Sweet Sweet... Can You Taste It ?

Monday, October 31, 2005

Saturday !!!!!! A Historic DAY in my Life !!!!!

wahaha some back dated post on Saturday... hehe coz too tired to carry on writing on it ... anyway Saturday was like a busy busy day for me .... had a really early morning breakfast ok BK .... yeah yeah simple love BK breakfast had craving of it for so long ... and finally i have it .... wow ... when i eat it .. it taste like heaven in my mouth... wahahaha ... crazy me right... but just sometimes craving cannot be ignored... so that is me... i think i am like a pregnent women ... coz i do have craving for food...wonder if other ppl will have craving like me ...

Wanted to go home and catch some sleep ... coz my cousin called and ask me to go clubbing with them ... I was like ... wahah clubbing with my cousin ... wow.... HISTORY.... never have that happened... i guess coz all of us were younger then and all too young to have earning power and clubbing power... now all of us are getting older... with most of us working and earning .... so we can all go .... only my younger sister is not .... but she is on attachment... but also not earning la... and she was like "jie u pay for me hor ... or pay for me first lor" waht choice do i have.... no choice... so help her pay first lor... hehe ....

As I was saying ... wanted to go home and catch some sleep before the night... but when i got home..... my mum has already reach home with her hair and make up done for her Dinner and Dance that night.... so i told my mum ... me going to sleep now... she was like...

Mum : No cannot la .. me wearing bare back later... if you sleep .. then who put power for me on my back ....
Me : aiyo wake me up later la
Mum : nvm u sleep in my room......

I lie down on her bed.. but no cannot.. that is not my bed....

Me : mai la... how to sleep... me going back to my room... wake me up when u are ready....

so i went back to my room and sleep... before i can even start snoring .. wahaha ... she has already dress and woke me up to power her back for her... arrrrrrrr.. what kind of mum is that... sleep also do not want to let me sleep... how horrible.. can she be... ..... so dragging my lazy body of my sweet nice bed... and went to help her... she pass me her foundation ... and i was like what kind of foundation is that..... she say expensive one okie... L'oreal one ... never mind ... i go take mine.... so took my make up kit and went back to help my mum with her power of the back ...

Mum : what foundation you have... better then mine
Me : expensive one la...
Mum : how much ... S$ 100 plus
Me : No la... just about S$ 70 plus... but good brand and I like to use it ...
Mum : waste $$$
Me : don't move la... wait then match your necklace and all la...
Mum : which earring nicer?
Me : all not nice la.... later i go take mine for you....
Mum : okie ... this necklace la...
Me : why not wear the ruby one
Mum : the one not nice la ...
Me : okie lor anything you like

So i quickly finish touching up for my mum ... and went to my room to get her the bracelet and earrings for her....

Me : there careful ha ...
Mum : okie ....
Me : what bag are you brining
Mum : there Jas's one lor
Me : why not take the LV one ...
Mum : match mah ??
Me : up to you lor... wahahah .... LV match anything ....

Mum walk out and ask my sister...

Mum : which one to use... your black one or the LV one
Sister : sure LV one la...
Mum : go take LV one for me
Me : mai liao ... just now ask you u mai ... now do not want to take for you liao ....
Mum : go and take la...

Went into my room to take the bag.. and pass it to her.... then dad came home... ask me to find his shoes for him .. so last minute... everytime also like that .. early mai say... then last mine ask me to find this do this do that.... then if cannot find scold me again ... think my dad sometimes really siao liao ... but waht to do ... no choice he is my dad la... so after like to many yeards ... kind of used to it liao .... so finally my parents are ready to leave the hse and me can go back to my darling bed to sleep.... and even before my mum leaves the hse... she was more concern about my dog...... hehe

Mum : remember to leave some light on for ah gal ha when you both go out of the hse....
Me : orrrr know liao la...
Mum : okie bye bye.... have fun you tonight...
Me : you too have fun .... gal ... say bye bye to mummy... hehe ...
Mum : bb gal ... give me good luck tonight... take first prize at lucky draw okie ...

Finally mum and dad left... time to go back to sleep.... lying on my bed... no more mood to sleep... toss and turn for some time... but really no mood at all to sleep... so wake up and went to eat some food... and watch tv... still no mood..... so laze in the living room with my dog and my sister.... still no mood... then finally at 7 pm .. the sleepy mood came... went to my bed and sleep.... was sleeping soundly ... then I heard my phone ringing...

Me : Hello
Caller : Jo ... sleeping ha...
Me : yeah .... but going to wake up soon....
Caller : you wake me up just now and then you go and sleep... cannot sleep liao la...
Me : okie okie me up liao ...
Caller : okie go get rdy... i come by and pick you up in at about 8.45 pm ....
Me : ok

So that was the call from my Val Jie jie calling me to wake up ... wahaha .... suprisingly i did not feel tired or sleepy.. though it was only like a 30 mins nap... I feel so fresh and awake.. went out to the living room.... and saw my sister all dress up but on the computer....

Me : r u not going out
Sister : yeah soon ... have to finish this report first...
Me : okie .... me going to bath now ...

was playing with my dog for like a while... then went to get ready if not sure late one... wahaha .... time passes really fast when u are getting ready.... my jie call me again to tell me she was going to be late.. coz she could not find her shoes... and that it was simply not her day... so i say never mind ... I meet along my hse street... no need to turn in .. I walk out...

As i was leaving the hse... the moment i open my door... my dog ran out ... and towards my neighbour hse.. and into my neighbour hseee... arrrrrrrr how can she do that to me ... i was running late... luckly my nieghbour was nice and open the door to let me in to catch her... but she was runing round and round under the table.... so my neighbour son ... help me to catch her and i could not bend down as i was in my skirt... how to bend... so not lady like... was carrying her towards my home.. when my cousin call to tell me she have arrive...

Me : jie can u drive into my carpark.... the dog run out.. got to go catch her back
Jie : okie

So hurrying left my dog back in my hse.. scolded her a while and locked the door .. run all the way downstaris .... finally got onto the cab .. and off we are heading for MS... ... in the cab was telling my cousin about my dog and asking her if she was all right... coz she was telling me earlier then she was having headache and also flu ...

Both of us reach MS really early... so we went to press $$ at UE square and took a slow walk towards MS... wonder which pub to go to ... so call my sister the clubbing queen to intro ... so after much tot .. we decided to go to Double O for drinks... as its was cheaper and more afforable for us .... we went in pretty early and i treated the enterance fee coz i say i got promoted.... so treat them lor... guys was like S$ 20 and gals S$15... no crowd and also tons of place for us to choose to seat... yeahh... so we seat down order drinks.... and chit chat... joking and laughing ... and A's sister C told us that A's ex gf sms him and invited him to her wedding dinner and A reply say he not free... then A's ex gf was like u not free to come or you do not want to come...

I mean waht the world is coming too.... A's ex just broke up with him after like I think 2 years and then want to marry a guy she knows and been together for like 6 months... how lame and how selfish of her to take advantage of my cousin ... a nice guy like him ... hiazzzzzzzz all the good guys no one wants... issit coz my cousin not as rich as the other guy... guess maybe that is the reason ... but he is really nice... any one want to intro .. let me know ... wahaha .....

So 4 of us strated the nite with drinks.. and guessing game... and waiting for the my sister and my other kor to come.... so was waiting and checking out gals and guys for my cousin ... and playing ... lol... nice fun .. never have we cousin actually done it ... and i really mean as in NEVER.... so while waiting had.. to much of a drink so need to go to the washroom,.... was in the bath room half way when my sister call to tell me that the quene was really realluy really long outside and the wait was at least 1 hour .. I was like Hell no ... how come so long .. so my and C went down to see ... and both of us were really shock ... how come can so long one .... then we finally found my sister at far end of the quene and talk to her for a while... while waiting i call my J kor kor and ask where is he.. coz he was joining us after a wedding dinner..

Me : Hello Kor where r u ?
J : me outside Double O lor
Me : we also outside queneing
J : the quene super long lor...
Me : where r u ...
J : outside lor ...

Holding the phone ... I was looking out for him and he was like stadning 2 pillar away from me .. so was waving and waving at him ... and he actually cannot see me ... wahaha ... then the PR from double O was walking down the line ... and she actually pick my cousin and sister go go in ... she gave us special pass.... and this group of guys was at the back .. and they were like

Guys : so wow he yan dao then got special previlage la !!!

wahaha yeah lor... my cousin yan dao .,. my sister chio .. so got special lor... wahaha ... too bad.... so we went in with them ... and while upstairs trying to pay... we found out my cousin my cousin was drunk lol.. and he was not walking properly and also doing funny things...
but we manage to get him to pay for the enterance fee ... and follow us back to the table... and he was like totally gone even before he started drinking with us .... so funny... a mummy waiter came over clearing the empty jugs... coz they were celebrating Holloween night that is why they are dress in costume .. and my J kor kor was like...

" OII "

the waiter was shocked.. i could see it from the bewilded eyes of the waiter... so i had aplogise on the behalf... and then next he was like "OII " to another group of ppl who was sharing table with us ... lol... really cannot take him so ... I aplogise again ... lol.... coz my cousin does not even look drunk ... he looks more sober then most of us ... lol... after that he was like tipsy and not standing properbly ... so half the time .. we were trying ... to stop him from knocking into gals... and also other guys... who knows what will happned...

Then this guy from the other table was like laughing ... and my couisn J saw it ... so he was like ... u laughing at me issit .... and went to ask him to drink with him .. and nothet round ... I was like beside.. shaking my head.. so I say... okie I drink on his behalf.. the way was quite nice and stop me from drinking more... hehe ... actually can la .. me will not die one ... hehe i can hold my liquor quite good okie... hehe ... so more dancing and drinking and trying to keep my cousin within us .... but all was having fun and all was like enjoying ourself....

The party ended when my sister left to meet her best friend... and my V jie jie drove my J kor kor home.. coz he was too drunk.... and left A, C and myself.. so at about 1.45 am we decided to leave.... have to squeeze our way out of the place... so many ppl... manged to get into a cab ... and got myslf home ... wahaha told you I am sober... I will not get drunk so easily... hehe ....

Back home went to take a shower.. and was on my computer chatting with my friends on MSN and also my cousin V... glad she was home safely... and then play game for a little while... before... i retire my self to my darling bed... its call ing me ...... *yawn*

I have a interesting Sunday too ... till next time....

I really totally enjoy myself on Sat.. and I think my cousins did too.. coz we are saying to go again ... hehe ...

Miss.Panda growing up. 1:08 PM.

Just another week.... of mix feelings

Monday early morning and me now sitting in front of my computer and writeing in my blog ... the week has pass so qucikly and so many things have happened.... had a major quarrel with a really close colleague of mine .. whom i have trusted and whom i have respected in my 4 years of knowing her.. but she really hurt me with what she does... thus I am so piss about the whole matter... shall i talk to her... shall i still treat her as a friend .. I wonder... and its like a devil and angel in my brain ... fighting to tell me what to do and whom to listen to ...

Don't see me on the outside like a strong gal... but then my heart really soft.. think soft like toufu ... can smash and break one... and hard to mend back after that incident that hard me .. and towards the person who have cause me such a hurt....

It all happened cause... on Wednesday... I have called M to help me to collect some stuff from the restaurant .. so M went ... but she went to complain and told A.... so the next day... A ask me why... so I was like ... I am really busy with work yesterday... and so I ask M to help me to go and collect... after I was like in my heart .... " why does she knows ??? " So i ask her ....

Me : How come u know that I ask M to help me ?
A : oh... H ask me about it
Me : How come H knows about it
A : She knows lor
Me : What the Hell... why V always tell tale one
A : No ... not V say one la
Me : How come u know its not V?
A : Its not her la .... do not anyhow accuss ppl la
Me : Then how come everytime when V is around .. ask some one to do things... H will know ....
A : Maybe she happened to work pass la ....
Me : I do not believe... nvm forget it ..
A : do not anyhow point finger if you are not sure la
Me : I am not.. jsut that its too much of a conicidence about the whole thing
A : No la ...
Me : We go back and ask S.. see what she says......

So we walk back ... and told S the whole things.... the first thing S say was ....

S : Its V
Me : See A... i told you even S thinks its V
A : I go ask H who told her
Me : why go ask H ... you think she will tell you
S : yeah H will not tell you one la
Me : why not lets do a test and see if H knows....
S : don't be silly la... what happens that V did not tell and H saw it ...
A : Yeah lor ... just let me go ask H and solve all..
Me : why must you make things bigger.... and go ask H * me getting more and more piss*
S : really cannot trust her man
Me : WHAT the Fuck la... who cares... everything also want to tell H ... why not also go tell H ... how many guys I have fucked before la !

* I stood up and walk to the lift ... to go upstair and get some stuff * at the lift ...

Me : Tell V that is she wants to tell tale or wants bring ppl into trouble... then come attack me ... do not drag other ppl in .....

I was shouting .... arrrrrrrr I hated her at the very point of time ... why can some ppl be like this...... so i went up and do my stuff and I was down like in less then 10 mins ....

sitting at my place... I was trying to write a message but as i think ... I was getting more and more sad.. then tears began to form in my eyes....

Me : S you have anythings you want to tell me
S : Tell you that V really did not do it
Me : why you say that now ?? waht did A tell you ....
S : just trust me ... V did not do it ..
Me : WHAT THE HELL MAN !!!!!! how can be be so much of a conicidence .... I am so sick and tired of the whole thing ... I have been working ... all my time here... every time also stay back ... I am so tired of it ... ... *tears was on my eyes... and I am chocking on my words*
S : We all know you have been really hardworking ... but this time really not V....
Me : I want to believe .. but i cannot believe all things are so conicidence... everytime V works... sure got something like that happened....
S : * calls A * A i think you better come over and talk to her... She is very work up now ... think you better tell her the truth la ....
S to Me : Let A explain to you....
Me : waht issit that you are hiding from me ?
S : I cannot tell you... I do not want to be call a Kay Poh ...
Me : okie nvm ... I will go and ask V myself.... * took my back and walk out*
S : OKIE OKIE I TELL YOU
Me : ya waht issit ....
S : Okie it was M who told A and A went to tell H ....
Me : WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT !!!!!!!!!!!! How can she do that to me .... * tears was forming in my eyes.... *

So i went with a heavy heart to change... ... why why must this happene to me... i actually got back stabb by some one whom i trusted for years.. some one whom i always think like a big sister to me ... how can how can .... by the time i reach my locker ... Ic ould not control my tears anymore.... I called Mi and started to cry even before i could tell Mi what happened... Mi was so worried.. so she say... want to talk about it .... and i agree... to we agree to meet in 5 mins at my office courtyard....

I was sobbing so hard and crying .. and telling her all over what have happened... she still could not believe that A will do that to me .... in the middle of the whole thing.... we suddenly saw a snake.... arrrrrrrrrr.... snake... what moron snake... distrub me when i am crying .... so no choice call for the Maintance guy to come and catch snake.... so while we were trying to tell the guys... where the snake was.... A came and look for me... so I had to escape from her... totally did not want to hear what she has to say to me at all.... as I walk back to office... S came to me and ask me to Stop walk and hear her... coz she misunderstood what A told her .... she was holding my hand ...

Me : AT THE COUNT OF THREE... LET GO OF MY HAND
Me : 1
Me : 2

S let go of my hand ... so i call for a cab ... and while waiting ... i have sort of cool down ... so i ask S .. what do u want to tell me ?

S : I heard wrongly.... A did not tell H at all... she was just using her name
Me : What the Hell !!!!!!! Take me as a fool now.... what the shit.....
S : I am sure she has her reasons.....
Me : what reasons....
S : I do not know ... u can ask her...

my cab came...

Me : I am going home.... do not want to talk about it ....

During the whole ride home... I was on the phone with Mi.... was telling her my total feeling ... and how i felt about the whole shit thing... I mean like what the hell is that... totally could not get over the whole matter.... so moron about it .... shit all those shit ppl..... came home... did not even feel like doing anything at all... so surf around on the net and then went to sleep early.... too tired from all those crying and do not want to think about anything .....

Friday... was working ... with A together... the whole day... we did not even talk for more then 20 sentance... can you believe it ... 20 sentance... me... I am so talkative... how did i manged it ... i really wonder... but I managed to do it ... did not even talk to her... for more then needed.....

Am i till now still thinking about the issue... I guess I am .... maybe to forgive some one or to forget some one ... its not that easy.... but just guess... it take time for me to ... as I am a person who can forgive a person quie easily... unless he or she ... pisses me off big time....

till the next time... ... have to let everyone know about the ONE party that i will remember all my life....

Miss.Panda growing up. 1:06 AM.

Thursday, October 27, 2005

Where am I heading ???

the whole week just past by w/o so much of me thinking too much or wondering too much ... guess that is the fact for working almost 7 days in a row.... working since last Saturday.... wahaha ... think I am a super gal man... can sleep for like 2 hours then come to work and then went home and sleep for like 13 hours .. then back to work... hehe .... anyway... my mummy loves me so much ... brought breakfast for me on Sunday and bring my dog down to see me while i was at work... ... arrrr so touch .... heheh .... simply love my mum and dad.... guess this whole week just flew by so fast..... w/o a blink of an eye...... rewind a bit back to a few days ago.....

rush home in a cab ..coz its was raining heavily and my dog was all alone at home... so got to rush home to her lor... coz she scare of raining ... especially if there is lightening and thunder.... when i got home... wow look into the hse.. so clean ... tot my dog was a good gal... the open my parents room and saw a stack of ironed clothes... wahaha then realise my gu gu came to my hse ... so guess she clear the first batch of poo poo and wee wee of my dog... lol... hehe ... then decided to bath for my dog... coz she is getting smelly... and stinky... hehe ... so get ready to bath for her.. guess she hates that... coz everytime she sees me take the tub and her towel... she will run and hide... so I have to trick her to come out to let me bath her ... and carry her into the washroom .... hehe so bath for her... and to blow dry her takes me almost an hour.... used to be at least 2 hours... but now coz she have shorter fur .. so it was easier... she always refuse to let me blow her neck area... so have to catch her and quickly blow dry her..... hard job right....

Promise my darling mum that I will change my bed sheet... so drag my lazy bum to change my bed sheet.... and as i change and throw the old sheets onto the grown ... my dog dive in and play with her... * so cute* .. but I was like shouting for her to not do it ... who knows.. she like my smell so much and wee wee on my bed sheet... then it will be like arrrrrrrrrrr...... how???? so I faster change and took all the sheets and put into the kitchen washing area for my mum's washing... after that I went to bath.... hehe .... so smelly after all these have to bath la... even though it was raining outside... i was feeling sticky and hot... guess coz have to catch my dog is a tiring job ... hehehe

After which ... as usual switch on my computer and try new game... AOE III... abit noob at it now... trying to get more expert on it... I play whatever game also think of $$ first... a lot of ppl are saying me that... but then ... have they not tot that w/o $$ they cannot buy items... cannot buy health pots ... cannot buy a lot of things.... in game .. cannot bulid hse... bluit soldiers ... cannot defend your hse... wahaha ... so what i do is not wrong what... who cares... i still want to be $$ face... and i slept really early... that night... do not know why so tired.... I guess coz i kind of injured my back while trying to carry my guest super duper heavy bag.... arrrr so painfull... lik old women like that... have to use my bloster and pillow to tuck under my back to support it while sleeping .....

Then yesterday also the same ....went home after work to accompany my dog ... coz she going back to my brother's place this coming Sunday.. coz my brother shifting hse on Monday... so everyone including the dogs have to go together... coz 1 Family... so nice...

So lame.... just heard on the radio that they are going to charge a 17 year old for making racist remark on his blog... and to be sentance after he take his O level papers.... it is was me... I think i also no mood to take and more exams lor... how can have mood to take when i know that after that i might need to go to jail.... and no school in singapore will want me .. after they have announce their name on radio and in papers... i think .... wonder wonder... aiyo poor thing la... how can like that ????? guess like what we say... life is never a bed of roses....

Oh back to last night.... waitied for my mum to come home... from having dinner with her sister .. my auntie... lol... coz mum was buying dinner... then she brought home the fried noddles tasted to yucky... all i had was like 3 or 4 mouths and i was like

Me : Mum i am going to throw the noddles away... its taste so horrible
Mum : no matter what also eat at least Half a package... S$ 4.00 la
Me : *poke around the noddles... trying to find prawn or fish cake*
Me : Mum me not going to eat it liao ... not nice one ... mai liao ... so horrible ... how to eat....
( I am not a picky person on food... so when i say the food sucks.. its really sucks)
Me : went and throw everything away....
Mum: u want to eat mee suay .... ########## cook
Me : okie ....
Me : Mum okie liao or not
Mum : What???
Me : I tot u cooking mee suay for me ...
Mum : no la... u cook urself la...
Me : Then i mai eat liao ... I tot you cook for me then I want to eat...

So i just sit infront of my television and watch my show lor... so exciting show about murder and some skull cult... wahaha ....

Mum : there big baby.... * mum was carrying a bowl of mee suay give me*
Me : Thank you mum .... * so happy ... mummy after all still loves me tons wahahah *

why i say that coz earlier in tthe day.. when i was in office.. she call me not to ask waht i want to eat.. but as... what treats the dog wants ..... ##$%^#^&*%#%&&% how can like that treat me ... sob sob .... then when my mum brought home a treat... it was some tasty chicken on munch stick... the moment we gaive to NiNi... she grab and stat chewing... and we saw that she have problems.. coz its seems too hard for her... then my mum went and try to take it from her... wow she refuse and hang on it like her life... cannot stand her... so I went to try and take it from her... keep on telling her... i will give it back to her... but refuse is refuse... so got to trick again .. use another trick to take distract her and take it from her... then i took it ... and check... it seems okie... so let her have it back lor.... she grab it ... and started to eat.. so as i eat my food she was eating hers.. when i throw my food she was still eating.... she was like on her treat for like 1 hour or more... poor her... but she is so cute... so love her still... hehe....

went to sleep pretty early too... was on a 3 way call and while they were talking ... I fall alseep... wahaha ..... so they ask me to put down the phone ... hehe..... almost sleeping ... in my half sleep state i heard my phone ring ....

Me : Hello
Caller : Hello.. Joanne ha...
Me : Ya
Caller : u sleeping issit
Me : Ya... so sleepy....
Caller : so early only you sleep....
Me : Ya...
Caller : do not sleep la... talk to me...
Me : no la... I really sleepy la... talk tomorrow la...
Caller : do not be like this la... talk to me la...
Me : arr... I really sleepy... talk tomorrow okie... * I just hang up the phone*

Back to my sleep......

Think I am soon becoming a pig... lol...

Miss.Panda growing up. 8:40 AM.

Friday, October 21, 2005

Busy Week

tot ... this week 3 days off .. can rest at home... in the end also never rest... coz S call me to go back on Wednesday to work... so back to work... I was... then when back to work... was so busy .. the moment i step in .... till i leave for home at 11pm .... arrrrrrrrr.... how can life me like that... just that day received the letter that I am confirmed promoted... but.... looking at it .. do not shall be happy or what.. work till so hard also the same... see how really got to go soon .. maybe when i get bonus at the end of the year... hehe ... then time to move on in life... cannot sit there forever and lay eggs... eggs also long time hatch liao .... anyway... today i so busy.. as usual what is new.. till my hands are so painful and sore and tired... from all the answering of the phone... and also had a photo session of my dog... the other day... here are some of it ...

hehehe ... issit she cute..... i think she is my darling baby... she is in my room with her floor rug.. for her to sleep as it was so cold.. the last few days....

there she is again in my living room ... lol... going to sleep..... hehe ... now me going to help my mum fold clothes liao .... hehe

Simply Love my dog....

Miss.Panda growing up. 10:08 PM.

Monday, October 17, 2005

Last Nite... wahahaha

wahaha... before i went to bed last night... my game friends add me onto the YM for convosation... lol so many of us there.. like 15 -20 of us there... wahaha ... then they make me sing for them ... arrrrrr how can they do that to me.... so in the end i sing for them ... wahahah... chinese song... english song... wahaha think i must have sound so horrible or like mickey mouse's gf... minnie mouse... lol.... so we chatted and laugh till like 3.30 am in the evening... to tired... then i went to sleep lor... as usual .. cannot wake up this morning...... rush to work in a cab ... waste my $$ man ... aiyo.... lucky tomorrow off... think me going to be on the net till late again ... wahahah see what new jokes we have this time round .... hehe...

Miss.Panda growing up. 7:40 PM.

Sunday, October 16, 2005

Fun !!!!! Gathering !!!!!!!! Chatting !!!!!!!!

after like 2 years.... i finally see my shifu and shimu again .... he is my lecturer during my uni days... my local one lor... Mr Roger Loo.... miss him so much ... wahah as if i am in love with him no la...just really respect him ... he is Mr power man ... heheh gain tons of my respect.... but there is one other person who i hate the most... even thought i respect roger tons... i will still scold thar moron person in class like *shut the Fuck up* man .... lame asss.... he is a super lame ass lor .. ... anyway... i bring ah gal to the gathering yesterday... everyone loves hers... I mean simply love her... she is so cute and fun.... and she is the center of attention to everyone... lol... hehehe .... and she have so much fun ... so we began with BBQ by the pool... fellow by drinking session in my friend's place... we drunk so much ... talk so much cock... and laugh so much .... so fun ... really miss the good old days... then came home like 2.30 am .. so tired.. but still have to check e-mail and work... tons of job to finish ... was doing my work half way... then the phone ring .....

Me : Hello
OP : Hello I am xxx's friend
Me : Yeah ... Hi ... can I help you...
OP : xxx wants you to come and bring him home .. he wants you to come down !!
Me : Bring him home from where???
OP : BB ....
Me : what... so far???
OP : where u stay ... in J issit?
Me : No ... I stay in AMK
OP: but how he is dead drunk ....
Me I also la... i cannot even walk straight now.. don't think i can still talk to you means I am sober...
OP : then how ? u come la... I pay for your cab fare
Me : not about the cab fare... but I am really gone case....
OP : why not ... i come down to bring you ... and you come and bring xxx home....
Me : No No ... u urself also cannot make it ... please la....
OP : how how how ????
Me : I do not even drive... and if i go out ... i got bring my dog... coz my parents will not be in town tomorrow morning ... no one to look after her...
OP : nvm la .. bring her down also ... I look after her for you
Me : no la... coz she is afraid of stranger....
OP : i am good with dogs....
Me : cannot la really ... never mind u let xxx on the phone ... I talk to him
OP: okie..... xxx come pick the phone
xxx : Hello ... B
Me : hello... ru okie ?
xxx: No .. I am so drunk .. come save me
Me : u go lie down okie ... and sleep...
xxx: no place to sleep....
Me : on the floor :
xxx: me on the floor.....
Me : okie lie down .....
xxx : me going to vomit...
OP : he is vomiting like hell...
Me : aiyo how.... u go look after them ... anything call me again la...
OP : okie....
Me : bb ...

* hangs up on the phone *

me sitting there wondering what will happenes.... how can i help some one when i am so drunk last night.... maybe i should have gone down ... but then I was too stone even to help myself... elt alone some one else... arrrrrrrrrr..... do not know what to do ... so sit in front of my computer trying to reply to e-mails... that has chunk up in my mail box..... trying to reply... with the most sober mind I hae... I know with such a state... I should have just gone to sleep.... but then cannot sleep... my mind was wide awake... but my body was not .... arrrrrrrrrr... after like trying to understadn 1 long long long lng e-mail;... i finally give up.... .. sitting there just strea blankly in the computer screen ... then my phone rang again ... .. so was on the phone till like 4.30 am in the morning ..... and trying to comfort xxxx.... but no matter waht i says... just do not believe me... never mind la.. let xxx say me la.. scold me ... though it hurts... i held back my tears... do not want to make matters worse... arrrrrr. help me .... also do not know waht to do ......

Went to bed at about 6.00 am in the morning ... then woke up by my darling dog... coz she keeping on barking ... tot what happened.. then realease then my parents.. did not lock the door in the morning when they leave the hse.... arrrrrrrrrr so sleepy... but cannot sleep liao ... so watch TV lor.... was watching and watching till like 5pm plus..... *yawn* so sleepy... ,,, so went off to bed and sleep.... till about 7 plus... woke up and mop the floor... actually wanted to bath my dog... but ... raining .. so scare she cold... mai ... lor... see next tuesday then bath for her lor ..... then she like miss my dad and mum the whole day... keep on staying in their room ... do not want to come out ... then when raining started... she was shiving .... so poor thing .... so I was hugging her.. kissing her... comformting her... after a while she was fine... but the whole day so cold... in the end she end up in my parents' room on the carpet that my mum has on the floor....

Finally my parents came back ... she so happy.... miss my mum and dad lor... wahahaha ..... as usual jumping around ... hehe .... then as i sit in front of the computer... she came and ... try to get onto my lap.... wahaha ... when she was on my lap... her head was on my arms... refusing to let mte type... aiyo... how how... then i put her on my computer table... as i am writing the blog... wahahah .. with the music on ... wow so relax... hehe ... see her really so cute... just kiss her ... wahahah ...... then my sister came into the living room ... ask me why she on the computer table... so i say... she cold ma... and then just now refuse to go now ... lol..

Sister : You on the music so loud... how she sleep
Me : Everynite i sleep also on music loud... she is used to it ....

my sister... came over to kiss her...

Sister : she smell doggy already...
Me : yeah! have to bath her next week lor...

heheh ... now my doggier is sleeping so cute infront of me.... good life... so many ppl love her... whahaa

" Dogs are man's best friend... "

Miss.Panda growing up. 11:54 PM.

Saturday, October 15, 2005

My Wekk (@.@)

whole week ... been working and playing games and also d/l music from S.... lol... heard that he have over 10k music.. can u believe that.... wahaha .... not sure what songs... but d/l first la... then he got my my fav song... the endless love in the show 'The Myth'.. think soon I will corrupt the song... coz i keep on replying the song only... and trying to learn the chrous .. coz its in korean ... lol... When i sing.. something i think ... me like singing malay song ... then was telling a friend in spain about the song... show him the website to ask him to transalt... then so funny... i did it ... and the transaltion make the song so RA... wahahah .... can u image... what got hole... what i love your hole or some shit like that... wahahaha .... i cannot stop laughing at it .....

Been so busy in office... till I think me going to die liao ... just got the news from my boss that i got promoted together with SM... but not so happy about the promotion... beside increase in pay... but job load... increase liek triple or even more... wonder if i can take it .. and SM did not know about it .. so me and N decided to play a trick on her... the whole scene was like .....

SM came into work.....

Me : Congrats on ur Promotion
SM : u got promoted too right
Me: No u only....
SM : why ? don't bluff la....
Me: don't believe ask N la
N : yeah u are promoted ....
SM : why? why?
Me : really cause I am leaving...
SM : WHAT !!! how can u do that to me.....
Me: yeah me really leaving .... last day on 1st Dec
SM : ' went to the chair and sit down .... shock in her face'
SM: why r u leaving??? u found another job ??
Me : No la... me leaving to do my masters
SM: How can you do that to me ? When did u decide??
Me : just recently la... coz so sian liao ....
SM : how can u ... I am going to resign
Me : no la ... u mai resign la .....
SM : How can u do that.... *tears was slowly forming in her eyes*
Me : brace urself la....
SM: How to... how can u do that
Me : okie la mai sad la ... actually we playing a joke on you la
SM : IDIOT !!!!!!!!
N : *pass a pieave of paper to her* seee for yourself
SM : WHAT THE HECK MAN !!!!! HOW CAN U DO THAT TO ME !!!!!
Me , SM , N : wahahahahahahahahahhahaha

that the end of out little trick...... hehe lame us right... jusy tot wanted to do something for fun ...

so as for the song i was saying... me going to pass the whole song lyrics here.... coz simply love it too much ... nice nice song...

解开我最神秘的等待
星星坠落风在吹动
终再将你拥入怀中
两颗心颤抖
相信我不变的真心
千年等待有我承诺
无论经过多少的寒冬
我决不放手

(韩)金：现在紧抓住我的手闭上眼睛
请你回想起过去我们恋爱的日子
我们是因为太爱
所以更使得我们痛苦
我们连“爱你“这句话都无法讲
yi zi na yi so nv ca go nv nv ka ma yo
wu li ca na /kae/ do na lv /zin/ ga /kae/ ba yo
wu li no mo sa da /hae/ zo a pa so ne yo
zo do ca na a da ma yo mo te so /mae/ yo

每一夜被心痛穿越
思念永没有终点
早习惯了孤独像随
我微笑面对
相信我我选择等待
再多苦痛也不闪躲
只有你的温柔能解救
无边的冷漠

(韩)金：现在紧抓住我的手闭上眼睛
请你回想起过去我们恋爱的日子
我们是因为太爱
所以更使得我们痛苦〖■●工作室〗
我们连“爱你“这句话都无法讲
yi zi na yi so nv ca go nv nv ka ma yo
wu li ca na /kae/ do na lv /zin/ ga /kae/ ba yo
wu li no mo sa da /hae/ zo a pa so ne yo
zo do ca na a da ma yo mo te so /mae/ yo

合：让爱成为你我心中
那永远盛开的花
穿越时空绝不低头永不放弃的梦

金:我们是因为太爱
所以更使得我们痛苦
我们连“爱你“这句话都无法讲
wu li no mo sa da /hae/ zo a pa so ne yo
zo do ca na a da ma yo mo te so /mae/ yo

让爱成为你我心中
那永远盛开的花

金:我们千万不要忘记我们的约定
wu li so jo /ae/ do ya so yi ji den ma da yo

唯有真爱追随你我
穿越无尽时空

金:我们连“爱你“这句话都无法讲
zo do ca na a da ma yo mo te so /mae/ yo

爱是心中唯一不变美丽的神话

guess love is really like a myth... every love story is a different myth....

Miss.Panda growing up. 2:26 PM.

Monday, October 10, 2005

Things that pisses me off &^*%$)_#(&$*_+$**^*^%$#%$@^&&*

certain things pisses me off something.... looking at it... just remember that after work ytd ... wanted to take a cab home from office... was stadning just outside waiting for a cab .... then this group of MBA student walk out behide me... and there were like walking down the road towards the traffice lights... then from far a cab was coming .. and can u believe what they did ... they just jump out and started to wave for the cab ...... arrrrrrrrrrrr... can you believe what the heck is that... call themselves MBA student... going to get a MBA... with this kind of shitty.... behaviour.. so disgraceful man ... nowadays... i think if you have $$ you will have ur MBA... some one the students... really think they are high and mighty and we are their slaves... watch their bag for them ... need to hunt their items for them .. when they have stupidly left their items lying around in public and expects everyone to pick after them....

When can they grow up... guess not... aiyo...... so piss.... and some more can tell lies... never call for cab ... they call for cab .. then they are high profle ppl from their company.... pisses my professor off man .... what is the world coming toooooooooooooo

Miss.Panda growing up. 7:39 PM.

Another day !!!

went home from work ytd.... so tired... my dog greeted me as usual at the door... hehe jumping up and down ... came into the door.. taking off my shoes ... my mum was like :

Mum : she never eat the whole day... never drink water also
Me : okie....
Mum : naughty gal her....
Me : aiyo... no choice lor
Me : gal ... enough... don't jump liao ... love you .....

went to my room with my dog following... change my glasses and took my towel to go for a quick shower.... so tired.... so refresh after the bath..... walk to the living room wanting to seat down .. before my butt can even touch my sofa.... my mum was like :

Mum : the noodles in the box.. u do not want to eat issit.. then take out and let it cool down before put in fridge
Me : oh yeah ha ... sorry forget la..... me go take out now ... mai eat....

took the food out of the food warmer.... and open to cool it .. so tempting .. so took a fork and started to eat... yum yum ......

Mum : tot u do not want to eat
Me : open the box... see liao so nice to eat a few mouth lor....
Mum : u greedy la....
Me : Hehehehe

walk back to the living room... show my sister the really exciting website about the gal hazel.... and my sister was like ...

Sister : aiyo the breast so fake
Me : wahahahaha
Sister ; jie this one real one bo
Me : wo bo chi dao .... my friend give me tthe website so i come back share with you lor
Sister : jie the dick also do fake....
Me : shhh mai so loud la... wait mummy think what
Sister : wahahaha ......

my sister was hogging both the tv and computer... so i bo bian lor ... go and sleep in bed..... so lazy.... was sleeping half way... when i heard the sms from my phone.... S message me " watching VCD " and me with half open eyes..." me sleeping liao "

After that... eyes wide open... cannot sleep liao .... keep tossing in turning in bed ... then fed up about it ... so decided to call the person who woke me up....

S: Hello
Me : Hello....
S: tot u sleep liao ...
Me : yeah la... then ur sms woke me up ... now i cannot sleep
S : sorry lor...
Me : so i call and scold you lor... then me going to write in my blog tomorrow....
S : wahahahahah
Me : so everyone will know
S : kk wahahahhah
Me : so any new stuff on ur tag?
S : got a lot
Me : who write ??
S : E and me lor...
Me : kk then i go check tomorrow.. *yawn*.. why u so sian sian 1
S : time to sleep liao mah ...
Me : okie ba... u go sleep i need to sleep liao
S : K K good nite sweet dreams
Me : Nite nite

ZzZzzzzzZzzzzZzzzzzzzz

sleeping enough... is a wonderful feeling ...

Miss.Panda growing up. 4:48 PM.

Sunday, October 09, 2005

I cannot believe it !!!!!!!

wow ... saw the most interesting blogs today... the link given to me from S.... really think this gals are all siao liao .... guess if they post wonder if the friends know them .... all sorts of nude posts and also about their sex life.... post the link here... so u can read if you are interested.... lol... see i so nice to you all.... Happy reading.... lol

http://hazeldearie.blogspot.com/

http://www.sarongpartygirl.blogspot.com/

http://rockson.blogspot.com/

Miss.Panda growing up. 6:14 PM.

Drama Crazy Me!!

so sleepy.... last night sleep at about 5 am .... and then this morning wake up to the sound of my mum ... scolding my dog... hehe actually more of my god-brother's dog... coz he is on heat... so scare she get rape by his other dogs.... so send her to my place and be princess lor... so love by whole family.... everyday i rush home to clean and mop the floor coz she shits and pees everywhere when no one is at home..... her way of showing .... that she is angry that no one is at home to accompany her... so she make u 'bo eng' when u reach home lor... that is what my sister hate most... so she always call me ... ask me if i go home liao ... before she decides to go home.... I am the dog's maid... poor me... panda maid... hehehe

anyway.. I think seriously i am spending too much $$ on VCD... just brought the show 'War and Beauty ' last week on Friday... and i have already finishing seeing it on Tuesday I think .... or even earlier... aiyo... waste my $$ spend like $90 bucks on it .... so my sister lend to her friend lor... what else.. think my hse can be rental for VCD liao .... charge ppl for the VCDs i lend out .. think i will earn back man .... some more can make profit out of it .. coz go rental shop also the same what...

Then last Friday went to the rental shop to lend a new show.... wow full set cost me S$ 42.00 okie la cheaper then i buy it man .. call and check the price... it was like S$ 100++ so much difference... nmext time i think i rent can liao ... mai buy... bring ah gal go market walk walk... she super lazy mai walk want me to carry her ... some more nowadays do not know waht stupid law come out .. bring dog out must have a leash on her.. if not will kanna fine $$ ... ser mer shi ma... like as if all dog will go and bite ppl like that... poor them ... cannot walk freely w/o the leash around them in public... or run freely.... aiyo really so poor thing la... and have the most awful dinner i have in my life... a very yucks chicken rice dinner... did not even finish eating it ....

So far catch the drama... untill esp 10 nai ... still have 31 esp to finish think i will be able to finish this coming wed ... cannot wait for it man ... tonight maybe can see another 2 or 4 esp of it ...the show is both exciting and funny... cannot stop laughing at certain parts....

Went to bed at close to 4 am .. was talking to someone on the phone late last night... so sleepy... the conversation was like:

Me : Hello....
Him : Hello
Me : Where r u ?
Him : Home ?
Me : So noisy....
Him : my brother watching VCD in his room on the computer ...
Me : oic .. so u watching also ?
Him : yeah .....
Me : then i better not distrub you liao .....
Him : never mind la its okie ... i seen it many times .....
Me : oic ... okie so what have u been doing the whole day ....
Him : nothing ... just went to training .... then what u doing
Me : me came home from work and watch VCD till now lor ....
Him : oh okie...
Me : r u feeling okie... u do not sound happy...
Him : yeah I am okie .....
Me : really ... maybe i am too sensative...
Him : hummmmmmmm
Me : never mind .....
Him : ok......... I call u in 2 mins ... need to talk to my brother
Me : never mind la... me going to sleep....
Him : never mind u wait ha ....
Me : okie....
Him : (at the back) ..... xxxxx.....yyy....xxxx....xxxxxxxx (cannot hear what he say )
Me : *yawn*
Him : I am back ...
Me : so what u talking to ur brother about
Him : nothing scolding him ... coz he is distrubing me
Me : really but i heard my name
Him : no la... also do not know what he is talk about ...
Me : ???? ok... nvm ...
Him : so what u doing now ?
Me : lying on my bed going to sleep.....
Him : ok.....
Me : wait ha... my dog is going to bark... coz i think my sister is home....
( gal no barking ... love love... only jie jie come back.. come sleep... *pat* *pat*)
Me : hello ... I am back....
Him : ok....
Me : okie me need to go and sleep liao ...
Him : okie
Me : good nite then...
Him : good nite...
*hangs up the phone*

wonder what is the conversation about... I wonder that too .... haizzzzzzzz........

"to love is to hate.. to hate is to love.... something love comes from hate and hate comes from love..."

Miss.Panda growing up. 3:00 PM.

Saturday, October 08, 2005

Busy Busy Week and Weekend @@@

Weekend... where every one will be resting or something .. but for me ... nai no chance... working on sat and sunday... so tiring man... do not know how long more can i take it ... think soon i will be going to IMH... been telling tht to tons of ppl.. recently... haizzz why i so negative nowadays.. maybe coz i am still trying to get over the fact that A is going to leave me ... all alone at the residences.... wahaha so lesbian man .. nai she is not my les other half... i still like and prefer guys... heheheh .......

just days ago .. had a small quarrel with a friend... coz he promise me not to go and approach my sister at DBL O but he went... and the next day i told him off.. but to him he does not seems like he care about anything .. then few days later he aplogize to me... nvm forget it... know that my sister more chio... no one can fight that.... hiazzzz....

my best friend going back to Australia for about 2 weeks... hehe she can buy chocolates back for me when she come back.... yippy... cannot wait for it man .. I want chocolates... I want chocolates.... fruit and nuts.. peppermint ... wow my favourite.. cannot wait for it ... yummy... coz i think when she is back... i will need it more... as A leaving .... i think will be 1st Nov... and till now also have not interview any new gals... arrrrrrrrrrrr... WTF... WTH... sorry mind my language... just feeling piss.....

looking far ... u will see the place that you ever want to be...

Miss.Panda growing up. 6:02 PM.

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

All PICS

I cannot seems to edit my blog.... seens that .. then i paste all the pics here.... wahaha below is a pic on what he gave the groom to eat that day.... wowo .. that cracker is filled with wasabi .... hot man ... and the chilli padi there.... Poor him ....

The beautiful bride for the day... hehe issit she just so pretty.... i guess everyone is te prettiest on their wedding day.... hehehe .... maybe i will not be....

The male MC for the day... he is in charge of English portion ... did not mange to get 1 pic of the female MC ... she is really powerful ... with Chinese and Japanese...

chio right..... hehehe ... one of the many chios at the wedding.... don't drool okie.... wipe off... so shamful.... lol...

okie i got still tons of photos.. but i guess its too many....

love is a wonderful feeling.. to be together forever is a something most ppl hope for.....

Miss.Panda growing up. 2:56 PM.

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Lazy Sunday and Monday

woke up at 1.30pm by my darling mum... coz she say cannot sleep so much ... and my brother call me to ask if can bring ah gal over to my hse... coz scare she kanna rape by pui pui ... wahaha coz ah gal is on heat.... lol... so okie la... coz mum like gal mah so can la... no need to ask permission one... hehehe .... was home almost the whole of sunday.. except in the evening went to have dinner and for movie.... then brought VCD home to watch ... my fav show man ... chase half way no time to chase... now buy VCD... and start watching.... see till 4.00am in the morning again .... went to sleep... wake up at 1.30pm again on Monday ... and carry on watching the show.... wow so excited.... spend the whole Monday at home... did not even step out of my hse at all... going to be stay home Panda already... .. by the time i slept at 12.30am last night... still got 6 more chapter to go... think going home later to finish it before i sleep tonight.. want to know what happened..... and also got to remind myself to d/l the wedding pics..... before ppl start chasing me for it ... hehehe ...

Miss.Panda growing up. 12:38 PM.

Monday, October 03, 2005

Busy Busy Saturday !!!!!!

wow... finally i have the strength and energy to update my blog..... since Friday... have been busy like hell... even though i was not working ... ... lets seee starting from friday....

FRIDAY

Was not working on Friday... so had all my appointment fixed for that day... but the day did not start good.... first thing in the morning ... i got calls from ppl from office... telling me thing and tha... arrrrrr.... why cannot let me sleep.... on my off day also like that... how can ... then after that i cannot sleep liao .... after that.... went on to the net to received songs from a friend... and half way... at about 12.30... M called me to tell me that V got MC and ask me to go back to walk ... but i already say before on Thursday that i cannot go back... then that moron boss actually agree then w/o her finding a replace... WTF... how can it be like that.... last time how sick we are... we still have to go ... arrrrrrrrr....... mai care la... who cares man ... so i went ahead with my plan ... i went to collect my shoes and spend almost an hour there ... coz my shoes like cannot fit... so keep on making adjustment... finally it can fit comfortable.. so off i go to suntec for my manicure and padicure... ... went to line up to press $$ then this gal walk past me with her bf .. sh was staring at me first.. and then i look back .. then she tell her bf that i was looking at her.. coz after they walk a distance... her bf look back.. and like want to come over and slap me like that... as if i care... wahaha... then go food court have lunch ... met my cousin ... wahaha have not seen her like almost a year.... hehehe ...went for manicure and padicure... so nice.. once again can see my nails looking nice and pretty hehe so long bo see like that liao ... so far so good... nothing went wrong... went to get my hair wash and straighten .... hehe all look so perfect.. after went to find val ... coz her appt was at 6.00pm ... so go kaypoh and talk to her......

After then i rush to Great World.. for a movie .... went to buy tickets... and that moron person actually give me 6.40pm tickets... when i brought the tickets at 7.30pm ... WTH man ... how can make a mistake... and worse is we have gotton into the cinema and sit down there.. and some more came and show us the same ticket sit... what the heck... ask the cinema person to come in ... shone a torchlight at us ... then she say so loudly then we have brought a 6.40pm show... ask us to walk out and let her check... so embrassing man ... how can this happened... change a ticket for us .. go there... got ppl sit one ... aiyo all the mood gone liao .. where still got mood to see the show ... .. ask for refund of the ticket and told them off.... coz spolit all my plan ... tot can go home sleep early in the end also cannot .. coz waiting for Angeline to come and pass me things.. for the wedding on Sat... wait and wait for her till almost 12midnight.... so sleepy man .... then reach home almost 12.30am liao ..by the time got to bed abd sleep... it was like 1.00am ....*yawn*

SATURDAY --- IN THE WEE HOURS

Cannot sleep.... arrrrrrrrrr woke up every hour... coz scare cannot make it in time for V's wedding... scare overslept... how can like that..... how can ... but anywy... i woke up at 4.45am .. so i am still early for it ... hehehe .. start of the long and busy day.......

SATURDAY MORNING

Bath at 5.00am in the morning... put on make up and pack my handbag... by 6.00am I was rdy to leave the hse... then went downstairs... no cab .... how can be... Sat morning no cab ... arrrrr waited almost 10 misn before i got a taxi.... finally managed to reach V's hse at 6.20am... Heng .. I am still early... she was already all ready and only left her shoes have not put on ... then we realise her room air con was leaking ... hehe... so move her to her mum's room.... but this bride.. want to do this do that... do everything except to sit down and be a pretty bride... can u belive it ... then i went down to get rdy to for the groom's arrival... wow he is earlier then expected.. hehe ... nearly did not managed to lock the gate ... lucky V's dad help if not.. he sure come in 1... so after all this .. time for making him eat all the items... wow he sure can make it man ... chilli ... and wasabi cracker and lime... HOT MAN !!!!! will post photo of all these when I have it ... then you will know... think also never think ... he put all into his mouth and eat.... his brother for the wedding... bo eng one.. never help him ... let him ownself eat all... poor mario.. (nickname for him)The open door amount ... I also do not know go where liao ... hehe .... think not much la...

After he got the bride... we all went to his place... wow ... stay there act pretty for sometime... then have photo taking with bride... and also sit around eat and drink water.... after all the normal tea cermony... the bride and groom went to Bontanic Gardens... to take photo... no one want to fellow and help.. so I fellow lor... coz if not who help V with her gown and all... see i so hard working ... who can beat that... no one hor... so by that time .. my eyes already cannot make it liao ... closing any moment .... went back to V's new place... faster eat liao .. help her change into her chinese kua... then off to her home... wow reach her hse... so many ppl.... can go in ... cannot come out already.... so faster say bb... to v... go home to catch some sleep before the night time... slept like 2 hrs tot cannot wake up... but who knows.. before 2.30pm my eyes was wide open... getting rdy to go and make my hair for the night... my whole body aches and my eyes so tired... coz was with contact lense for so long....drag my body to the hair dresser and while making my hair with A... realise it was Children's day.... arrrrrrrrr forget to get a present for my Godson... how can.. so when A have done finish her hair.. i ask if you can go buy for me.,.... she did ... while i get my hair done.. by the time was done... it was 4.30pm ... rush home bath... and change.. make up and off i go to the dinner to help out.

DINNER

wow i reach the hotel at 5.35pm..... Nanny was there already.. so I went in to help out the table arrangements and make sure all setting are correct... run in and out serveral time... test mic sounds, songs for the March in ... the trdinational first dish and 2nd March in song... have to make sure get all is right.... then i was to make sure the flower gal have to throw the flowers... the ring bearer have to put the ring properly... bring them back to their seats.... so me and C were stadning by the enterance to open the curtain for the Bride and Groom... lol... we became curtain bearer... once they are in ... with my 3 inch heels... i run all the away to the front.. so scare.. I will fall down man ... more then once i run in the heels... so scary man .... hehe ... they got more ppl coming then they say... so we had to find tables and seats for them all... we pack the whole ballroom with ppl... till in the end .. we have to even use 1 of the 2 reserve table... can u believe it ... and heng... i got 2 jies who love me tons... they keep food for me ... hehe while i was not at my desk... then the whole night ... I was running up and down .... and taking phots with Y's kids... AM and E... so cute.. so many candid shots...... after the whole event... tot can go home and sleep.... NO!!!! they all say lets got for ONE drink... in the end the ONE drink became 4 - 5 drinks... wahaha but I only drink like half.... coz too stone to drink any more liao ... so we were in the sort of VIP room with another table of ppl... and when we go in .. we make so much noise... guess we interruppted them.. so paiseh ... so say sorry... but the ppl there were cool... they say... lets all have fun ...

half way... we found out they were celebrating a birthday or a friend.. so we join in and sing song... English... chinese... and even cantoense version .. see we sooooo sporting ... lol.... and cause of it... we each have a birthday cake coustery of the birthday gal... really nice cake man .. Mocha... from Bangawan Solo... suprise the cake there taste so nice... YUM YUM... we even call the bride and groom to come down for chit chat and drinks... which they did .... poor V came down in her evening gown and slippers... wahaha... so nice man ... then we took more photos... and have another round of Yum Sheng... with the new friends we made at the bar... wow all enjoy to like no tomorrow.... Finally time to ask for bill... the bill came up to $300 plus... gave me a shock... then i check and found they have overcharge us with more then 4 drink ... make then do rebate.. tot we are all drunk ... how can like that.... lucky i this panda saw it ... hehehe... we save almost $50 ... can buy like another 4 - 5 drinks man ..

Finally we can go home... took a cab with M .. by the time i reach home .. bath .. wash and dry my hair... so sleeping time was at 4.00am ... i think .....

Life is short... play hard...

Miss.Panda growing up. 9:53 PM.