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Saturday, August 18, 2007

Sunbird Chalet

I am now staying at my auntie's house as I need to take care of my mum... typing away on my sister's laptop.. its so funny about staying here and sleeping in the same bed room as my mum... lol... and on a single bed.. haha . so scare I will fall off the bed.. but then hor.. its on the floor la... hahaha

Been visiting mum every night at my auntie's place aka my sunbird chalet since she discharge from Hospital and have been having good food here... as in good dinner every night.... yum yum.. if these goes on.. think me is going to get real fat.... lol....

Started classes this week and got back my result for my last 3 exams.. I think I fare not too badly in my exams.. and overrall... so waiting for the total final result for both project and exams before I will know what my score will be like...

This weekend classes are on Finance.. and till today after 1 1/2 days of classes... I am still totally clueless about the whole thing... even my classmates are.. so I will have to put in more effort this time round in order to do well for both my exams and assignment...

This morning .. my uncle send me to school .. so nice of him .. then I think he and my big koo jie went to amoy market to have his fav lor mee...

Went to class today... sittting in the class and looking out of the window.. thev view is so nice.. seeing the ships there out in the open sea.... haha enjoying man ... then tuen back to concentrate in class again .. the next time I knew... nothing can be seen ... such a big fog and heavy rain... can only see a blurry view of the red ship base... haha ....

Came back to my auntie place after class... and my cousin Kenneth have his brithday.... me and my sister was quite suprise to find that all his friend not bad looking and the girlfriends are all also not bad looking.. miss his cake cutting cermony.. coz my mum was at the other house thorwing up...

My mum have throw up for 2 nights in a row.. due to indigestion in the tummy and tons of wind after the major operations.. so was on msn with my cousin and she mention to ask my mum to walk around more often....and after the review of the doctor on Friday... he say that she have to go for 2 session of radio... to make sure that all the cancer cell is killed... we are all worried for her and I am sure she for her self too .. just that she is not saying it out...

Just checking with my Val jie and she told me no side effects... no hair loose.. nothing.. Thank god for that....

These few weeks have been busy weeks.. after my mum operations.. then was her recovery and then Ken's birthday this week... next week is my sister's 21st .. after that is my younger cousin Werren's birthday.. seee how broke I will be .... hahaha

I am so sleepy now.. going to sleep soon...coz tomorrow got classes... and mum is sleeping beside me... hehe ....

Miss.Panda growing up. 10:20 PM.

Saturday, August 11, 2007

Exams ...

Exam is in 2 hrs plus plus time .. and seriously speaking I feel that I have not been as prepared as the last time... I mean seriously speaking... if I can get a pass or even a credit for this subject.. I will be super Happy... a Dist will be Super Great... so keeping my Fingers cross... but I will still do my best and finish all 4 questions...if I get higher then expected.. mummy will be happy for me...

Have my first exam result a day before mummy was admitted into Hospital and I got a Dist.. she was happy for me... and that life her mood up before the operation.

I am now in office.. as usual with tons of things to do and follow up, but not with the mood to do it. Maybe later I will spend a the last 1 hrs before work finish to do the filling of the payment cards. My senior cum bubby for work have gone on another week of MC, due to the fact that she is giving birth soon.. I am scare man... coz it seems she have tons of work to still teach and handover to me that have yet to be done.... so seriously speaking .. I am kind of lost at the moment and hungry lol....

Went to the hospital at 7 am this morning to see mum... and my big kau mo and big kau fu is there liao .... big kau mu even cooked congee for mummy to even ... when I went and see her.. she have finish like 5 spoon full of it and she looks happy with it... then i told her is medication time.. her face total change... haha ... she HATE taking PILLS... the last 1 days have been bad.. trying to coax her to take her pills... she have been delaying and delaying the time to take her pills.. at the moment the record time is 40 mins for 6 pills...

Mummy even want to attempt to hide her pills in her pocket... she see too many shows liao ... haha ...

Woke up this morning to find that the slow pot cooker is total burnt ... coz my darling sister have put it on auto to brew red date and black beans soup for mummy.... and she never put enough water to last it... I think if its goes on and brew with no water... sooner or later it will catch fire... arrrrr scary man....

Today since mum had her congee specially cooked for her.. she did not want to have the hospital food.. so me eat lor and in the attempt to not have her pills or delaying time to her pills again... she indicated to me that.. I finish the hospital breakfast food before she will have her pills....

Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha.. wrong move... there was only a slice of bread.... a bowl of oat... an egg .. a cup of Milo and a bottle of Yakult.... hahaha how long can that take me ...

Mummy so nice.. she even spread the butter for me on the bread and break the eggs for me into the bowl.. did not eat the egg yolk.. coz hard liao ... do not like cooked egg yolk... eeeks...... feel so love... and that bowl of oat is tasteless.. so we have to put our own sugar in ....

Mummy took her pills with the Milo and Pink Dolphin drink... now she high class mai drink water coz tasteless.. want Pink Dolphin... hahaha ....

She told us that she throw up last night when the nurse feed her eat her pills... coz they put her in laying mode to eat...

Time to go back to work... lalala ... haha... when mum is better then I will do all the old blogs... hehe

Miss.Panda growing up. 11:24 AM.

Friday, August 10, 2007

Office

Now back at office after a 3 1/2 day break... I am feeling so tired.. as I did not sleep much yesterday... so much things to do in office.. yet I feel so sian in doing it.. total no mood at all to do it ...

Managed to clear a bit here and there... telly a bit here and there.. and will try to use the whole of next week to sort certain things out.. if not where got time to finish all... and get things straight...

Have to work tomorrow and also exams tomorrow.. give up on my friend's wedding to go and visit mum in hospital.... I know I am going to miss the bunch of people... but hor... no choice... mum is more important...

I have order Ayam Penyat for them for dinner... and told them to separate the chilli.. if not they are so going to kill me ... hahaha....

Was going through my blog just now and realise that I have yet to talk about Su Ann's wedding and also upload the photos that I have promise.. maybe after all have done at work and also mum is getting better plus my exams and project all done.. then I will do the rest....

Time to pack up and go hospital... I miss my mummy so much.. maybe tomorrow morning.. I will go by the hospital and feed mum before coming to work.... see how it goes....

I will also blog later on a insensitive and act like he is a mighty and high high at the top doctor soon... he pisses me big time off....

Miss.Panda growing up. 5:42 PM.

Thursday, August 09, 2007

My Recent Weeks

Its been almost a month since I have last blog.... count my laziness to it and you will know why... but seriously speaking .. its also due to the fact now that I work at a new place.. there are things to learn and also the computer that I had for the last 2 weeks plus was a old old one.. when you have too many programmes running... it will 'hang'

The programmes are like excel files mind you.. and you cannot go on MSN... so that leaves me out of the world... arrrrrr

All that aside.. had a news about 2 weeks ago that make me upset and totally lost.... My darling mummy have cancer...

Its a cancer in the womb.. not sure what it is call... so she have to remove the total womb and its a major operation....

Started work at the new place not long and I went to ask my Boss for No Pay leave.. coz I want to be there for mum when she goes in and come out from the operation.. I went to him and was tearing while telling him... seriously speaking.. I will resign if he does not let me go on leave... but thankfully he did.....

Been at the hospital for the last 3 days... not enough sleep and feeling so tired now... but all this is nothing compare to the pain my mum is feeling... she was so weak and drowsy the whole of yesterday that she did not eat at all.. and on top of the the pain she have to go through.. it pains my heart so much ...

When the nurse wheel her up from the operation theater and I saw her face... tears start to appear on my eyes... I cannot take it.. I know I am emotional and all...but it really hurts to see my mum is that state of health... as I am writing this.. tears are starting to appear in my eyes too...

Her doctor .. Professor Ho came to see her last night and say the all went well for the operations.. but still have to wait for the test result... so now keeping my fingers cross....that the test result will show that the cancer cells did not spread and mum is well on the road to recovery....

During these few days.. I really feel so love and touch by all my relatives.. they have stay and support my family all through these period and also taking turns with us to take care of mum... and calling from Malaysia to check on mummy's condition... her colleagues have send in hampers and we are joking that the number of flowers and hampers my mum received ... can open florist liao....

Thanks to all my friends too who have send words of encouragement and also been praying for my mum...

There was a major scene at the hospital yesterday.. but will talk more about it in the next blog...

Now I need to go back to my books... as exams are on Saturday and I have yet to complete much of it....

I am sooooooooo tired and I feel sick....

Miss.Panda growing up. 11:12 PM.

Monday, June 25, 2007

Driving Test

YUP... I have fail my driving test.. thus its totally upsets me even to blog about it.. but I have decided to blog on it...

He mark me failure to accelerate ... I mean in front got car... how to drive faster... then round the bend.. how to drive faster... *faint* but never mind.. its ok la.. try again lor....

But cos he fail me .. it also means my FTT have expiry.. so I went and take my FTT again last Friday.. so scare I will fail.. thank god I did not fail.. so I pass and so that only leaves me to book the Practical .. which me is going to book....

I am over the stage of being upsets about all things... so I am more or less back to myself...

Go Joanne Go

Miss.Panda growing up. 2:46 PM.

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

SO ANGRY

I am so super piss at him ... ask him to help me ask his colleague about a song I like and have been searching for so long... he say mai.. coz he mai let people know he read their blog...

WHAT RUBBISH !!!! ... if your friend write a blog and post on her friendster... It means that you are allow to read it...

Then now msn me.. say I cannot be upset at him coz of a song.. coz I never let him see my blog... therefore no reason for me to get angry at him ....

RUBBISH.. !!!!

Simi logic is this...

I did not open my blog to all.. and on top of that I did not post it on Friendster for all to see.. only close friends and cousin... arrrrrrrrrr

Stab ME ... Stab ME.....

Miss.Panda growing up. 1:17 PM.

Monday, June 11, 2007

Time is running out

14th June.. my driving exam.. I have to pass... 16th June .... my Marketing Exam from my MBA... I am scare for my first and have not really started for my second... that is how dead this is going to be .... arrrrrr ...

I have taken pics from Sat's breakfast..but its at home... have to load up tonight and then post it online... lol....

Perhaps tomorrow or Wednesday I can bring my books here to study... lol...

Miss.Panda growing up. 10:33 AM.

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