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Friday, November 25, 2005

GENTING WAITING FOR ME !!!!!

finally i can get a holiday... even though it just going to genting ... but then never mind as long as can chop my passport can liao ... wahaha .... maybe should have a trip with all my cousins to some place... think it will be fun with us all... wahahaha.....

I think i am desprate for a break... a break with no work .. no need to think of it even ... going to take tons of pictures.. and with the weather forecast... it seems its going to rain in genting ... tot of bringing mahjong to play... but then too heavy liao ... coz my bag seems like so heavy... also do not know why... i also never bring extra shoes... maybe coz of my sweater... coz my sweater quite thick and heavy... lol... but who cares.. I happy can liao ... wahhaha .. nearly want to bring a huge luggage hehe .... but cannot la... wait my mum kill me ...

Celebrated my best Friend's birthday the other day with her... we had out lunch at Rosette .. the SHATEC rest at the SHA Villa... and the food was great... hehe just like old time... some more not too expensive... affordable price for a fine dining meal... then we went to walk around .. but my shoes was hurting my feel ... wonder why... so in the end we went to KTV... and also took tons of pictures... waiting for her to send it to me ... and some music video... coz her camera can take video... so lame of her... wahaha .... sing so many song... of of them is the theme song for "Casper the Friendly Ghost"

Artist: Jordan Hill
Song: Remember Me This Way
Album:Casper Soundtrack

Ev'ry now and then
We find a special friend
Who never lets us down
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found
I know you can't stay
But part of you will never, ever go away
Your heart will stay

(Chorus:) I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go
And I know that you'll be there
Forever more, a part of me
You're ev'rywhere

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

And I'll be right behind your shoulder, watching you
I'll be standing by your side in all you do
And I won't ever leave As long as you believe
You just believe

this song super nice also .... so romantic... guess i am a romantic gal... hehe

Miss.Panda growing up. 3:10 PM.

Thursday, November 24, 2005

A Song ... That I like .... So Romantic

Anyone want to Sing this song to me ... me lookings for its song.... lol

If there were no words
no way to speak
I would still hear you

If there were no tears
no way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refused to shine
even if romance ran out of rhyme
you would still have my heart untill the end of time

you're all I need,
my love,
my valentine

All of my life
I been waiting for all you give to me
you've opened my eyes
and showed me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
but in my dreams I could'nt love you more
I will give you my heart
untill the end of time

You're all I need,
my love,
my valentine

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
you would still have my heart untill the end of time

Cause all I need is you my valentine
You're all I need,
my love
my valentine

Miss.Panda growing up. 7:22 PM.

Saturday 19 Nov - BBQ at East Coast Costa Sands Resorts and My Mentor Small Birthday Bash

like i was saying in my last blogs... i have burn a super big hole in my pocket... coz of all the birthdays and BBQ I have.... hiazzz.... popular no choice... :op

Saturday came back to work from 7 am to 11 am ... then took a taxi to bishan to get my mentor a present... totoally fall asleep in the cab ... so tired... when got to bishan .... saw a super long quene... made up of students in school uniform from all school one can possiblity think ... tot wow .. what is going one ... got down the cab and try to squeeze between them to go to the mall... while passing them saw the form they holding on their hand ... SUPERSTAR.... oh those wannabes again ... but was too tired and too stone to think of anything ... so went in to Seiyu to shop... was looking at the tie pins for my mentor.. really got no idea...

Stone as I was... and also could not see one that caught my eyes and or nice.... the auntie nice la... took a tie and then start pinning serveral design for me on it to have a look ... she saw must look on the tie then see nice or not ... but then see here see there all also not so nice ..... then i tell the auntie .. sorry i very sleepy... cannot see well and think well.. then walk away... who beliive me .... wahaha hope she does... coz i really super sleepy look man ... and was looking at the tie pin and nodding off.... how lame can i be at times..... wahaha

The took a walk down and went into the boutiquo of Goldlio or whatever its spell... the first thing that caught my eye was the pen holder.. small... sleak and it looks business like... wow nice gift to him .... yeah finally got a gift.... tot want to have a look at other choices... but still the pen holder is the best.... so got the pen holder... ask the sales assistance to get my a new one... which she gladly did ... nice lady... then she ask if want wrapping service... of course la... me too tired and lazy to wrap liao .... but realise no box... ask her why bo box... then she say the company never make coz its not a regular item of regualr size... i was like okie never mind ... as long as wrap liao nice can liao ...

After she finish wrapping ... I took a taxi home.. the bed was calling me .. reach home .. change, turn on the air con and jump right into my bed.. soon i was Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Overslept .... arrrrrrrrrrrrrrr late for the BBQ... rush to bath.. change ... pack my stuff.... and was again out of the hse.... watited for like 5 mins before i got a cab ..... then inside realise no $$ to pay.... arrrrrrrrrr

Me : Uncle you take Credit card or not ?
Uncle : yeah sure
Me : okie.. thanks ha... coz forget to check wallet for $$ when i left the hse....
Uncle : never mind la...

In my heart i really say thank you... what happeneds.. if uncle mai take credit card.. then i will be in deep shit... wait bring me to police station for not being able to pay uncle... or he thinks i am out to cheat him ... took so long to go east coast... the whole jounery cost me almost S$ 16.00 arrrrrrrr... so expensive.. never mind la.... no choice ... pay liao get down ... faster then uncle...

Went to the chalet... ppl was starting to cook.. and me still stone stone one... so sit in front of the TV watch Batman and Robin for a while... then start to hang around everyone .. and this the where the fun began .... BBQ... distrub pppl.... play card games... and E and Mag was the organizier and E was like the ration office... she say a lot of ppl not here yet... cannot eat this cannot eat that... keep this keep that... after a while all become sian ... coz cannot cook and eat where got fun .... so we all went inside with a half fill tummy... also dare not say too much ... drink more water lor ... but we all have fun distrubing her and heard the most classic joke from Mag about E.....

Mag : u all hear this ... about what E ask KT
All : What !!!
Mag : She ask KT where is the seat belt for Motobike
All : wahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahaha

we were all in the room .... and then we had to go out and tell the rest waht is the joke .. coz we laugh so much till the ppl BBQing outside was looking in and wondering what happened....

Me : Mel.... hear this .... do u ever have seat belts on ur bike....
Mel : wahahaha .....

i nearly spend the whole night light and joking with them all... chit chatting here and there.... and playing card games... like heart attack... bluff and so others... and everytime E was losing .. she will be like

E : this is not fair ( say in chinese)

When she win

E : YEAH !!!!!!

-.-" can you believe it ... wahahah ..... late into the night... left us 4 gals and 2 guys in the chalet... all say... must sleep at 5 am even for a while... cannot la... i cannot sleep... if sleep... i sure cannot wake up one.. and I am so tired.. so if i sleep sure snore... shy la... wahahaha ;op so at about 5 am ... i told him need to go home ... took a taxi home ... once again need to sign for it .... cost almost S$ 17.85 to go home with midnight charge... .. reach home ... cannot sleep... so was on the computer till like 6.30 am ... then went to bed... was like 6.45 am ......

Ringrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...... Ringrrrrr.... my HP went off.....

Me : Hello,, Who is that?
OL : Hello ... its me ... u sleeping ha
Me : yeah
OL : Free to talk
Me :I just came home this morning at about 5.30 am..
OL : Oh ....
Me : why what happened?
OL : never mind la u go sleep la
Me : never mind la tell me what happened

we spend the next 15 mins with him asking me to sleep... and me asking what yhappened.. finally he was irrated and hang up on me after ssaying ... u go sleep la !!!

Whatever.... nice too ppl kanna treated this way.. who cares... so i went back to sleep..... and till till like 1.30 pm in the afternoon ... woke up .. say a bit TV and with my sister asking me to buy VCD for her

Sister : jie .. this show can help me see got VCD bo... nice man i really want to finish watching
Me : okie i will go check it out for you
Sister : or.....

was lazing around ... then i went back to bed again to sleep..... and slept till dinner time ... then spend time in front of the TV again .. wow like some crouch potato.... wahaha ... sleep pretty early that night again ... hehehe ..... guess I can be a little pig soon ... hehe

Miss.Panda growing up. 6:15 PM.

Some Love Stories... I want to share....

read an e-mail that my friend send me ... once again ... he send me tons of nice love stories which touch my heart... i have read it some where before and lost the e-mail... at the end of the e-mail... my friend ask me to spread it around ... and let love touch all... so i am pasting on my blog and hopes tons of ppl will read it ...

There was once this guy who is very much in love with his girl.
This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to his girl.
Although, at that time he was just a small fry in his company, his future ! didn't seem too bright, they were very happy together.

Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back.
She also told him that she cannot visualize any future for the both of them, so they went their own ways there and then...

Heartbroken, the guy agreed. But when he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself.

Finally with all the hard work and the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company ..

You never fail until you stop trying. One rainy day, w! hile this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walk ing to some destination. Even with the
umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him long to realize they were his girl's parents.

With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same any more; he
had his own company, car, condo, etc. He made it! What he saw next confused him, the couple was walking towards a cemetery, and so he got out of his car and followed...and he saw his girl, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone and he saw his
paper cranes right beside her...

Her parents saw him. He asked them why this had happened. They explained, she did not leave for France at all. She was ill with cancer. She had believed that he will make it someday, but she
did not want to be his obstacle... therefore she had chosen to leave him.

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. She had wanted her parents to put his paper cranes beside
her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again...he can take some of those back with him...

Once you have loved, you will always love. For what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever.

The guy just wept...The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside her knowing you can't have her, see her or be with her ever again.........hope you understand.

Find time to realize that there is one person who means so much to you, for you might wake up one morning losing that person who you thought meant nothing to you.

KINDNESS Pays !

One day, a poor boy who was selling goods from door to door to pay his way through school, found he had only one thin dime left, and he was hungry.
He decided he would ask for a meal at the next house. However, he lost his nerve when a lovely young woman opened the door.

Instead of a meal he asked for a drink of water. She thought he looked hungry so brought
him a large glass of milk. He drank it slowly, and then asked,
"How much do I owe you?"
"You don't owe me anything," she replied
"Mother has taught us never to accept payment for a kindness." He said...
"Then I thank you from my heart."

As Howard Kelly left that house, he not only felt; stronger physically, but his faith in God and man was strong also. He had been ready to give up and quit.

Years later that young woman became critically ill. The local doctors were baffled. They finally sent her to the big city, where they called in specialists! to study her rare disease. Dr.
Howard Kelly was called in for the consultation. When he heard the name of the town she came from, a strange light filled his eyes.

Immediately he rose and went down the hall of the hospital to her room. Dressed in his doctor's gown he we nt in tosee her. He recognized her at once. He went back to the consultation room
determined to do his best to save her life. From ! that day he gave special attention to the case.

After a long struggle, the battle was won. Dr. Kelly requested the business office to pass the final bill to him for approval. He looked at it, then wrote something on the edge and the bill was sent to her room. She feared to open it, for she was sure it would take the rest of her life to pay for it all. Finally, she looked, and something caught ; her attention on the side as She read these
words.....

"Paid in full with one glass of milk."
(Signed) Dr. Howard

Kelly. Tears of joy flooded her eyes as her happy
heart prayed: "Thank You, GO! D, that Your love has spread abroad through
human hearts and hands."

Miss.Panda growing up. 5:42 PM.

Monday, November 21, 2005

Saturday 12 Nov..... BBQ and Birthday Celebrations

Nov this month... i seems to be having every weekend packed with activities... and this causing a super duper big hole in my bank account ... and on top of that I have like 6 - 8 birthdays.... what to do .... when u are popular with tons of friends... you get more birthdays... wahahah .... but I am glad i have tons of friends... this shows that I am friendly and funny and nice to be with... hehe .. wow promoting myself.... no shame...

As promise in my last blog .. will have more updates on Nov... the account bleeding month... hehe ....

Fianlly after like so long ... we finally have our second BBQ at M's new place.. so was there... this time round not as many ppl as the first time .. but the 3 birthday gal was there .. so okie la... Mi,L,W... each tot that we were celebrating for the other 2 .. but did not know we plan to celebrate for all the 3 aunties... lol... and some more all same age after birthday... so candles also easy.... we experience with different kind of cooking the food... the chicken and fish ... satay was not that good... but the ota was nice....

Eveyone enjoy my mum's ota fried rice... special ota from muar... brought back when my mum went over for a short holiday... so much food left... in the end T say do not waste he will bring some food back to my work place for the security who were on the night duty... they work in the night really hard to go out for food... sometimes hungry also do not know how ?? coz they cannot go out for food... while on duty...

The funniest moment in the night was when T open the champange and Mi was standing infront of it ... and due to the gas the whole champange gash out and pour all over Mi and my darling godson... scaring him ... and we were saying M bath in champange so rich ..... hehehe ..... only rich ppl can do it ...

After that we clear the area and then went up to change and went for a swim in the pool.. so refreshing after the heat from the BBQ... i was doing the cooking most of the time and what they say is true.. the one who cook will eat the last... coz u feel full just smelling the food... indeed its true... coz after cooking I was so full i could no longer eat.. or that i was so hungry till full... do not know which is which ....

wow the pool was so inviting to 5 of us ... N, Mi, A, M and me all jump into the pool and starting to swim ... N was not really good in swimming so i tot her a few basic... and W could not swim coz she just have a mini ops on her leg so cannot swim ... wahaha... they say i make a good swimming teacher ...lol.... but it depends on who i teach ... if i teach some kids who refuse to listen or learn .. I think i will throw my temper ...

After all the swim ... we went up to M's place and bath and chit chat... after N have finish bathing she lie on the sofa and slept... the first of us to knock out ... after which the 5 of us play true or dare with cards.... and found out a lot of secret of each other... wahaha .. ... then we also watch xxx vcd ... lol...5 gasl watching so funny... and talking and laughing at it... giving out comments.. so on and so forth...

Finally at about 3.30am W says she have to go home liao .. coz next day working ... we accompany her downstairs to grab a cab... N was still fast alseep in M's spare room .... then the 4 of us make our way back ... and M went back to her room to sleep .. me and Mi was watching MTV and A was falling asleep on the sofa... ... after a while I fall asleep on M's living room floor... and after a while went on to her spare room and sleep beside N ... Mi came in shortly and sleep on her sofa bed... so we sleep till abouit 9.30 am got up and get ready to leave... coz if not ppl want to go out also cannot ... so we pack ... and wash face... then went out to take a cab .....

Went for lunch with Mi and A near Mi's place .... after that A went over to Mi's place to watch VCD.. but i say need to go back first.. coz want to bath and wash my darling hair .. before its beyond repair... so after bath i call them ask if they have anything on .. but all say want to sleep.. so i went to sleep too lor... cannot sleep at first.. tthen toss and turn ... finally fall asleep... when i wake up it was time for dinner.... saw a sms from my best friend S

S : want to go out
Me : okie
S : where do u want to meet?
Me : J's hse la
S : okie

so went to bath and took a cab down to J's hse to meet S to go to the hougang fun fair... went to sit on the ride... and before the ride can start... the protector for the crazy surf drop on S's head coz she accidently hit the lever controlling it ... super pain for her and the guy who operate the thing.. was even more mad... he was doing it i think 2 time the normal speed... so fast until i keep hitting till my shoulders so painuful... then after the whole ride... S came down say she super dizzy and wanted to vomit... so i qucikly got a cab and i send her back to J's hse before going to Mi's hse to play mahjong.....

During the taxi ride... i told S not to drink water first.. rest first... if not sure vomit later... then call J to come down to pick her up.... and after she got down the cab ... i called Ji to tell him what happened and was half way though it the taxi uncle said :

TU : Put down the phone ... I need to talk to you
Me : -.-"
Me : call you later
Me : yes uncle
TU : What happened just now ?
Me : what thing ?
TU : tell me why ur friend feeling dizzy just now ? what happened?
Me : oh we went to play.... blah blah blah ... blah
TU : how can like that... if i know she got knock on her head i will send u all to the clinci to see doctor

The whole jounery to Mi's hse.. the uncle was like scolding me say coz i was talking that is why he cannot ask what happened.. say what we youngster do not know the serious of it ... on and on and on till i got off the cab ... still talking about it ....

FINALLY i got to Mi's place... yeah .... got off the cab .. went up to Mi's hse... ask her to help me massage my shoulder coz so painful... then play mahjong with Mi's brother B and the gf Mi also A and myself... wahaha .... at first lost.. then win back a little and then lose again .... but not much about S$ 3.00.... heheh .... A lost the most... about S$ 6.00... the couple took all our $$$ sob sob heheh .... share a cab home with A coz she live about 2 mins drive from my place and reach home .. still mai sleep... watch TV some more... till close to 4 am then I finally fall asleep....

What a busy weekend as usual....

Miss.Panda growing up. 9:50 AM.

Friday, November 18, 2005

MR HARRY POTTER !!! Me Falling in Love... Hehehehe

wow so many things have happened... the last few days... that is why no time to update my blog... but I will be updating it in the next few days about what happened... coz been so busy at work ... till i really did not have the time to even play games anymore... hehe ..... but never mind ... coz at least i know i can leave without games... lets see.... today is the opening day of Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire... hehe the 4th moive of Mr Potter.... and as kind of pre arranged... hehe 5 of us went ... and saw the movie together.... so we were deciding on what to have for dinner... and i Suggested to have Carl's Jr as I heard it was great and saw them on movies before but then never had to the chance to try it ....

When we reach there the place was so crowded with ppl.... and we have to stand around waiting for seats... wow can you image a fast food to to stand around and wait for seats ... like going to food court during peak hrs or hawker center.... so we all wait around for almost like 15 mins ... before we got a seat for dinner... so we procced to hurry seat down and have dinner... was like 8.15pm or 8.30pm already... kind of a bit of hungry.... actually was telling my couisn V that we go some where coz like a lot of ppl... no place some more... then she so love me .... say never mind ... wait lor ... coz she not really hungry and that she knows i got craving for it ... hehehe

So 4 of us went ahead and buy the food and my cousin A look after the table... and I was wondering why .. the tall giant as us to buy first... maybe scare we hunger to death or coz... simply he always believes in ladies first... wahahha ... nai he is just a super nice guy ... always let us bully... so quening in the quene... we were wondering what to eat and when we saw the price... wow it is really EXPENSIVE for a fast food... especially the chicken meals... I saw was like S$10 - 11 plus .... tons of choices to choose... and did not know what to choose... my cousin were easier as they do not eat beef... so they can only choose from the chicken menu.... but me ... actually cannot eat one la... but not at home mah ... so eat la... but i try to cut down on beef long ago ... just when sometimes u just have to try the best...

Before i order... I saw ppl eating and the burger was HUGE.... so scare cannot finish ... so order the smallest burger then i can find ... and also kind of the cheapest one .. not that did not want to pay more .. but scare burger too big cannot finish ... then the gal i think upsize for me to a large drink and also change the friends to i think its called cut friends or do not know .... anyway not like the normal thin ones... its sort of round and like checks like that... and it cost me S$7.90 and the drinks was free flow for all... u can go back and drinka s much as you one ... and the other difference is that you take your own sauces... like chilli or ketchep from a small counter at the cornor... they do nto give u packets ones.... guess more cost saving for them ... and also like take whatever you need ....

On top of that... they cook as u order, give you table tags and then serve you the burger... so kind of like half fast food... hehe ... so we all settle down ... I was the second to order and my one came first.... wahaha .... not long wait .. just like 3 mins or less... so I had a burger called Famous Star with cheese... something like that... without slice tomato and onions.... coz do not really like that.... so when all our food came.. we were starting to eat.... my friend K open his burger first and it was HUGE... and I mean compare to mac's Big Mac.... the burget at Carl's was bigger... and I cannot image their SUPER STAR... it must be really huge.... coz my burger was Famous Star and when I open it was Huge too.....

My cousin order a plain burger... and when she open her plain chicken burger ... it was small ... something like mac's fish burger or even smaller... and she was saying she pay liek S$ 11.10 for it ... wahahah ..... mine was like 2 times her size... with big drinks and cost S$7.90 and hers was like so small and with medium drink and it cost S$11.10..... we were all laughing at her .... and she was like saying .....

V : Don't you dare write in your blog....
Me : wahaha me going to write
V : don't you date....

wahaha anyway me writing ... coz if not later old liao ... cannot remeber... coz on the way home after the movie... we are talking about lao ren chi dai zhen... and both of us have50% chance of getting it ... coz my maternal grandfather and V's paternal grandfather had it .... so we both say we will have a 50 % chance each ... of getting it ... ... haiz... time to play more mahjong... wahaha .... anyway back to my burger....

wow the burger was really nice to eat... K and J both think so too .... and it fits if you are super duper hungry... coz after the whole thing I was so full i could not even walk .... heheh ... and say about that... we were all comparing our burgers and my darling A cousin.... finish his ... and he was the last to order... can you believe it and he even went for second round of drinks... wahaha .... so all of us finish our food ... left my cousin V... and half way eating ... she drop her burger and it was a big piece she drop... like 1/4 of the whole and the meat part outside of her tray.... so she cannot eat.... that means her S$ 11.10 = 3/4 burger.... 1/2 cup of F &N grape... 1/2 of ice tea and the fries... still got 1 piece left.. wow that is an expensive dinner.... hehe ... sorry jie... cannot help you ...

After dinner we went to walk around the new marina square... seeing here and there... nothing much to see... so we end up going to play pool.... me the super lousy one ... one know how to hit the first white ball... after that no more... wahaha .... she me against my V cousin and i only manage to hit 1 ball into the whole... wahaha ... lousy right... and as the others was playing me and V jie were like.. telling this to hit that ... hit this... it was like ....

V : hit the red one... number 5
Me : no the blue one ...
V : the red one ... also can... blue one also can
Me : no la... hit the yellow one....

wahaha the whole game .. both us were on it ... think we stress the guys out... wahaha ...

FINALLY the MOMENT have arrive... the show start at 10.25PM..... so hurry went to the washrooma nd then into the show.... we miss the advertisment.. so ... very fast the show started.... and can still hear ppl talking ... some one from the back actually shouted...

Someone : SHUT UP !!!

wow *clap* *clap* for the guy... hehe.... at least some one scolded the person and we can have peace watching the movies... Thursday night and suprising ... the place was almost full except for the first few rows.... so not cold.. inside... actually a bit hot for me ... but never mind my Mr Potter is all i want to see......

The show miss out a few parts.. from the story book... they actually did not flim the whole story... they cut out a bit here and there... therefore.... for those who read the book you will know .... like in the end... in the maze... Harry Poter was suppose to answer a riddle by a giant spider before he can get to the cup... but they skip that part and some others... have to re-read the book to see what others they miss.... i know a few but not all....

Last but not least.... my sister is once again on Tv.... hehe lucky got ask my auntie to tape for me... if not I miss it liao ... here are the pictures of it .... from S... hehe knows I want it ... Thank you ..... time to sleep... so sleepy ... have to work tomorrow .... *yawn*... more updates soon...

Miss.Panda growing up. 2:11 AM.

Thursday, November 10, 2005

My Sister the ACTRESSS !!!!!!!!!!

The first day of the telecast of the local dram Life Line and my sister was in it ... lol... S has kindly help me to capture her few screen from his computer.. coz he using his Computer to watch TV with a tv card.... lol.... hehe heng know someone with such a device... if not also do not know how... surely will miss cos I was working ... as my sister forget to tell us ... or maybe she hide it on purpose... scare we laugh at her.... hehe ....... my hse ... an actress is born .....

Miss.Panda growing up. 11:42 PM.

Monday, November 07, 2005

My WeekEnd

my weekend.... so fast another week have past... Saturday.... after so many years... I finally celebrated my godma's birthday with her... treated her to Thai Food... went to Thai express... but they did not have my fav desert.... so sad... but never mind al... so had glotousi rice with mango or something like that.....

Woke up in the morning with a back pain .. so pain that i cannot even bend down or sit down ... but have to go out and meet my god ma coz i promise her liao and want to celebrate her birthday with her... coz in 24 years... think maybe only celerate her birthday 2 time or maybe 3 time only.... so this year... coz she is 48 years... so help her celebrate lor ... if not maybe next time if I am no longer in Singapore.... then how ????

So with a back pain i went.... so uncomfortable the whole day... want to cry already... then after that my mum see me so uncomfortable so she suggested to go home ... coz if not i want to die liao lor .... coz so in pain .... then took a train with my mum home... and came home.. she paste some chilli yao gao on me so pain man .... make me cannot sleep.... then dinner they went to some nice place with wonderful crabs and prawns... but i did not go .. czo is ay I want to sleep... and I was too in pain to go any way... even if you ask me to go ... i also no mood to go ... czo so painful where can enjoy..... in the end they buy me some not so ncie wanton mee... the wonton and char sui can nice.. but the mee .... not nice.. so i only way like 2 or 3 mouth of mee... then never eat liao ... so to ease my pain ... my daddy and mummy... brought my fav's stall bean curd... rochor road one .... near the peace center.. so smooth and soft... like baby's bottom ... heheh ....

Sunday... went for dim sum with my family and aunites.... long time never see my 3 koo koos together liao... coz my second koo koo went to France for 4 years and only recently came back .... so .... so it was like a gathering ... semi only... wahaha ... have dim sum at Raffles Town Country Club .... my fav... is dim sum ... I eat so much till cannot move ... wahaha their char sao pao was the most power thing ... the prawn dumpling ... sui mai ... wow all the prawns all big big one... too bad my sister did not go ... she simply love prawns... but never eat get my egg tart... but had mango pudding for desert... wahaha i am such a sweet tooth gal..... full liao still want dessert....

After work today... my best friend sms me .. to ask me when want to go over to her place to collect my chocolates... so i say today lor .. so when over to her place to collect my chocolates ... and her bf was there doing his assignment... so help him here and there lor... coz ... see him like so stress up... no business background and he wants to do a BA... aiyo so poor thing... so help him on his assignment..... hopefully can help him tie over it .....

Then came home .. went to bath... my mummy so love me ... she make hot my food for me ... coz she buy for me liao .. then the fish ball... big nice and bouncy... lol ..... nice to eat.... hehe ....

Miss.Panda growing up. 11:54 PM.

A Meaningful Story

my darling mummy... send me this to read.... and i tot .. that is so truth.... we always want to blame each other for what happened... and never want to take the blame ourself.... why not say sorry... and forgive and forget... things will be better... guess i am the pot calling the kettle black.. coz i am also gulity of such thinking and behaviour sometimes...

A boy was born to a couple after eleven years of marriage. They were a loving couple and the boy was the gem of their eyes. When the boy was around two years old, one morning the husband saw a medicine bottle open. He was late for office so he asked his wife to cap the bottle and keep it in the cupboard. His wife, preoccupied in the kitchen totally forgot the matter.The boy saw the bottle and playfully went to the bottle fascinated by its colour and drank it all. It happened to be a poisonous medicine meant for adults in small dosages. When the child collapsed the mother hurried him to the hospital. He died. The mother was stunned. She was terrified how she was going to face her husband.When the distraught father came to the hospital and saw the dead child, he looked at his wife and uttered just five words.

QUESTIONS :

1. What were the five words?

2. What is the implication of this story?

The husband just said "I am with you Darling".The husband's totally unexpected reaction is a proactive behaviour. The child is dead. He can never be brought back to life. There is no point in finding fault with the mother. Besides, if only he had taken time to keep the bottle away, this would not have happened.No one is to be blamed. She had also lost her only child.

What she needed at that moment was consolation and sympathy from the husband. That is what he gave her. If everyone can look at life with this kind of perspective, there would be much fewer problems in the world. "A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.

"Take off all your envies, jealousies, unforgiveness, selfishness and fears. And you will find things are actually not as difficult as you think.

MORAL OF THE STORY

This story is really worth reading. Sometimes we spend time in asking who is responsible or whom to blame, whether in a relationship, in a job or with the people we know. By this way we miss out some warmth in human relationship.

Miss.Panda growing up. 3:19 PM.

I will never leave this earth without knowing you love me.

saw this on a friend blog... and while reading.... as usual tears came to my eyes... coz i cannot read this kind of things... but anyway... enjoy it ... and really do tell the person you love him/ her... if not.... when u never have the chance you will regret....

There was a boy who I liked. He liked metoo,well that's what I was told...but one day I was walking to class and I heard someone call my name when I turned around he was there...

"Wait up!" he called.I waited for a few seconds and let him catch up then once he did I started walking again.

"You need something?" I asked"Yea... a favor." he said."Sure what is it?" I asked."Go out with me." he said with a gleam in his eyes."ok... sure."

I said secretly jumping with joy in my mind.He walked me to class and kissed me goodbye...then the late bell rang and he sprung down the hall to get to class. He walked me to class every day and Kissed me every day and he was with me every chance he got. Then days turned into weeks and weeks turned into months and months turned into a year and he still ran to catch up with me.

It was the day of our one year anniversary and he walked me to class gave me a box and a kiss...then he whispered into my ear..."I love you." then he left.

I opened the gift and it was a ring...a gorgeous ring. That night we were out at dinner to celebrate and all he surprised me...AGAIN...

"You know how I said that I loved you?" he asked"yea?" I got really nervous...."I really do you know I love you."I didn't say anything and I knew he wanted me to say it but I didn't want to seem stupid so I stuffed food in my mouth and he didn't sayanything but I could tell he was disapointed.

We got done eating and he was driving me home at the redlight he turned and looked at me..."Why won't you say you love me? don't you love me like I love you?" he asked, I didn't know what to say I loved him more than I could imagine but I just didn't know how or when tos ay it..."I...I...lov...."

BOOM!!!!!!!!!! a semi had hit the driver side and rammed us right into a lake.The next day Iwas in the hospital and all I could think about was if hewas ok...so I got out of my bed and searched for him...but when I found him he was barely alive...seeing the one I loved near death made me drop to my knees and cry...

"I love you...I've loved you since the first day we met. I love you soooo much don't you leave me please don't leave me I need you here...ILOVEYOU!!!!"

With his very last breath he said..."I love you too." then he was gone.

A week later I was able to go home but I wasn't ready to face school yet and my mom understood.I went up to my room and I found a note inside the ring box....

"I hope you like this ring. It was my grandma's she told me to give it to the one I love and well I love you. No matter what happens to me I will always love you. If I died today I want to die knowing youlove me...I won't leave this earth without knowing you love me. You're always in my heart forever until the day I die.

p.s. I love you now...I will love youforever."

issit it so touching... anyway... guess always treasure it .. and what you have...

Miss.Panda growing up. 2:43 PM.

Thursday, November 03, 2005

Moody Me (*.*) ..... RELEASE OF THE HARRY POTTER TICKET !!!!!!!!!

been so moody since Tuesday... do not know if it the Public Holiday that is causing me ... or issit because i really need a break ... guess its a little of both... but the main idea is i need a BREAK !!!!!!!!! coz on Tuesday... my mum went to malaysia with my dad to fetch my xiao koo koo and hubby ... coz want to suprise my 2nd koo koo and hubby..... all plan by my first koo koo.... the 3 aunties ha ... so bo liao .... then keep on calling me say cannot tell my 2nd koo koo... :op

So on Tuesday ... came to work at 8 am in the morning .... and working till like 5 pm ... then went home and do nothing except to face in front of the computer.... no show to watch ... nothing to do .... no one home too ... and was having a terrible headache..... aiyo... nowadays keep on having headache .. think coz the weather too hot for me .... guess that is what is causing my headache.... and sorry to my all my darlings.... that i have been short temper and making you all upsets.... do not mean too .. but then its a combination of everything that makes me this way....

Yesterday wanted to go home at 4.30.. then before i can step out ... my boss call me to ask me to do next week's roster...WTH man ... want to go home liao still ask me to do ... then call this person call that person .... and by the time I finish and can go home was like 5.30 pm ..... wasted my 1 hour ... then got to rush home to bath and change... coz need to go to my koo koo's place for buffet ... to give my uncle a farewell party ... as he is going back to France for about 2 months.... so noisy at her place.... upstaris noisy... downstaris also noisy.... have another attack of headache... so head back to my big koo koo's place... so much nicer and better... they live just few house away.... hehe .....

TODAY >>>> Is the day.... the release of the HARRY POTTER TICKETS.... advance sale... but then what is the difference between digital and non digital.... all same price... must find out before buying ... who want to go with me to watch the movies.... wahaha ...... wanted to upload a pic of Harry Potter... cannot la... why ... haizzz.... again cannot nvm ... hehe siao siao one this computer or the website....

Oh and also some thing to be happy about ... Family Trip to Genting from the 25th Nov to 27th Nov... ... think will have tons of photo cuase long time no family trip liao ... beside CNY .... then I will update... it seems every weekend I have some thing on ... work work work work....

Miss.Panda growing up. 9:15 AM.

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Final Fantasy !!

My in game daughter send me a link for the Final Fantasy... theme song and MTV... the graphic really nice and also the song is so nice... hehe ... go see at the link here

http://www.comp.nus.edu.sg/~wuyuansh/nicety/Final_Fantasy-I_am_falling_for_you.swf

its really nice and breath taking.... send me this kind of song.. wait i cry again .. sob sob .... hehe

Miss.Panda growing up. 1:28 PM.

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

The Day Ah Gal aka NiNi goes HOME !!!!! :(

Sunday morning .... still have a good sleep in my bed.... but i could hear from a far that my mum was talking really loudly to my dad... telling him ... how ni ni run out from the hse yesterday and into my neighbour's hse.... and i think my mum forget which hse she run into .... so she ACTUALLY woke me up to ask me .... what is the world coming too... the dog story is more important then her own daughter's sleep..... so pian xin....

As i was sleeping .... i just use my lazy hand to point to the direction of the hse.... *yawn* how can she do that to me..... so i turn over and carry on with my beauty sleep.... and sleeping half way... i suddenly realise that some one was sleep next to me ....( I sleep on a queen size bed... luckly me issit it ).. turning over ... i saw my mum on my bed.... i was like

Me : mum why r u doing here?
Mum : Sleeping lor ...
Me : then why not go to ur own room ?
Mum: coz ah gal is here what.....
Me : dotzzzzzzzzzz.. r u mad
Mum : gal don't distrub ....
Me : mum go back to your room la ...
Mum : *slap me on the hand* don't sleep with you liao ...
Me : whatever

so i turn again and try to sleep.... but cannot sleep anymore... time to wake up... wakey wakey.... do the usual morning thing of brushing my teeth... checking on the dog's suppliers and stuff.. then mum woke up and realise that she is cooking otah friend rice for lunch ... YEAH!!!! long time no eat that liao ... ... so i help out in coking the soup.... hehe ... don't look down on me ... I can cook one hor... and not only make instant noddle... I can cook real food.... wahaha..... so had my brunch of fried rice.... and soup ... and as usualy for my sunday if i am not working ... I will be watching TV programmes.... so enjoying shows and resting ... and mum as asking if I want to go shopping with my 2 koo koo... sure do not want la.. they can shop the whole day and not buy a single thing at all.... arrrrrrrrrr so do not want... I rather stay home with my ah gal... coz going to send her home on Sunday night...

Then my Koo Koo from Muar called to ask if my daddy can go fetch her and her hubby to Singapore.... as they do not have transport to come out and wanted to give my Koo Koo from france a suprise as she have not seen her since coming back from France.... so I was like shouting through the phone....

Me : No dessert... mai ask daddy come to pick you... wahahaha ....

Mummy as laughing with her... hehe ... she is my youngest koo koo... and also love us tons... coz she got no children on her own .. so take us like her own kids... just a couple of us .... hehe then i can pian xin ... hehe ...... so today my parents are going to Malaysia to fetch her and only coming back tomorrow... then me again to home alone tonight... coz my sister as usual will not be home .... talk about that... it reminds me when I was younger.....

When i was younger like 4 or 5 years old... when my parents have to go for function.. they will always send me to my second ka mu hse ( my mum's second sister in law) and i will cry and cry.. wanting to go home ... coz want mummy mah .. then my V and A jie jie will like create games to make me forget... about it ... play with me .. I guess that was hard work... I still remember that we were playing camping ... with blankets and clips... wahaha ... but after all their effort... when fun was over ... I still will cry and want to go home.... hehehe..... guess I am basically a naughty gal... but 2 of them never got angry at me .. but when i grew older and all of out directions are different... i guess we are kind of drifted apart... but I am glad.. we still went partying last Sat....

back to topic... so on Sunday ... we went to dinner with my mum's second brother... my 2 ku ku ... my dad and mum and my dog.... so was in chinatown to eat claypot rice and the wait is like 1 hour... so my parents was like wait wait lor... never mind ... so went to some window shopping with my mum .. and 2 koo koo... was walking around .... and was talking to my mum

Mum : need to find box to warp the gift got the anniversary...
Me : go buy la...
Mum : waste $$ la... i think you have
Me : where got ... just go buy la...
Mum : you do not want to give me... i don't find ur knitting for you..
Me : where got like this one... mum threated the daughter...

then me and my mum was like hitting each other and playing ... like 2 kids... hiazzz... so childish ... lol... wahaha .. the pot calling the kettle black...

went back to the table and wanted for a while.. was sent to get drinks for them ... and the dog was in the bag on mum's leg.. she so good gal... never bark when bring her out .. so even bring her to restaurant also not scare... wahahah ... we even brought her to Muthu's curry before... and no one knows.. that is how good gal she is .... and my parents love her tons.... my mum so scare of dog is also growing fond of her... and miss her when she is not around us ... and welcome her to our hse... after dinner ... my parents went to the chinatown ta po kong.. to pray and as daddy says cannot bring in dogs.. me and ah gal went aside and wait for them .... was quite near the area.. and she was shivering .. so i watch a bit further to the kind of center stage and carry her out of the bag to walk around ....

A male shitsu i think came and he was like so excitied to see her... and so the owner carry him and put him beside ah gal... 2 of them was sniffing each other butts and like making friends.. all of a sudden... the shitsu wants to hump my ah gal... scare man ... hurry carry away and NiNi was like scare of him too... the old ah pah .. owner also faster carry his dog away to the other side... so was about to send Nini home .. then call my god brother.. but he say he is still having dinner and that he will pick her up from my place in 30 mins time .. so okie lor... we go home first...

while waiting and i was watching ong bak on channel U and say how myah Thai fight was.. so bloodly and scary... eeeeeeeeeks.... not going to let my bf do that man ... so bloody .. if anything happeneds to him!!! how???? not about winning or losing ... but about getting hurt in the process..... just so horrible...

Finally the phone rang ... and my I kor kor coming to pick ah gal up with his wife... so told my mum .. and she came out and carry nini to say bye bye to my dad and she even send us to the door and tell nini that she can come by anything ... maybe tomorrow... wednesday then i go over to my brother's new place... he staying near my Koo Koo's place... cause going there to give my uncle a farewell party.... so maybe can drop by his place... hehe ....

Hmmmmmm see what fun is there tomorrow... but then fun for everyone but not me... casue I am still working on Thursday.... ... sianzzzzzzzzzzz

Miss.Panda growing up. 9:31 AM.