... so how long more must I wait ... guess there is nothing I can do except to wait wait wait wait wait... wait till i become a Old Women...

Guess tomorrow is another day... another day to think of work ... but then tomorrow working with S so I can go home early and also tomorrow have S .. so work will finish faster... Weeeeeeeeee... YEAH !!!!! and also have to think if i want to apply for the transfer.... maybe should just apply and then ... let fate decide the rest of it ...

.................................................................... thinking in process........................................................

Miss.Panda growing up. 12:53 AM.

Friday, March 03, 2006

Nearly Died !!!

Nowadays... it seems for me that i am getting more and more tired and sian to go to office... I think its more to do with my colleague now .. especially the new gal .. lets call her Y ... I know she is old and new and only has been on the job for 1 week plus .. but then her performace is like so so slow ...and the same thing i have to repeat to her like 5 - 10 times and she will then ask me the same question again ...

So lets see what happened today that piss me off... I came into office already feeling a bit sian .. but never mind .. so see S .. was chatting with her and laughing and then start the day... feeling so much better after the chat and laugh.. ... reach my desk .. start taking out my stuff to do coz i have tons of paper work and also accounts to finish before Friday... as I need to submit to my account department.. so was rushing and rushing have tons of overdue stuff to do ... So i left Y some work to do ... Hoping she can finish in an hour or the most 2 as she is new... to my HORROR she took like almost 6 HOURS and STILL NOT DONE.... I was totally dumb folder .. nothing to say... so I ask her.. why take so long to do .. and she told me not long what... just now got a lot of intruption ... i was -.-' as I have more work and tons of phone call for me ... and still i mange to finish what ever i was doing and still have spare time to check on her work and was searching for my docutment high and low and still have to attend to all the enquires and other stuff

Basically if you were to see me and her doing and working .. U will know I have more stuff to be done and complete then her... but STILLL HIAZZZZZZ she take a donkey long time to do ... I also do not know waht to say... coz when i teach her she write down tons and tons of notes... but then when its time for her to refer to ... she does not and keep on asking me the same question ... and after i corrected her... she do the same mistake again .... totally got nothin to say about it and she is also RUDE... in her words and never wants to listen ... I mean she is nice in a way... but then there are something i totaly cannot stand about her.. maybe coz she thinks she is older then us so we have to respect.. but how to respect when she herself also do not know how to respect others... rest my case....

Anyway.. my new boss is coming tomorrow and this time round its a LADY BOSS... wahah I have worked there for 4 years coming to 5 years and first time .. for me its a FEMALE BOSS... hopefully its better then my last boss... but I think I might not stay there for long ... time to move on in life.. before i get too old...

Miss.Panda growing up. 1:19 AM.

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Dedicated to My Darling Hamster

Some friends and a fellow blogger have been asking my why no update of my vblog... frankly speaking .. I ahve been so busy stress and busy with work and its more then I can handle... and on top of that few of my colleague left and the management is talking an awful long time to search for a replacement... and the replacements that came are all so old ... and cannot remember or total have no background or what so ever on the job ... so its so hard to train and on top of that.. coz they are older then us ... they tend to want us to respect then more then they respect us ... when we senior tells them off... they feel so hurt and offended.. .. I mean what can i say... u do wrong .. we have to correct you .. and if we keep on saying the same thing over and over again ... we will also get fed up on it ... can they understand that....

Anyway i totally so fed up with the 2 new gals and also so fed up with the amount of work I have.... I just wanted to rest also cannot ... so i told S that I am going on a break in March for 3 days.. coz i am totally gone ... will be making a trip to KL with my parents.. coz they have to attend a wedding dinner there... so I am going there to visit my friend and also to go the Zouk in KL and also to rest and relax... I just want a break .....

So many things happend this few months.. and I hope nothing more is going to Happened... my 3 colleague left coz of my Boss... and then my Boss also left.... and its seems its up to me and S to run the whole place.... and both of us are doing 6 person job each .. and so u will see 2 of us colllsape or break down and cry.... but I am total do not care or simply cannot be bother any more... too much anger is eating em and I need to relax and be myself...

But the title of my post is dedicated to my darling hamster who has been with us for almost 3 years has pass away peacefully tonight.... I am so upset about the whole thing... coz he is really cute.... Just want to tell him .... I LOVE YOU FURBY... you are really cute.. rest in peace and hope you find snowby in heaven .... I creid when he die and was so upset... that i did not talk .. but i guess i was kind prepare for it .. coz he is so old already and he has live pass his life span... normally for hamster its about 1 1/2 years to 2 years max i think ... but Furby outlive his kids and also his wife .. and has spend 3 wonderful years with us ... I am so going to miss him .... I think i lost all his pic when my old computer crash ... i hope i kept some in my laptop... have to go and search for it ...

Its now like 3 am here and I am still not sleeping ... took MC yesterday .. coz of a back pain and headache and also giddness... why issit now adays like that... went to see the doctor and for the first time since I start seeing him years ago .. he tells me that my blood preesure for today is low ... and i ask him why... he ask me about work ... and then i told him .. so he says... it has to be my stress on job and also not enough sleep.... and really speaking I have to stop carrying heavy stuff if not I am going to suffer.... so have to listen to doctor lor .... if not the person to regret and suffer is me .....

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Miss.Panda growing up. 2:52 AM.