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Thursday, September 29, 2005

Dinner Meeting !!!!

Just came back from the wedding dinner meeting cum gathering .. so tired... after work i rush like mad to the meeting place for dinner with them ... could not really eat much .. coz was so tired from work and also want to make sure i can fit into my dress on Sat.. LoL.... anyway met everyone... all so happy for Val and Danny... then Val start handing out sheets of paper.... arrrrr... is the programem schdule for the day... wow she have to wake up 0400 hrs and I will have to be at her place at 0615 hrs... she really got everything plan out .... then I see my name everywhere... wow she really treat me like a good friend... coz she put me to help in all the important role.. so happy about it ... hehe coz never ask cousin to help ... all use friend... I guess that is how good friends are for .... but I really looking forward to her wedding ...... 25 hours... like the Watch company... hehehe

Just received a call from Angie... say that Victoria cannot work tomorrow coz she is losing her voice.. but i really cannot help her tomorrow... coz i need to go manicure... pendicure... to make my hair ... collect my shoes... take camera from my friend.... somemore send my daddy to collect video cam from my aunite's place... wow so many things to do ... I will be her water bottle carrier.... so preapre a big bag.... put water... straws.... tissue paper.... sweets.... and many more.... wahaha important role for a funny gal like me.... but I am all ready to take on all....

Guess tomorrow will be a busy... busy.... busy day for me ... will see if my nails can type... wahaha coz manicure la ... so scare make get.. or maybe i too tired.. so want to sleep early... see how la..... wonder what time i can wake up tomorrow... to start the busy day..... see how it does.... 1 step at the time...

the past is the past.... the future and the future... to let go of the past.. will then you will see the future.... .

Miss.Panda growing up. 10:40 PM.

2 Days to Val's Wedding

wahaha.... 2 days to val's wedding ... wow so excicited about it ... tonight meeting them for dinner discussion for the wedding day... timing and coordination... and see what danny do not like to eat... so we can all make him eat it... whahaha ... Oh... ytd was in shocked and upset about the news from angie... so forget to mention that i got my dress... wahaha a nice blue dress... and my mum actually seen the dress and the a cardigan top that i brought... she hae her eyes set on it .. can you believe it !!!!!! mum is mum no choice... never mind la can lend her wear la... coz i got a sexy mum .... hehehe..... more pretty then me.... heheh ... my sister is also pretty... so all in my family is pretty lor... wahahaha.....

been hanging out with my best friend lately and really see a change in her.. which is good at least i know she is changing for the better and I am glad the friendship is not lost.. .. at least i and her both feel more happier now... ... planning a trip to China in Jan ... now i can go with ease... coz no need to think so much liao ... but with angie gone.. perhaps my phone bill will go up and up and up... coz all will start calling me ... hate it man ... now at least me, mich ... angie and WQ all in different department ... now we can all go on holiday.... yeah .... no need to think of High occ or low occ... all can go liao ... weeeeeeeee

Just heard from a Steph and Mel that they got robbed in Perth just last week... oh no Perth used to be such a peaceful and safe place.. wonder why all this happeneds now .. feel so sad for her.. coz i now she lost a really importany necklace from her grandma.... give her a hug on MSN... will give her a real 1 when i see her... Hope she is feeling better now... I know it will be a heartache for her .. forever and ever.. but i really hope she can take it well....

guess somethings lost can never be found again ...

Miss.Panda growing up. 2:36 PM.

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Happy and Sad at the Same Time... Mixed emotions !!!

Started off the day.. with a dream that woke me up... wahaha... a really funny dream.. and i told the person involve and he told me that he hope the dream will come true... wonder if dreams do come true ???

Then went to my hse market for lunch and send my dress to be alter... if not sat how to wear... cannot wear man .... and came to office... the moment I step into office aka working area... angeline broke a news to me... she has been accepted for a transfer to another dept... arrrrrrrrrrrr.... i nearly fainted... HOW CAN SHE DO THIS TO ME !!!!!! apply also bo tell me ... act so secretly... but then its her personal choice... really happy for her.. but my stress level is going to up and up and up and up... think not going to come down unless i leave this moron place... but the thing is that the boss sucks... but the ppl is nice and the working enviroment is nice.... I really love it here... then on the way to work... some one make me really angry ..was on the phone with him and he actually was not listening to me .. as i was talking away... so rude... I simply hate that... so he keep on saying sorry to me... okie la forgive him la... mai so petty.....

really time for me to move on... really so tired of this job... no increment... only stress lvl increase... but the 1 thing make my happy is my god son... he so so cute... here is a pic of him

so kawaii right... i know he is... hehe love him so much....

time is made by oneself and control by one....

Miss.Panda growing up. 9:06 PM.

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

I need a DRESSSSSSSSSSSSSS !!!!!!!!!

Went shopping with my friends ytd to get a dress for a friend's wedding... but see here and see there also no dress to buy... 3 of us went... the ones who need to get something .. did not even manged to even get earrings or even a top... the one who just went to accompany us ... actually brought tops and earrings... waahahah ... we are so mean .. make ppl spend $$ and we buy nothing ... but the things is I need a DRESSSSSSSSSSSS !!!!! How ???? TELL ME HOW????

Cannot tonight after work at 8pm i better go and get my dress man ... hope i can get 1.. then yesterday walk so much ... till i reach home so sleepy.... cannot take it ... The sleep all the way through.. this morning nearly late for work... hehehe .... that is me ... as usual...

Some one suddenly message me last night... got a shock... but maybe he is changing and proving to me .... I really hope so then he will change for the better.... I really wish him all the best....

knowing someone does not mean you know him/her all that well ...

Miss.Panda growing up. 12:34 PM.

Monday, September 26, 2005

Monday Morning !!! or Monday Blues ???

Monday morning ..... weeeeeeee morning to all !! some ppl have monday morning blues... due to the break over the weekend... but to me.... nai .. its the same.. coz i am on shift work... so everyday to me is the same.. and its a bonus to me if I have Sunday off... which i did just ytd.. spend the almost half the day sleeping... oink oink ... hehehe .... lets see .... guess why i am like that... it all starts from Friday night... hehehe .... back to the past .....

Friday work till very late as mention in my previous blog.. and came in on Sat morning... bored again and wrote on blog.. what happened after that..... the second installment for sat and follow by sunday....

SATURDAY - Part II

after work i rush to make my hair for my friend's wedding in the nite ... went to AMk central and found this salon whose skill and price is both good and resonable... she was really patient and attentive... ask me what colour my dress will be so she can spary the correct colour glitter in my hair.. and i told her i did not want to bun up my hair... she gave me a sofitiscated look and sweet at the same time.. and it cost me only S$29.00.. wow this week val's wedding have to go to her again ... and make appointment... but 1 time that irritated me when i was there was this gal who wash my hair for me... she keep on asking me to cut my hair ... and keep on talking even though after i show more interest in the magazine that i was reading then her... but she just go on and on and on .... i was like so tired already.... arrrrrrr save me.... but the nice hair do make up for everything ... hehe.... could not get a pic of it ... coz rush room change and then out i went again ... lucky my friend came and drove me to the wedding an when we got there... again so heng... managed to get a carpark lot within like 5 mins upon entery of the carpark.... Heng Heng man ...

At the wedding .. me and my guy friend feel so left out ... wahaha ... sitting at the table only we know each other that is all... we end up only eating the first 3 or 4 dish and off we go ... I went to meet my gf... at SC cafe cartel and had food there and drinks with her... talk to her and realise i Miss her so much .. she is my best friend... and coz of a old time quarrel.. we nearly lost this friendship... but i guess all is well again ... I am so happy.... then call another gf... coz her hse was nearby and for 3 years she keep on asking me to visit her but no chance.. that day got chance.. so me and my best friend.. we went to visit her new place... wow so huge man .. 3 stories high and she was staying the top floor... climb all the stairs up.. so tiring man .. some more in my black gown.... aiyo... ai si liao ... hehehe ... no la worth it .. so we planning to go her hse and play MJ sometimes... can play in her room.. aircon own bath room ... everything also got... hehe... just like old times when we were all doing project... private room with private TV .. with private bathroom and so on and so forth... so by the time i got home.. it was like 1.30am in the morning.... and opening the door... i FOUND MY MUM AWAKE >.< ... OMG.... she was AWAKE... wahaha ... suprise for me.. coz my mum sleeps early then most of us .. the lastest i seen her sleep was like 1am in the morning ...... wahahah... shock me man .... she was rushing to watch a korean drama... more unbelieveable... i think my mum is getting more and more modern and also like me .... wahaha ... coz i can don't sleep and watch korean drama the whole day and nite till i finish the whole show.... after that mum still did not want to sleep.. she was watching with me till 3 am in the morning ... as i cannot sleep.. coz was drying my hair... wash it when i went home.. coz was fill with moose and all... so have to wash la... if not cannot sleep... hehehe...

Then after that went to bed at about 3.30am... but cannot sleep.. keep on tossing and turning like a satay till about 4.00am in the morning .. then i finally fall alseep.. and sleep till Sunday 1.30pm... hehehe

SUNDAY ---- A LAZY DAY.....

*yawn* woke up and eat congee that mummy cooked... not bad for a start of the day.... or perhaps afternoon ... hehehe .. then the whole afternoon i was just watching tv and after that help my mum to cook... follow by TV again and a few hrs on my computer... coz a friend was helping me to set my mic... coz it was not working... ... so that is how my sunday is .. oh and in the nite for piss off by a friend... coz he was just been stubborn with me... never want to listen and then thorw temple.. what the hack man .. mai care liao ... and also me waiting for some one answer hehe coz poster a question to him .. so waiting ... hehehe...

" To see is just to see.. to hear is just to hear... but to see with ur heart and to listen with ur heart.. it makes all even more seems so much better"

Miss.Panda growing up. 9:03 AM.

Saturday, September 24, 2005

*Yawn*

*Yawn* morning ... me in office now.. with nothing to do ... have check all that i can do... friendster wrote tons of testimonal for ppl.. waiting for them all to approve and hope some one will write for me * keeping my Finger cross* hehehe ... came in really early this morning and my guest ask me if i got gone home last night to sleep... coz i stay late in office and was here again this morning.. so was like before he went to sleep.. he sees me.. after he wakes up .. he sees me again .. hehe .. think i am a ghost stalking him ... nai......

Last night was on msn with a friend.. and i stole his pics from friendster and was distrubing him with it.. coz there was a period i put his photo on my desktop... so who ever walk pass will actually get to see it ... some of my friends.. say he was cute looking ... so i distrub him and he was like..." why why??" " how can u do that..... its copy right... wahahahah " i think i am really mean to him .. and i told him to update his photos.. coz i got no more to steal from him ... lol... okie post here for you to see... tell me who is the cutest..

okie choose now... if he sees this on here... I think he will freak... and stay saying me again .. but anyway who cares... lol... just want to freak him out... enjoy doing that... and No No No ... he is not my bf... just a good friend... who can let me distrub .... hehe they are 3 brothers.... need to make them take more pics... so i can post here and let all see.. heheh.... better not tell him the truth .. if not all the more no chance to steal his photos ... naughty me... I know.. but I like it ....

Live life to the fullest and love every moment of it ....

Miss.Panda growing up. 10:42 AM.

Friday, September 23, 2005

Poor Me still in OFFICE !!!!

I am still in office... I am suppose to finish work at 4pm this afternoon.. but got tons of shit work to do ... that is why still in office... so poor thing right.... but not choice... then that KuKu Angeline ask me mai go home.. ask me to accompany her.. then feed me potato chips... and keep on talking to me... tihnk she really did not like me to do home ... want me to pai her... siao man she... say what i working at 12noon tomorrow so never mind.... wahahah......

Found out just now a friend bluff... me but i knew he was hiding something from me.. just did not want to say out.. wait for him to tell me himself... a bit upset though about it... but then honesty is the best policy... wahahah ... see i so wen ya... *clap* *clap*.. but then feeling sore about it.... hate ppl to bluff me.. but then what can i say ... its his legs and mind... so he is free to go whatever he thinks he wants to go .... cannot stop him la...

Now so hungry time for dinner... anywant want to date me out??? guess not... lol

Knowing he would do it .. but still try to pususe him ... hoping he will listen ... but all in vain.... Haizzzzz

Miss.Panda growing up. 7:33 PM.

Sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Today i come into office only so many shit work to do and follow up... this chart to do that reservation to follow up.... what the heck man ... why can like that one ... actually all started coz my toad boss... want to accept this reservation that reservation then after that over booked blame it on us ... how lame can that be... anyway sick and tired of the whole shit thing...

Think later again cannot go home on time .... why like that... everytime like that... then no overtime pay.... some more job scope so much ... i really hate doing it man ... now my whole table like just hit by the hurricane... think can call it Hurricane Papers.... new name that i created... LOL... just for me to use...

Yesterday went to watch the show The Myth by Jackie Chan... then sitting behide my got a moron who make all sorts fo comment on the show .. like in the beganning part.. it shows Jackie Chan was dreaming and he woke up suddenly... then that moron say how can like that... wait ppl was having wet dream.... -.- what shit is that... then another part... the horse was fightening and hitting ppl... then he tell his friend.. can you see the horse LJ.... -.-' .. till the china guy sitting beside me actually turn over and was like SHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! to him but he actually can carry on with his talking and lame comments... wonder why everytime i go see show.. will have such a thing one.... go see the seven swords ... got 1 auntie give lame comment through out the whole show ..... -.- think we super suay la...

But at least had a wonderful dinner ytd... but i still have craving for sushi... I want to go eat sushi.... maybe date my best friend tonight... I have not seen her for a long long time ... due to a quarrel we had some time back... think about 6 month we never talk or go out liao.... I miss her... but then think of what she did ... I do not know if i can forigve her man.. but i guess i will coz she is really a good friend to me ... and when i need her .. she is there for me .. everytime...her birthday is coming soon too ... maybe i will make her a really cool gift for her to hang on her wall... lol... hehehe ....

Was telling a friend ytd...

" Make the person regreat for leaving you... Do not make him /her think that leaving you was the right decision that he/she makes .... "

Miss.Panda growing up. 12:08 AM.

Thursday, September 22, 2005

My Rest Day Yesterday

Yesterday was my off day in the week..... but did not go anyway... was home the whole days... playing computer games and lazing around.... lol... coz got new computer liao mah .. so want to spend more time with it ... heheh ... just some lame excuses... was playing The Sims 2 and got so engrose in it ... never even think of wanting to eat... then play till like 10.30pm .. so tired liao .. BTH ... went to bed and sleep all the way through this morning 7.00am .... but i think woke up in the middle of the night and hear some voice mail... and check my phone see anyone want to sms me bo .. but bo.. no one sms me ... so sad...

Now once again in office... so boring ... the whole morning .. say Good Morning to ppl.. say untill my mouth so tired... but heng... got tons of ppl reply back... if not feel so sad... like no one knows i am here..... and maybe tomorrow or what.. going down to purchase the buttons for our uniforms... so expensive man ... cost like S$2.00 per button .. what the heck... do not laundry... how they wash ... wash till my button also missing .... PISSSSSSSSSSSS...

Later going for my shoes fitting .... got the shoes for a friend's wedding .... i think i will love the shoes..... ut not sure yet.. at least its high.... hehe what i always wanted.... till then ....

Looking back at things that happened... there is always a cause for it .. before it happeneds...

Miss.Panda growing up. 11:29 AM.

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Life its Like This

came home today... and found that my moron internet was not working... was wondering why and feeling to upset.. then i try to off and on my router... restart my pc... nothing works...then do not pull what plug.. then all seems to be okie once again ... think i can be he magic fingers soon ... heheh e.... and my mic is not going .. also do not know why... all plug in properly... but still not working ... what the hack man ... also cannot figure it out... HOW!!! HOW!!! HOW!!!!

Ayway the happeneing thing is office today... so many till I do not know where to start... lets seee... starting from this afternoon when i wake up... i totally could not get up... fell so sleepy... also do not know why... then went to work... just change and step into office... already got ppl telling me problems... arrrrrrrr... faster settle it ... tot no more... I am free... but who knows... had a little fight with a colleauge ... coz she misundersood that i was siding my new HSKP and going against some one.... then i explain to her why .... after that she was okie already... coz she understand what i am trying to tell her and that just do not want her to get into trouble...

Soon later all seems well till in the evening ... the professor came down saying a page from his fax was missing ... check and check.. nearly want to call US already... lucky SM went over and found the fax.... call VT ask her when she received the fax and why never put together... as usual... say never see... the fax not she take one ... try to push the blame to some one esle.... why always like that.. so sick and tired of it ... SM call her and when SM say her and told her off... she was just like Ok Ok Ok ... and then hang up on SM... wow first time hear SM scold ppl... normally i am the 1 to scold ppl... hehehe .. something new for a change....

Guess like what i say before.. do not try to test me ... coz testing me will only mean meet your own doom ... i can be real nasty if i want to... just don't push me to it

Look at the Bright side of stuff... and things will turn better...

Miss.Panda growing up. 2:12 AM.

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Happy Happy

Finally !!! after 2 weeks of pestering and waiting ... and nagging my Parents... I got my new computer... and bulit it just for playing games... hehehe yeah ... I am a gal who loves to play online games.... also like games like Sims 2, war games like art of war... command and conquer.. and online games like Pristontale... ConquerOnline... guess... most ppl must think am i gal or am i know.... hehehe... ask my friends and you will know that I am a gal... not tomboyish or anything like that... Love to party as well... as if.... but i do love to go drinking with my friends.. and dancing with them ... hehehe....

Came into office today... and feel so piss... problems only come and never go ... and it simply just keep piling up and up and up... not even stopping once... why why why???? why am i the one always to solve all these problems and it will never be solve no matter what... So stress that i am simply need to eat chocolates to keep myself from killing some one ... heheh ... yeah i know it makes me get fatter... but with all the stress i doubt it will happen...

What makes you love someone whole heartly?

Miss.Panda growing up. 9:24 PM.

Saturday, September 17, 2005

Love.. Do u fine it Funny

to love or not to love... its simply a fine thin line in between ... its the same as to hate or not to hate... its also a fine thin line in between ... guess this is how life is make so confuse for us all.... so in life there are tons of choices for each person to choose... in our growing up life.. we also have choices.... to believe or not to believe ... to love or not love... to eat or not to eat... to drink or not to drink ... to smoke or not to smoke... see these are all choices one will have to make in life.... think this is a lot... nai .. there are more to come when u grow older and as days pass by...

I just understand something yesterday ... from the concert that i watch .... OH the SNOW WOLF LAKE.... by Jacky Cheung... SUPER SUPER SUPER DUPER DUPER good show..... so touching and i nearly cry... but everytime in the mood to cry.... 2 moron ladies at the back start talking .... arrrrrrr how can they so that to me... a few time i turn around and look at them .. i think after the 3rd time they got the hint... lol mean me i know .. but i do care... who ask them to be moronic and be a pain in the ass... server them right.. by watching the show... I make a HUGE decovery... is that you cannot force love... by doing it .. you cause both party to be hurt .. and that loving unconditional is the best thing that one can ask for... and to love some one that do not love you back... it hurts the most... and it hurt even more if the person you love actually takes you as a subsituite for some one else... arrrrrrrrrr.... comes back to love again ...... but then who can force you and what can u do .... nothing...... haizzzzzzz

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ... I am going to have my new computer today.... yeah yeah yeah ... oh yeah baby... my main computer has been down for almost a week.. and i cannot play my online game .. now finally me going to have a new computer... wahaha cannot wait to go and get it later after work... say in 2 hrs time... La La La La La La La La..... all the programme can run at the same time now... TS... YM... MSN ... CO ... and lots more.... weeeeeeeee

Recently i have been having funny dreams.. but if you ask me... i cannot remember what issit now... but its seems to life like... hummmmmmmm.... really cannot remember.... then talking about ... it just remind me a a love story that i read from my friend's blog.... wait let me go copy it and share with you all ... i like playing in the rain

Message:
Jun & Jen were a pair of young couple... Jun was veri charming & many girls could`t help falling in love with him... therefore, he became quite a flirt.
As for Jen, she was an ordinary girl. Although there were quite a number of guys chasing her, jen only had Jun in her heart.altought She knew thatone day Jun would eventually leave her ..she still continued to love him whole heartedly...
Jen loves rainy days...she loves playing in the rain, & whenever Jun wanted to join her, she'll always stop him from joinin.
Jun then ask her; Why don't you let me join you?
Jen replied;Err..er..because i don't want you to fall sick.
Jun then ask her again;If playing in the rain will make me fall sick, then why are you still doing it?
But each time Jen will always keep quiet & smile at him...
Although Jun was`t able to join her, he felt happy. To him, as long as Jen was happy, he'll be happy as well.:)
However, nothin last long... Jun soon fell for another girl after two months. He even love the girl more deeply den he love jen.
One day, while Jun & Jen were having their dinner , Jun told Jen that this would be their last dinner together... Jen looked at him. She knew dat this was going to happen, but she choose not to ask any farther... Jun then requested for a break up.. And Jen...she accepted willingly... partly because, she knew...Jun was just like the wind...never stop at any point.
That night..it was to be the last time Jun send Jen home.. Jen kept veri quiet... although deep down she wanted to know the reasons but she choose not to ask. Just when Jen was about to step into the lift, Jun stop her. He said:Jen, I'm really sorry that i've let you down. But i'll never forget those days when i see you playing in the rain...those are the most happy & unforgottable memories i had with you
After listening to Jun, Jen could't help it but cried..
Jun hugged her tightly. He said:Jen, There's one question i wanted to ask you long ago...
Why is it everytime when you are playing in the rain, you just would`t allow me to accompany you?
Jen was stunned.. pausing for a few seconds,
Jen replied...
Because... Because i don't wish to let you know...
I was crying..

ENJOY the Story... till next time...

Miss.Panda growing up. 1:11 PM.

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Dreaming

Friendship gone... wil it still come back... i think it will ... love gone will it still come back.... i think it will too ... but what is more difficult to save back... i guess both are the same... looking back at times and things that I have done.... i guess i have lost both before and recover both ..... so i am so glad i did what i had to do.. and still get what i need to get..... just the other day .. was talking to my friend.. and we were saying that to fall in love and out of love is a really hard thing to do ... and both us totally agree... i mean the loving part is nice... but then breaking up is sad... then after that you totally have to know a new gal/ guy ... what she/he likes... what he/ she loves... the phone numbers... the addresss... and also to keep other memory out and cannot mention them... coz ppl do get jealous..... so u see in love or not... still a hard job ... hehe ... but most ppl love the feeling of being in love... but you know what.... i simply thing that as long as you think u think u will be happy... u will be... coz u being happy is the most important you have to consider... love yourself more coz ..... urself is the the one that will bring you though all the high time and low times...

I also feel kind of sorry today... coz i bluff someone for a long time... finally i have manage to tell him the truth and i think i fell so much better.... i hope he does forgive me.... coz he knows how i feel about the whole matter....

Guess love is here when you want.. and not here when u do not want

Miss.Panda growing up. 8:58 AM.

Friday, September 02, 2005

Someone Trying to Test my Temper

always like the colour pink ... maybe couse it like my log in and my name... pandapig... knows as chocbaby for like donkey years... wonder how i got that name hook on it ... but not ... i am knows as panda or pandapig.... only a few ppl know me as chocbaby.... till here i still seems so calm ... but soon it will not when i start telling what happened.... came to office everyday... new problems arise... and its always have to do with VT... can you image ... explain to her a thousand times... but she can still get it wrong... like i have tons of all the time in the world to check on all her stuff.... cannot stand it .... so i was so piss off just now when i found another of her mistake .. that i went right into my boss off and say loud loud in his face.. wonder if he get the hint... but then do i care... NO... who ask him .... employ ppl like tht so forgetful... how can i survive... teach until want to vomit liao ... then try to act smart... send ppl to wrong area.... do not know ... want to act smart.... cannot take it anymore.... anyway.. sian....

but tomorrow me going to eat curry fish head... lol with my whole family.. not sure if my sister is going... she is always busy... never want to go out with her sister one... : ( ... but no choice... only got 1 darling sister.... so love her tons... hehe... funny thing about me is that i do not eat chilli ... not a single bit at alll... but i SIMPLY LOVE CURRY.... no matter how spicy... i will still have it.... then after that drink tons of water.... hehe every one who knows about it.. finds it funny... but then again... i also do not know how to explain .....

If love is painful? why do ppl still love?

Miss.Panda growing up. 11:33 AM.