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Friday, January 27, 2006

Away and Hair

Someone just told me that David Gan says that this yeah fashion is for curly hair and wavy hair .. so why not keep it then ... But........... I have been having it for the last 2 years..... i really do not want to follow fashion ... even its by Hair Gura David Gan ... but more of what i would like for my hair ...cannot stand all the tangles and stuff anymore.. making my head so painful everytime i comb it.... coz i will have to pull and comb and pull and comb to release all the tangles... any the curly hair loook for me is sooooooooo long overdue.... so time to rebond and go for a straight and sexy look hair... WAHAHAHAH.... as if man ....

Talking about that... I will be away from Singapore Once again this weekend ... or more for the Chinese New Year Season ... simply coz going back to my grandparents place in Malaysia... alot of ppl have been asking me ... r u Malaysian .... nai ... I am not... my dad used to a Malaysian ... so therefore my paternal grandparents are in all staying in Malaysia... so that means I have to go back everyday to celebrate CNY with them... hehe ....

Come to think of it .. when I was younger.. I mean like between 11 years to 18 years of age... I hated to go back ... coz the jounery was long and tiring.... and to me going back was really boring and I miss going to all my friends hse for visiting and all the gathering ... I mean I was always so left out when i go back to school and everyone is talking about like how and what happened to so and so house... and all the fun they had ... so that kinds of make my upset that I am not able to join them ....

When I was like a baby to like 10 years old... I do not mind going back ... coz too young to know anything and on top of that... I was the like the old child back then ... I think I was the only grandchild of the family till the age of 2 years... when my cousin was born ... but I enjoy another 2 years of being the center of attention till 4 coz my cousin seldom go back for the reason that she belongs to the female side...means like she is my aunite's child... so when gals are married out ... they go go back on the 2nd day of CNY... so still i got the attention ... In fact I got all the attnention till about 6... or more.... but then ... not that I do not get the attention now ... Frankly speaking I still got the attention from all my aunites and uncles... now ... coz they will keep on talking about how time flyies... now I am like 25 ... so when getting married... arrrrrrrr.... same old questions....

Talking about that... As I grow older... I began to like to go back .. and also treasure the time that i make the trip back ... coz .. my grandparents are getting older.. frankly speaking how long more can my grandparents be around.. so as far as I can .. want to spend more quality time with them... and also want to go back to the lay back time .. and just play mahjong day in day out .... and now my cousins are all older and can drive.. so we go to more places now ... hehe ... like movies together and also shopping and got more ppl to play mahjong with ... now that all have grown up.... we cannot fit into 1 table to have dinner any more... so in recent years we have all move on to having steamboat instead and not cooking on the eve of CNY... then the first day ... my grandma and grandpa will cook their speciality dish... hehehehe all the best ingredients... u can find ... wow nice nice ... 1 year 1 time only then u can eat it .. normal days... no u cannot even eat .. coz a lot of work to cook it .....

As for the chicken ...normally 1 chicken enough to for all... now even 2 chicken also need to fight... so every year when my granddad is chopping the chicken ... I will stand next to him so that I can have the rhigh meat... lol... see told u must fight.. no fight... if u late for meal all the good parts of the meat is gone... wahahaha ... so fight till the end ... lol.... and all the new year goodies... especially pineapple tart... my fav... yum yum .... hehe ....

Will be updating more when I am there... see if i have the luck to even get to use the computer... heheh .... but i think I will .. coz i am Big sister... lol the eldest of all grandchildren ... Will be gone tonight.. coming back next Tuesday and back to work on Wednesday.. how Boring ... arrrrrrr... and top it off... I am having Ms Flu with me .. and also Mr Cough with me now ...

Miss.Panda growing up. 3:13 PM.

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

WONDERFUL TRIP... But ......

Came back from my Summerset trip on Sunday... the whole body feeling so tired and all ... BUT.. I really truely enjoy the whole trip... Went on Friday and reach the place at about 12.30 am in the morning ... was sitting on the bus with Siti.. who also happenes to my room mate too ... so we are both bus mate and room mate... the whole bus trip was ok.. the ride was as bumpy as expected .. maybe caused its in the night.. so the bus driver did not dare to drive too fast just in case... of anything ...

We have tons of sponsored items from Uncle James's supplier and also mineral water from Vincent... and I think we drank the most water over at the place.. coz the ppl just keep on supplying water to us and i think after the whole day... they decided that we really need tons of water and finally give us a container of water but we still finish it all within a short time ... All the games was fun and really exciting ... and I really have to Thank my shifu and shimu for thinking of all the games and planning all the items ... they really put in tons of effort for all these... by bring the whole entire games... trophies and all the clues and envelopes and black clothes for the blind folds... the puzzle.. w/o the pictures and we won ... hehe .... the group was divided into 2 teams... Team Hospitality and Team Tourism... at the start Team Hosipitality was winning ... the team I was in .. and then we lost... then we bring it back to a tie and then we won by 1 points and then we lost in the Treasure Hunt... that is when all ended....

Games are games.. but I think friendship was hurt in the process... hopefully we can earn that all back ... and I think some of them are mad at me .. for whatever reasons.. I really got no idea... maybe cause i mixed better with new friends... or they think that I am closer to the guys... but then no lor.. we are all the same friends... day in day out ... no big difference to me ... like i say before these trips can either break friends or make friends... so i guess u lose some ... u gain some ... I hope i did not lose any during this trip.....

If any of u who are reading this... that I may have unknowingly offended in this trip I am really sorry about it .... please let me know .. so I can change for the better... thanks in advance...

I can still remeber sunday morning when I wake up ... super stone .. did not even greet anyone good morning during breakfast... feel so bad about it now ... but really was so tired and also worn out and also think got off the wrong side of the bed... and some more on the jounery back with all the bumpy road and the driver driving super super fast...I really felt even more grounchy.... eeeeeeeeeks.... hate that feeling ....

Updates till here... will have more updates once I have the pics....

Miss.Panda growing up. 10:55 AM.

Friday, January 20, 2006

Holiday Start

I am going on a trip with my ex classmate and lecturer today and I am so looking forward to it ... have not even finish packing when I am suppose to elave the hse at like 6 pm tonight... and I am SOOOOOOOOOO.... happy and excitited about it ... lalalal.... wahaha ....

At least I have 3 days to do not see V and also do not have to hear V's voice and also no need to bother about her... she has caused me tons of stress and I really hate it .... have been having sleepless night coz having bad dreams about her ... and I simply hate it ... coz its like so lame ... but I will only tell her story when I come back rom my holiday.. coz i really do not want to spolit my day or even my whole trip ...

That is I am going to go on my trip and enjoy ... then when i come back ... then i will think of it all will let tell you all me trip when i come back ... short and sweet message today... I will be gone till Sunday... then come back next Friday going away again for Chinese New Year and I am going to rebond me hair .. no more curly hair ... so who ever like it ... please see for the last time ... if not no more chance ... if not next time u can all only see my photo with curly hair .... wahahah ...

Decided to rebond hair ... coz ...... everyone now have curly or wavy hair ... so as usual i do not want to be the same .. and on top of that... i have been having curly hair or permed hair for like 2 years.. time for a chance... but I cannot bear to cut it short.. so rebond shall be it ... lol....

Get ready for my new look... lol

Miss.Panda growing up. 3:26 PM.

Friday, January 13, 2006

Friday the 13th ....

Today is Friday the 13th if some of you have not notice it yet... lol... but what is so scary of that day.. I really got no idea... but to some .. it just a day for all the black to come falling on to you ... so have to be careful man... and Today is also the first Friday the 13th of the Year 2006 (Jan).... is there anymore for the year... I think there ..... but ... as usual me too lazy to find the dates...

Having been sending out resume.. but still no call from companies that I have an interview.. so keeping my fingers cross... hoping I can get a good new job soon with better pay and prospect... coz its time I leave this place... if not i think i will die here.. with all the stress like no one cares... so what is the point ... but then I really do not want to think so much... so just keep on sending ... and praying for the best....

Came into office today... feeling the same... racking my brains for a birthday gift ... so have been looking around for a special gift and I think i did for E... coz she likes piglet.. and I manage to get her a piglet blanket... hehe ... how lame can I be... hehehe .... but and I hope I can get it for her before the Sat... if not I will have to look for another gift for her .. LOL... hehe

Miss.Panda growing up. 10:27 AM.

Thursday, January 12, 2006

SICK SICK !!!

Was sick on Tuesday... but my tu di was on MC.. so I had to go to work ... then was feeling dizzy and giddy and also feel like vommiting the whole day... but still endure till after work... then right after work ... feel my head... a bit hot... tot going to have fever liao and plus all the other things.. i was thinking die liao lor ... thinking going to have my once a year major illness which last for like more then 1 week... .. then on wed morning ... totally gone .. cannot already.. wake up from my bed ... my head was spinning and things around of me was like a blur form ... so call to my tu di and back to office to arrange all the things... then lie back down on bed to rest....

When i finally open my eyes... it was like 2 pm in the afternoon ... then slowly bring myself to the doctor and have to wait for like 2 hours before I can see the doctor... arrrrr was already having my head spinning still must wait for so long .... so after the LONG LONG wait .. finally its my turn ... and I was inside only for like 5 mins or less... the doctor say some like I have a viral infection to my middle ear... which caused a in balance to me ... thus I have all the giddyness and also dizzyness... and also headache... all into 1 ... wow.... so came home .. and have a nice breakfast.. lunch and dinner all in 1 and rest.... did nothing except to watch televesion ... Still was a good gal and went to bed early... but then today.... once again ... the spell kicks in ... so went to see the doctor again ... and once again I have to wait for like 1 hour... and was in and out of the doctors room ... in less then 5 mins ....

He was showing my some photos of where the infection of the ear is ... that cause an in balance to me ... that cause me to have giddyness did not charge me for the cosultion only for medicine... nice doctor.. hehe ... so me now at home resting and writing my blog...

Listen to a song .. someone just send to me .. by David Tao ... nice ....

我一直都想对你说
你给我想不到的快乐
像绿洲给了沙漠
说你会永远陪着我
做我的根我翅膀
让我飞也有回去的窝
我愿意我也可以
付出一切也不会可惜
就在一起看时间流逝
要记得我们相爱的方式
就是爱你爱着你有悲有喜
有你平淡也有了意义
就是爱你爱着你甜蜜又安心
那种感觉就是你
我一直都想对你说
你给我想不到的快乐
像绿洲给了沙漠
说你会永远陪着我
做我的根我翅膀
让我飞也有回去的窝
我愿意真的愿意
付出所有也要保护你
Oh 在一起时间继续流逝
请记得我有多么的爱你
Oh 就是爱你爱着你
不弃不离开不在意
一路有多少风雨
就是爱你爱着你放在你手心
灿烂的幸福全给你
Oh 就是爱你爱着你
不弃不离开不在意
一路有多少风雨
就是爱你爱着你放在你手心
灿烂的幸福全给你
Oh 就是爱你爱着你
我都愿意就是爱你爱着你
要我们在一起

Enjoy it ...

Miss.Panda growing up. 4:59 PM.

Monday, January 09, 2006

New Year Resolutions ???

A Fellow blogger was asking me what is my New Year Resoltions... and i told him no do not have on my tag board if u all have been reading it ... lol... but come to think of it .. it has been a long time since I last think of my New Year Resolution... so what is my resoultions...

1. To Get My Masters

2. To Look For a Better Prospect Job

3. To live Life To The Fullest

4. To Love My Family More

5. To Spend More Time With My Family

6. To Save More $$$

7. To Travel More Often

I guess these are my resoultions.... but come to think of it ... I think there are chances that I might not be able to achieve some of them ... came into Office and ppl are telling me they want to quit... thus really spoling my whole working mood... I mean what is everyone quitting I was wondering ... then when I ask everyone why r they quitting issit because of me ... I was keeping my fingers cross that I am not the reason ... but I think I might be one of the reason too ... coz I am too mean and fierce to them .. LoL... anyone agree !!!!! But all the reasons that they told me is Because of MY BOSS... my MORON... IDIOTIC .... BOSS... can he not get the hint that ppl are quitting because of them .... but frankly speaking .. I do not care no Longer.. coz me going to stay applying for NEW JOB ... and I want a new job ... with better pay... better prospect... maybe the working environment might not be as good as here... but at least I want to move on in life... working here has drain my savings.. coz what they pay me is not even enough to cover my spending... maybe coz I spend too much .. but nai .. I think coz I am working like 5 ppl job ... but only Pay for 1 ppl... so thus it really pisses me off... and does not even motivate me at all ... talking to my boss is like talking to a brick wall = cannot make it boss... what the hell man ... so sian .... aiyo tot A go liao .... then got new gal to replace... = I can work less and have more OFF.... coz I am really working too MUCH .... but then my dreams all crash down on me ... arrrrrrrrrrr... I have been working more then i rather not and Frankly speaking I am so sick and tired of it ... please save me ....

I got tons of things to update... but I am just having a headache... so I Rest first... too sleepy and tired...

Miss.Panda growing up. 3:59 PM.